So firstly, yes delay on updating. Apologies etc etc. I was not joking when I said I was flat out especially coming up to Christmas with work and stuff. Even my friends think I have disappeared of the face of the earth…. Very awkward. Ohhh and ok, so I have cracked it with Glee writers. This weeks episode (the Christmas one) was pathetic. FUCK YOU RIB. Ohh Also, I actually don't know what POV the story is in, maybe 3rd, but I am thinking to do it in Britt's POV soon. Thoughts?
Anywho, to make this more interesting for myself, I have decided to ask you all questions of what you think, and you can reply to me via a review or inbox. So question for this week is: am I straight, gay, bi etc etc. ANSWER AWAY! This will be interesting to see what 'vibe' I give off. And thanks everyone for your continued support and comments.
Santana walked through the halls of McKinley the way she always does. Her head held high despite her confusion regarding a certain blonde, her family problems and the worry she felt for a girl she had only known for a few weeks.
She saw Kurt approaching, and thought of a quick witted remark to spite him with like she always does. However as he got closer, she thought of nothing. "Hey Santana" the well dressed boy remarked. In all honesty, Santana didn't know why Kurt even gave her the time of day based on the way she treated him, but she was actually grateful for it.
"Hey…. Kurt" she said, pausing to think of a word to mock him with. The boy looked rather surprised when the Latina simply used his real name. Although she was usually rather rude to Kurt and mocking of his sexuality, the last few weeks had changed the way she addressed him.
Before the two could continue the conversation, Brittany bounced towards the two.
Hi San! Hi Kurt!" the blonde beamed.
"Oh you two have met?" Santana asked looking puzzled.
"Of course San. Kurt and I go shopping now. He has the best taste in clothing!" the blonde replied.
"Nice to see you Brittany. Santana we should really get going to Glee club. Rachel has an important announcement in regards to Regionals" Kurt said mockingly.
"Maybe her announcement is that she has to return to the Shire to film Lord of the Rings" Santana retorted. This earnt a small chuckle from Kurt.
"What is Glee club?" asked the blonde.
"It's where we sing and perform as a group, you should come along Britt" said Kurt enthusiastically.
For some reason Santana blushed shyly when Brittany asked her if she was able to join her, but the Latina had no intention of ever saying no to the girl.
The three of them had entered the choir room as Rachel was giving a long speech about the lack of commitment the other members were showing to the club.
As they found their seats towards the front of the room, Rachel started calling out members of the group.
"Kurt, Sam, Santana, Puck and Mercedes. You don't seem to be pulling your weight in this club. I want all of you to pick a song that shows off your assets, and present it to the Glee club in two days. To win you have to be like me" said the short brunette.
"Thank you Rachel for your inspiring speech, but I would like to introduce a new member to the New Directions. Everyone, this is Brittany" announced Kurt.
All of the members introduced themselves to Brittany who seemed to love everyone, much to the dismay of Santana. The bell soon rang and the club dispersed the choir room.
"Come on Britt. Let's go grab some lunch" said Santana to the blonde.
As the pair walked down the halls, Santana saw James surrounded by his football friends. Trying to avoid them and not wanting Brittany run off to James, Santana tried to take a shortcut to the cafeteria. James spotted his sister and his girlfriend, and yelled out for Brittany.
"hey babe, come here for a second!" he yelled.
Brittany hesitantly smiled and grabbed Santana's arm, dragging her towards James and his friends.
James greeted Brittany by slapping her ass and forcefully kissing her, glancing and Santana before he did it. Santana knew what James was trying to do, but hoped he hasn't caught on to her feelings for the blonde. After what seemed like hours for Santana, the blonde pulled away, grabbing Santana's pinkie and leading her away.
As the two girls moved further away, James muttered something to his friends. Both Brittany and Santana heard, with Brittany left looking visibly upset.
Santana turned around, making her way towards James.
"What did you just say about her!" screamed Santana.
Many other students were now looking on, wondering what the commotion was about.
"I said nothing!" James defended himself.
"You called a stupid slut! I heard exactly what you said, and you will pay for it" Santana said furiously.
Santana grabbed Brittany and started to walk off when James interrupted them.
"Just because you are jealous of me and her. You are a disgusting lesbo, she doesn't love you and never will!" James spat.
Santana often lost her cool. When Rachel tried to ban her from singing any solos in Glee club, Santana cursed at her in Spanish and threatened to send her back to the Shire. Last year she got suspended for 2 weeks for teasing Jacob after he made a documentary about her being single on valentines day.
Today, Santana didn't lose her cool. Instead, a tear left her eye as she quickly ran off towards the bathroom. She locked herself in one of the stalls, and just moments later heard the bathroom door open, and someone walking towards her stall.
She hoped that it wasn't Brittany. She was ashamed and embarrassed that her brother had said those things, and still unsure of her feelings towards Brittany, her brother could have actually been right.
Not just one pair of feet walked in, but two. This worried Santana a little bit. Worried that it might be her former friends whom she had been neglecting since Brittany's arrival, she stopped her crying and sat their silently.
"Santana?" said a familiar voice.
"Great, its Berry!" thought Santana.
"what do you want Berry?" asked Santana, although feeling relieved that it was Rachel and not someone else.
"Q.. Quinn and I saw what happened. We are just checking in on you" said Rachel through the barrier of the toilet door.
"Why do you even care Berry!" yelled Santana, holding back tears as she spoke.
Ignoring Santana's yelling, Quinn sat on the floor outside the toilet, and crawled under so she was sitting in front of the Latina.
"Listen. Everyone knows that your brother is lying, we know that you're not in love with Brittany" said the blonde, trying to reassure Santana.
