So you guys are wonderful. All the reviews were lovely and SO appreciated!
Couple things tho: Several people mentioned that they thought it was awful that Kurt made him sleep on the dog bed. This was in NO way saying Kurt was treating Blaine as a dog. He and Adam's relationship was a bit different than his and Blaine's so the dog bed as well as the cage is from the previous relationship. Also Kurt didn't want to put him on the couch or another room because he still wanted Blaine to be near him if he needed him. Sorry if this offended anyone but to be perfectly honest, this is probably the least harsh punishment Blaine will receive in this story so if that bothers you, you may want to stop reading. Not that I want to lose ANY of my followers, but be prepared in the future, yes this story is about love and healing but it will also include punishment and submission.
Also I don't own anyone you recognize, obviously.
And I do indeed love you all SO much! ENJOY!
Kurt left for work and Blaine as usual felt slightly empty and lonely, he sighed softly and staying on his knees for a few minutes after Kurt left before his mind came back to him. If he had it his way Kurt would never leave and Blaine would get to spend all day every day pleasing Him, doing whatever Kurt wanted. Kurt was something Blaine still had a hard time believing was a part of his life. Kurt seemed to genuinely want to love him and care for him, no hidden agenda, expecting nothing past serving Him as a sub should. It was a little overwhelming and completely terrifying. Kurt seemed to want Blaine to be happy, and Blaine was slowly learning what made him feel that way. he'd spent so long where his happiness and feelings were unnecessary and even discouraged. Kurt made it okay to be content in anything that brought Blaine joy, even pleasing Kurt. Kurt let him take glee in that, it wasn't about just being a hole to fill, it was about Blaine satisfying Kurt by doing what made them both happy.
Kurt had asked him about his hobbies, what he enjoyed doing as a child, it had barely been the second day with Kurt when Kurt had shown interest.
"So what do you like to do?" The Dom asked, smiling gently. Blaine was kneeling on the hardwood floors, Kurt sat in a recliner, stroking his head calmly.
"To serve You, Sir," Blaine replied quietly, "I just want to give You as much pleasure as a whore like me can and i-"
"you are not a whore." Kurt said firmly, Blaine cowered violently.
"i'm sorry, i can't-" Blaine whimpered and Kurt sighed softly, gently cupping his face in His hand.
"you have to stop talking about yourself that way. I don't want to punish you for it, but I will if I have to." Blaine had tears streaming down his face,
"i don't know how else to talk," he admitted. Kurt smiled softly, delicately forcing his face up towards Kurt.
"That's part of My job sweetheart, to teach you how you should talk and in time, even show you how beautiful you are." Blaine looked up at him, slightly confused, "And you ARE beautiful, whether you can see it right now or not," Kurt continued. Blaine blinked slowly at him, "So tell Me, what did you like to do in your spare time before you were claimed," Kurt requested. Blaine looked at Him carefully, what was He hoping to get out of this? Was this a mind game to get Kurt to tell Him what he loved only to have it ripped away? Blaine had spent five years being told he had no rights, no reason to exist other than pleasing his Master, this Dom confused Blaine, it frightened him. he couldn't be honest, couldn't let himself be that vulnerable, he could let himself be used, because that's all he was worth, but he had to hold onto that tiny sliver of a dream, he couldn't let the Doms have it.
"i liked to sing," Blaine whispered quietly, the worst Kurt could do was gag him, and that Blaine could handle. Kurt's face lit up,
"you sing? Do you like all kinds of music? Do you know how to play any instruments?" Blaine looked up at Kurt, how could He fake it so well? How could he fake this interest and kindness? Master had never tried, so Blaine didn't know how to respond to it.
"Yes, Sir, I-" he cut himself off, not that, he couldn't have that shown to him only to have it ripped away. Kurt scratched his scalp gentle, Blaine almost whined in pleasure. he hadn't been treated like this before, he had never been praised or gotten pleasure, but this Dom seemed to LOVE making Blaine whimper in gratification and He seemed to want Blaine get as much enjoyment out of their time together as He did. Blaine assumed it was so he would know what he could get but then take it away for not being good enough, he was never good enough. Last night Blaine had actually been allowed to cum for the first time in months, he'd passed out from it, it'd been so long. When he awoke Kurt was stroking his face sweetly, and murmured, "Welcome back." Blaine had received no punishment for cumming; even though he'd asked and been granted permission, Blaine was still surprised by that fact.
"Well?" Kurt prodded him to finish his statement. Blaine inhaled shakily,
"i used to play piano," he whispered. Kurt smiled,
"Did you enjoy it?" Blaine's stomach dropped, this wouldn't end well.
"Yes, Sir," he said, quietly. Kurt just nodded and cupped Blaine's cheek again,
"Thank you for telling Me, pet." Blaine looked up at the praise, nothing had happened. No promises made, no mocks given, Kurt had just wanted to know. How was this person real?
