THINKING IT OVER
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Summary: Kagome finds Inuyasha with Kikyo once again pledging his love for her. Kagome leaves the feudal era and temporarily seals the well until she gets strong enough to defeat Inuyasha. In her time Sesshomaru takes her under his wing and teaches her to become stronger. There was always talk about how Sesshomaru had a mate but Kagome never saw her. Now one year later Kagome comes back to the feudal era a changed person. Why does Sesshomaru care about her safety? Why does he want to make sure she's with him all the time? Is it love? (Sess/ Kag)
Last time: Kagome went into Sesshomaru's castle to take a bath. While taking a bath Rin entered and introduced herself to Kagome and what she was doing here. She asked Kagome If it was okay to call her okaasan and Kagome agreed. Then after the bath Kagome went with Rin to play outside. After a while Sesshomaru reached the castle. He went directly to the gardens and smiled when he saw Rin and Kagome playing which made Rin look happier then before. Kagome asked Rin to leave and walked over to Sesshomaru. He told her about being disobedient and she told him how she got in. When she left Jaken came to Sesshomaru with the letter from the other lords. They were going to come to Sesshomaru's castle in 3 days. Maybe it wouldn't be as bad as he planned it would be…
THINKING IT OVER
I woke up in the morning in another comfy bed. I quietly took my bath and headed outside for breakfast. It was so cool I didn't need to make the breakfast. The maids were really happy that I gave them some time of. I was actually happy to. They deserve some sort of time of. When I reached the room Sesshomaru was the only other person there. When I asked him where Rin was he told me that she had already eaten and was picking flowers outside. That was so kawaii. "Um Sesshomaru?"
"Yes?" he asked without any emotion in his voice
"See once a month I need to go home to visit my family and stock up on supplies. So can I? Don't even try to say no Inuyasha said that and it hasn't worked for him…" I nervously ordered
"I don't mind as long as you take Aun with you and tell me before you go." Assured Sesshomaru
I felt relieved. He was much nice than Inuyasha. Inuyasha would say no and I would have to sit him to oblivion so that he stops getting on my nerves. I swear one day I will sit him to hell! I jumped with glee and gave Sesshomaru a big hug.
Sesshomaru's P.O.V.
Why is this girl so happy? Agreeing to her terms makes her happy? She is more confusing then Rin. Then again like she pointed out she is not Rin. This girl fascinated me. Wait… what am I thinking? I am Sesshomaru lord of the western lands. I do not like humans except for Rin. She is okay, but this Kagome is not. She is just… she is a disgusting human. That's right… "Oh and you can't go on the 3rd day from today."
"Okay!" I hear her smile
"…" I stayed quiet unable to come up with a reply
"Wait why?" she asked with a frown
She stopped hugging me and her look showed that it wasn't disappointment by curiosity. "The lords are coming 2 days from today."
"Cool party I'm going to go help the maids." Kagome cheered and jumped around
She smiled and trotted of towards the kitchen. She truly was fascinating. I still didn't know what my older self thought about her.
Inuyasha's P.O.V.
I sat in Kaede's hut. It was 2 days after Kagome blew us of for Sesshomaru. I couldn't believe it! My own b half /b – brother. When I came back boy was Sango mad. Miroku was okay, but Sango but damn was she angry. "Where's Kagome Inuyasha?" asked Sango
"With Sesshomaru!" I quietly answered with a frown plastered on my face
"You mean you didn't get her back?" Growled Sango
"She didn't want to…" I answered while thinking about the past
i FLASHBACK
I felt Inuyasha and Kikyo stop behind me. "Sesshomaru you better not hurt Kagome. How else are we suppose to find the shards?" shouted Inuyasha
What the… Shard detector my ass. I am no one's shard detector. "Inuyasha stay back if you don't want me to kill clay pot." I shouted at him never looking back once
LATER IN THE FLASHBACK CUZ I SAID SO…
I was about to go when Inuyasha called out to me. "Where do you think you're going?"
"Away from you…"
I whispered and ran of following Sesshomaru.
END FLASHBACK
"Of course she won't come you idiot. How dare you call her a shard detector? You better hope that I'm here when your clay pot gives birth. How could you? I mean seriously why don't you go have sex with a pot?" Shouted Sango
"I love Kikyo and we're going to have this child." I growled back
"Then you're going to be living with Kikyo and Kaede because Miroku and I are leaving. You betrayed Kagome. She opened your eyes to the world, and got rid of the pain you felt after Kikyo betrayed you and this is what you have to do? You go and pledge your love for the pot and then have sex in the forest while Kagome's gone. I can't believe you…" Yelled Sango, but sadlly
"I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU SAY. YOU'RE LYING. SHE'S THE ONE WHO BETRYED ME BY GOING BACK TO HER TIME." I shouted back
Sango was wrong. Kagome was the one who betrayed me. I didn't do anything wrong. It was all her fault. There was nothing that I had to be sad about. That's right. It was all Kagome's fault. Right?
"SHE WAS MAKING A FUTURE FOR HERSELF INCASE YOU DIDN'T WANT HER TO STAY, AND I THINK SHE HAD A SMART MIND FOR DOING SO BECAUSE… BECAUSE YOU DIDN'T WANT HER HERE." Explained Sango paining Inuyasha's ears
Sango huffed and grabbed Miroku's hand on her way out. When she left I thought about what she had said. As much as I hate to admit it, she was right. Her words played in my mind. "SHE WAS MAKING A FUTURE FOR HERSELF INCASE YOU DIDN'T WANT HER TO STAY, AND I THINK SHE HAD A SMART MIND FOR DOING SO BECAUSE… BECAUSE YOU DIDN'T WANT HER HERE." Was I the one who caused all this?
I went to bed when Sango and Miroku didn't come back. In the middle of the night I woke up because of Kikyo. "Inu?"
"What?" I groaned
"I think it's time." Kikyo whispered
"No it's not it's been 2 weeks." I growled being woken up from my sleep
"I was just making sure." Kikyo nodded
"Go back to bed." I ordered her
"What's wrong with you and where are the others?" Kikyo stupiditly answered
"Sango got mad at me about thinking that Kagome betrayed me and took Miroku with her." I quietly whispered not knowing why
"Who cares about Kagome? She's gone. Go to bed." Kikyo angerly replied
I sat awake for a few more minutes. Kikyo's words played in my mind. "Who cares about Kagome? She's gone…"
Who cares? I cared. I went to the Goshinboku where we first met. I told Kikyo I was going for a walk so she doesn't freak out. What Sango had said was somewhat true. Kagome did open my eyes to the happiness. The fun that she brought with her. How her eyes gleamed with excitement. She brought happiness to everyone and showed me how to move on. Without her I'd still be depressed that Kikyo had betrayed me. There was logic to what she once said while taking a bath with Sango.
FLASHBACK
"Sango?"
"Yeah Kagome?"
"I don't know why Inuyasha doesn't move past Kikyo I mean she betrayed him…"
"What do you mean?"
"I mean if she truly loved him then she wouldn't have tried to take him to hell when he told her he wasn't the one that hurt her. I mean without trust there is not love."
"I guess you are right Kagome…"
END FLASHBACK
"Maybe… maybe I can have both."
I flashed a devious grin and went to the hut to tell Kikyo I was going to be gone a few days. Why have one when you can have both?
Vocabulary of all the chapters!
Kawaii - cute
Okaasan - mother
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