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I want to apologise for not updating in soooo long, I've been really busy and just haven't had the time or the passion for it. I'd tried but it just came out shittier then normal so I'm sorry :(
Oh and by the way I was wayyy to lasy to properly proof read this, I'm sorrrry. I need a beta that will not care about editing really shit house stories haha. That would be awesome!
NON-Fiction
Chapter Seven
Jacob Black.
I didn't understand why I was just putting up with this, Leah yelling at me like everything that goes wrong is somehow my fault. Like as if right now wasn't hard enough for me already.
"I just don't understand." No she didn't. "How hard is it to make one phone call, one!" She repeated this for what seemed like the tenth time before she paced back and forth.
"I got it Leah, I'm sorry." I sighed and looked up at her. "Please just keep your voice down, Gabby can probably hear you."
"This is insane." She said more to herself then to me.
"Jacob I'm sorry about Leah but-" Seth started.
"Don't apologise for me." She snapped.
"Leah just shut up please!" I took a deep breath and ran my hand over my face. "I've just had the most difficult month in my life and now I have to deal with the fact Gabby doesn't know who the hell I am! I don't have the patience to deal with you right now."
"Well you brought this all on yourself Jacob Black, after all this is all your fault." I took a sharp intake of breath as her words registered. Leah could be a massive bitch but in the end she was right, because this was my fault. If I had just been there, if I had just thought for once, then none of this would be happening. I growled in anger at myself before turning and storming off.
Gabrielle Ateara.
Kim was in the middle of telling me what she wanted her wedding dress to look like when Jacob stomped in. I stood up straight away but instead of stopping he looked at me once before speeding out of the living room and running up the stairs. My mouth opened slightly in suprise, Jacob was upset about something that much was obvious but I had no idea what. Rachel stood up next to me and turned to the man who had just entered the room.
"Seth whats wrong with Jake?" She asked.
"Leah might have said something." At this Rachel groaned and rubbed her eyes.
"I should go see him." She began to move before Seth stopped her.
"No Rachel, let Gabby go."
"What?" Rachel looked at me before looking at Seth once again. "But-"
"You know shes the one he would want to see." Sighing in defeat she sat down and Seth smiled at me.
"I think you should see if hes okay." I nodded at him before racing off up the stairs.
Instead of knocking, which is something I would usually do. I slowly turned the door knob and opened the door enough to let me slid in. The first thing that meet my eyes was Jacob, he was laying on his back, the palms of his hands pressed into his eyes.
"Jake?"
"Gabby, what are you doing here?" I turned to close the door before making my way over to the edge of the bed.
"You're upset" I simply said and he sighed.
"I'm fine now."
"Jake..." I sat down on the bed and looked
down nervously, before looking back into his eyes. "Please tell me
whats wrong."
"Don't worry about me."
"Of course I'll worry about you, you need to tell me whats wrong." He sat up and looked deeply in my eyes, I felt goose bumps run up my arms.
"I love you."
"Is that whats wrong?" I tried to act like the words didn't effect me and looked down at my lap again.
"No, whats wrong is that you don't remember that." I took a deep breath. "It fucking hurts and I hate pretending it doesn't and I deserve to feel like shit because this is my fault."
The look on his face and the words together felt like a punch in the gut to me, he honestly thought everything that happened to me was his fault. I scooted over to him and noticed his eyes were red and puffy...he'd been crying and it was because of me.
"This isn't your fault" I said as I got to my knees infront of him, I reached my hand out to stroke his warm cheek. "You didn't mean for this to happen, its not your fault."
His eyes connected with mine and a sob broke out of him, it was painful to listen to and my chest tightened. I pressed my forehead to his and closed my eyes, pleading and begging with him. "Please don't cry, please don't."
"Gabby if you really knew, everything, you wouldn't be like this now." he mumbled as his hands grabbed my hips.
"Then tell me everything." I opened my eyes and he was shaking his head.
"No I don't want you to feel like I do, I'd-" he took a deep breath. "I never want you to feel like I do right now okay, sometimes I wish we just both forgot."
"Jacob please, I need to know, I need to understand." I ran my fingers through his hair. "You're making this harder."
Tears feel down his cheeks and I wiped them away, I knew by his face he was going to tell me. His hand came up to rub my lower belly and he didn't look me in the eye.
"We were going to have a baby." He said smiling sadly. "We were so happy, a little girl, but the car accident.....oh god." He broke down again and I sat there in shock.
Jacob was working out in his garage again working on my car, I leant against the ledge watching him smiling. He always got so into his work and it was the cutest thing, he didn't even know she was here.
"Jacob." I called his name to get his attention, he pulled his head out from under the hood. Once he saw me a grin formed on his face and he began making his way over to me.
"Hello gorgeous, what are you doing in here." He asked after picking up a cloth and wiping his hands clean of grease. My face turned serious and I took a step closer, taking his hands in mine, trying to think of the right words.
"Jake, I need to tell you something." I told him, gripping his hands tightly.
"Okay...."
"I'm not sure how you'll take it." My heart beat would not stop beating and I felt as if it was about to jump right out of my chest.
"Gabby you're kinda scaring me." He admitted, voice nervous.
"Jacob...I'm pregnant." I closed my eyes worried of his reaction, but after a while of silence I slowly opened him. Jacob was looking at my stomach in awe before looking back at me with the same type of facial expression.
"Really?" His voice was quiet and slowly I nodded and to my suprise slowly and grin formed on his face. "Really?"
"Really." I smiled a bit now as I heard the happiness in his voice, Jacob wanted this! He wanted this!
"Oh god." He reached out and pulled me into him hugging my
tightly before turning his head and kissing me all over my face.
"We're having a baby."
"Yes." I grinned now, right along
with him and suddenly he was on his knees, lefting up my shirt and
kissing my belly once, twice.
"You are going to look so beautiful pregnant, all big with my child."
"So you're happy then? I mean we're young, I thought maybe you wanted to wait." Jacob got up from his knees after I said this and cuped my cheeks with his hands, looking into my eyes.
"I'm happy, so, so happy." Then he kissed me with all he had in him.
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I tried to make it longer, but I couldn't...I needed to leave it there. Again I will try to write more lately.