"But maybe I am! I cant deal with the way people will look at me and talk about me if I do have feelings for her. Especially if she doesn't even feel the same way about me. She is in love with my brother!" Santana said, who suddenly covered her mouth to avoid saying anymore, however it was too late.
Suddenly Rachel's face appeared underneath the toilet door. She took one look at Quinn, and both girls couldn't hold back a smile that was forming.
"Santana, have you maybe thought about talking with Brittany about her feelings?" questioned Quinn, who automatically felt guilty that she hadn't addressed her feelings for Rachel the same way.
"I don't know how I feel. I'm not about to confess my love when I'm unsure. I mean, when we kissed the other day… I felt all nervous and excited. I have never felt that way. But at the same time, I am really confused. Maybe it's something she does with everyone, maybe she's affectionate with everyone" said Santana, looking slightly embarrassed and sad.
"Look, I don't know what's going on in your head, and I don't know how Brittany feels, but I know the way you two look at each other is different from the way she looks at everyone else. Whatever you decide to do, Quinn and I are here for you" said Rachel.
Rachel waited for the insult, but Santana simply smiled at her and stood up.
"Thank you both, I appreciate your support" announced the Latina, who smiled, fixed her smudged make up in the mirror and made her way out the door.
As Santana made her way to the locker, she noticed Brittany walking to class.
"Britt wait up" yelled Santana through the halls.
Brittany stopped and turned to greet Santana.
"Hey San, you've been crying?" said the blonde, noticing the smudged makeup on the Latina's face.
Before she could respond, the blonde put her arms around the Latina and brought her in for a hug.
"It's ok San, I'm here".
Santana had calmed down since she ran to the toilets crying, but something about being in Brittany's arms made her cry. Brittany held on to her for a few minutes, before breaking out of the hug. Instead of asking the Latina what was wrong, the blonde laced her fingers into the Latinas hands and walked her to her car.
"I'll drive us home ok San? Just give me the keys".
Santana was a little sceptical of handing over the keys, as she had never seen Brittany drive and didn't know if she could.
Santana finally spoke up "Where are we going Britt?"
"Can we go back to your house San? We can just watch movies together. I can text Shane, James friend to see if he can ask James to stay at his tonight?"
Santana simply nodded as Brittany started the car and left the school parking lot.
The two girls entered the Latina's house, and to their surprise Mr and Mrs Lopez were home.
"Oh hi Mom and Dad. This is Brittany" said the latina.
"oh we've met" said Mr Lopez, with Mrs Lopez nodding in agreement.
"Hi Brittany" said Mrs Lopez.
"Hi Mr and Mrs Lopez. Nice to see you again" exclaimed Brittany.
With that, Santana grabbed Brittany by the hand and lead her upstairs. Neither of the girls noticed Santana's parents watching the two suspiciously.
Santana walked into her bedroom first, followed by Brittany. The blonde shut the door behind her, and continued to face the door, leaning her body against it. Santana looked over, focusing her eyes on the blondes perfectly sculpted body, stopping for a little too long on the blondes ass.
unaware of what the blonde was doing and unable to control her movements, the Latina placed one hand on either side of Brittany's hips, turning her around. For the first time, Santana made the first move and closed the small distance between them.
The Latina kissed the corner of the other girls mouth, with her lips lingering for a while longer than they should have. She then removed her lips from the blonde girl, and looked into her eyes, smiling. She then connected her lips to Brittany's in a soft kiss.
The kiss became heated as Santana pushed Brittany against the door. The blonde disconnected her lips with the brunettes much to Santana's disappointment, but started to kiss her neck with her hands sliding down to the hem of Santana's shirt.
"C- can I t-take it off San?" whispered the blonde out of breath. Santana obliged and nodded her head, granting permission.
Brittany pulled the shirt towards Santana's head and the Latina lifted her arms up to assist her, pulling the rest of her shirt off. Brittany reached behind Santana and unclasped her bra, seeing the Latina's breasts and her staring not going unnoticed by the Latina.
"See something you like?" asked Santana, to which Brittany simply turned her head away, embarrassed. Santana grabbed Brittany's cheek pulling her head back towards her breasts.
"It's ok Britt, you can look you know!" the Latina said, smirking.
Brittany continued to stare, biting her lip. Santana thought it was the cutest thing, and pulled Brittany towards her quickly closing the gap. Santana felt the heat between her legs increasing as their kiss became heated. With this, she grabbed onto Brittany and dragged her towards the bed. The blonde straddled her, stopping at the hem of Santana's pants and removing them for her.
Brittany paused for a minute, unsure of whether to continue not knowing if it was what the brunette wanted. Santana sensed this and quickly ensured her.
"Please Britt! I want you" she panted.
The blonde entered the brunette, noticing that she was already wet exciting the blonde. Her fingers slid effortlessly inside the latina, who moaned in approval. She picked up the pace, knowing that the Latina was close to the edge. Knowing that the Latina was close, the blonde slowed down the pace, earning a frown from the brunette.
"Trust me San" the blonde said.
She slowed the pace until the Latina was begging for more, then picked up the pace, letting Santana fall over the edge, and finally slowing, letting her ride it out.
"Britt, that was awesome" the brunette admitted.
"SANTANA! Dinner time!" her mother yelled from downstairs.
"shit!" Santana jumped up from the bed and quickly dressed herself.
"Well this is going to be an awkward dinner" thought Santana.
Bahahaha ok so, please don't kill me. Don't even know how that worked. Anywho, suggestions, thoughts etc are much appreciated. Feel free to talk to me too about whatever. Ohh and ps I am pretty busy as of tomorrow, working everyday until Christmas with no break, so this wont be updated till Boxing day I don't think. Apologies in advance. Ohh and have a think about that question I asked above. hahaha
