A/N: I have another chapter! Yay! It seems like you guys really liked last chapter! I have decided that I am going to start thanking people personally in every author's note before every chapter. So for the people I am going to thank this chapter they are: Kkaty, alejal, MaIsa HaLe, Ali Amnesia, stberrycrazy, and Dani99. I have two favorite parts of my comments they are: IM IN LOVE! and BLAINE IS ADORABLE. I love writing this story, but I don't always have a lot of time so if I am updating to slow, sorry! By the way there is a jealous Finn in this chapter! I do love him on the show but a jealous Finn was suggested to me, so I put it in now. I f he seems like a jerk or if you don't like it, sorry! It was requested and not my idea. There is also a kinda jealous Kurt! I also apologize beforehand if any of the characters are OOC or if my writing sucks. Please tell me mistakes and suggestions. GO RAINE!
Disclaimer:I do not own Glee or any of its characters that belongs to its wonderful creator and amazing person Ryan Murphy.
Sing Out Your Feelings
Rachel's POV:
After the fiasco earlier in the cafeteria I sat back down with my friends. My cheek was tingling. They were all eating lunch calmly like nothing had just happened. What was wrong with them? I decided to speak what was on my mind.
"What is wrong with you people? Did you just experience what I just experienced? Because I saw that you did. Don't try and run away from answering!"I questioned, my voice rising on every sentence.
"Calm down Rachel. We were there too. But we didn't have the same experience by the way. I didn't earn a kiss from a gay kid. Even if it was only on the cheek."Brittany responded.
"Who was the evil master mind behind this? At least one of you knew this was going to happen."I spoke rapidly.
They all looked at Tina pointedly. Evidently she was the master mind of this stupid plan.
"Well I might have had a conversation with Blaine yesterday. And it might have involved that subject, a little bit."Tina whispered looking guiltily at me.
"I'm confused."Brittany stated.
"What?"Santana questioned.
"Say what?"Mercedes asked.
"Why didn't you tell me?"Mike looked at her.
"I don't know, Blaine was really sweet about it."she responded to Mike.
Okay now I was even confused. Blaine was being sweet to Tina? When did this happen? I thought he liked me. He didn't sing to Tina, he sang to me. Oh my god what if I was like his gateway to Tina? Now what am I going to do? I was in love with him. Why does this always happen to me? The weight of this new disappointment made me frown.
"He likes you?"spit from my mouth.
"Oh no Rachel. He likes you, Blaine was talking about singing to you. He came all this way to get advice from one of your friends."Tina explained.
A smile grew on my face as bright as the star I was going to become. He likes me! Yes! Now he can reciprocate my love... after he works for it. We all finished lunch after that, the whole table awing about what Blaine did for me besides Santana. Who mumbled something like "stupid gay kids always changing their feelings, no wonder they're so emotional."
I walked out of the cafeteria, satisfied with my day. I heard the door open behind me, and a hand on my elbow turned me around. It was none other than my ex-boyfriend, Finn.
"What was that Rachel?"he asked roughly.
"I do not believe I know what you are talking about Finn."I said, purposely avoiding the question.
"You know what I'm talking about Rach. You're gay little friend coming in here and trying to steal you away from me."he stated.
"He's not my gay little friend. He likes me more than you do. You just throw me around like a doll, picking me up when you get sick of your other toys. You would never have as much courage as Blaine did to get up in front of the whole school and sing to me and dance with me."I said angrily.
"Rachel, he doesn't like you. He's just using you to break your heart like Jessie did. He's just trying to to get rid of the competition."Finn retorted.
"You don't know that Finn. What happened last year with Jessie was meant to do that, but Blaine isn't that kind of person. But even if that is what he's doing it would be better than this toxic relationship we had."I said venomously.
"Rachel, listen to yourself! You sound like some kid who actually thinks that she can change a gay guy into a straight one. He doesn't like you."Finn told me.
"I don't have to change him! If he likes me, then he's already changed on his own. Finn, you will never change! You will always be a guy that wants what he can't have, and then when he gets it he throws it all away!"I exclaimed.
"Rach, don't do this. I still love you."Finn pleaded.
"I wish you would have said that a long time ago. You've broken my heart so many times that you can't have it again."I said.
"Rachel, please."he begged.
"Finn, if you really loved me you wouldn't have broken my heart, you would have forgiven me. I wouldn't have had to ask for you back."I said.
I walked away doing my famous Rachel Berry storm out. I went straight to the bathroom and cried. what if everything Finn said was right?
Blaine's POV:
When I walked out of the cafeteria my lips were tingling. As I hopped on the bus with the rest of the warblers they all gave out catcalls and a wildfire of whispers broke out. I jumped into my seat and was given high fives from all of the warblers, with the exception of Kurt who was "sick", and back at Dalton. I was so excited and I hoped Rachel liked it. The ride back was very loud and smelled like teenage boys.
We all hopped off the bus at Dalton Academy and went back to our classes. I was congratulated at my genius of showing the New Directions how sexy and new we could be. That was what they thought was my plan, none of it to them related to Rachel.
I ran up the stairs and into the building. When I got inside I was pulled by my elbow into a... supply closet. I flicked on the light only to see, Kurt.
"How did your song to Rachel go?"Kurt questioned.
"It wasn't to Rachel, it was the warblers sexy song to stun New Directions."I lied.
"Yeah, that Rachel's in. Uhuh I totally believe you."he retorted.
"I'm serious I didn't sing that to her."I lied again.
"Yeah, right. I know you Blaine."Kurt told me.
"Fine, you're right."I confessed.
"Why didn't you tell me you still had feelings for Rachel?"he demanded to know.
"I didn't want to do that to you Kurt, I knew you liked me, and I didn't want to betray you."I replied, it felt good too.
"You did that for me?"Kurt asked.
"Yeah, you're my friend and I was selfish. I didn't want to loose our friendship."I explained to him calmly.
"Well that adds to your truthfulness. But no matter what I think we need to take a little break from our friendship so we can figure all of this out."he said.
"Okay Kurt thanks for understanding. I hope you find someone that makes you happy, more than I could."I told him.
"That may be a while, but I hope Rachel makes you happy, and if she doesn't I'm always here."Kurt replied.
I was happy that Kurt and I were still friends and I could depend him. Through all of this I have also realized something. I am in love with Rachel Berry, the competition. What was I going to do?
A/N: This time I am going to ask for ten reviews but if I get less I am perfectly okay with that. I feel selfish now. Please tell me your opinions, suggestions, and my mistakes. I hope you liked it! GO RAINE!