Blaine cleaned for an hour, he cleaned everyday so the house didn't exactly get dirty, but he washed all the breakfast dishes, made the bed, and wiped down the bathroom sink. he'd swept and mopped the day before so there was no need for that. So once his chores were done he took a book off Kurt's shelf, Kurt had told him he could, this one was titledThe Giver. he had just reached the part where Jonas had seen something about an apple change when the phone rang. he sat there, waiting until the answering machine picked up, Kurt told him he didn't have to answer the phone, he could screen the calls and if it was Kurt, he'd answer.
"Hi, You've reached Kurt Hummel, leave a message or call My cell, if I like You, You know the number, if not, I don't like You enough to answer Your call in the first place." Blaine giggled as he had the first time he heard the message.
"Hey Zuri, it's Me, pick up," Kurt's voice came over the machine. Blaine practically broke his neck running over to the phone.
"Sir!" Blaine said excitedly. Kurt chuckled lightly at the joy in His sub's voice.
"I hope I didn't interrupt you doing something important," Kurt stated.
"Oh no, Sir, i was just reading, i've finished all my chores," he quickly clarified so Kurt didn't think he was slacking. He'd refused to do anything BUT work for the first week and Kurt had ordered him to entertain himself instead if he was done with his chores. The first few days had been really hard and Blaine had ended up staring at a wall most of the day, but eventually he picked up a book and started reading, he'd forgotten how much he loved to read.
"Oh good, what book?" Kurt asked.
"The Giver," Blaine explained. "That's okay, right?" Blaine asked just to be sure.
"Of course, that's fine, that's a good book too, I'm going to have to get you some more, my collection isn't that extensive." Kurt claimed.
"Please don't do that for me, Sir, i'm happy with what You already have, You don't have to-" Blaine rushed, he couldn't bare costing Kurt more money and time than he already did. Kurt however laughed kindly,
"sweetie, eventually you are going to go through them all and I don't want you bored to tears, so I'll get some more. No arguing." Kurt quickly said as if He knew Blaine had opened his mouth to rebuttal and He probably did. "Anyway that wasn't why I was calling. I wanted to tell you I wouldn't be home until a little later than usual, no later than 6, but I have an errand to run little later tonight." Blaine wanted to pout, but he didn't dare. Instead he bowed his head sadly,
"Yes, Sir." Kurt could hear the disappointment, He was a Dom after all and reading their subs emotions were something they were trained to do since the beginning of their designation.
"Don't worry, love, you are still going to be rewarded for earlier, I just have a couple things to do and I know I won't get anything done at home so…" Kurt stated suggestively, causing Blaine to blush and smile happily.
"Yes, Sir," he replied, unable to stop his heart from speeding up. Rewards were so new to him and he'd come to love them so much, being told he was a good boy was more than enough for Blaine, but Kurt always went further, physically rewarding Blaine with touches, affection, treats, but Blaine's favourite was undoubtedly when Kurt rewarded him with sex.
"Good boy, so enjoy yourself today, you might want to take a nap cuz with what I have planned for you tonight…" He left it open-ended and Blaine groaned, he could only imagine what his Sir had in store for him.
"Do You want me hard when You come home? Or tied up or…?" Blaine's voice shook with want and need. Kurt smiled at His eager sub,
"No, Zuri, I'm not going to fuck you the moment I walk in the door, you know I like teasing you first." Blaine nearly had to grab the nearest surface to keep upright, it almost wasn't fair how much power Kurt had over him… then again that was the entire point of the relationship.
"Y-yes, Sir," Blaine agreed. he'd never been teased and edged before, not like this, sure he'd been milked before but that was for pain, not pleasure. With his old Master he'd had to be ready to be fucked at any and every moment, Kurt didn't do that, He wanted Blaine to be part of the process, and it was rather spectacular to Blaine.
"Okay, sweetheart, I have to go, I just wanted to let you know so you wouldn't worry," Kurt said, both of them knowing Blaine would have panicked if Kurt hadn't been there before 5:30. Blaine couldn't bare the thought of being left or abandoned by Kurt, being abandoned by a Dom you didn't love was horrible enough, but one you did love, Blaine shuddered at the pain it would cause. he knew it was an inevitability that Kurt would send him away eventually, he was a one night pick up that Kurt liked enough to allow to stick around, but Blaine wasn't claiming material. Sure he was a good fuck, but that's all he was really, even if Kurt treated him differently, He was just being kind.
When he hung up with Kurt he smiled softly, he was ridiculously in love, and was letting himself get way too attached, even though he knew there was an end date to the relationship. And that was okay, if getting what Kurt was giving him meant that it had an expiration date, then it was worth it. he went back to reading his book, his body thrumming with the excitement of the night that was to come.
Kurt grinned as he opened the door to the apartment a few minutes after six. Blaine was on his knees, spread out with his genitals exposed and ready. Kurt left what had made him late in the hallway. He had run to the music store to get Blaine something and he couldn't wait to see how Blaine would respond.
"Sir," Blaine whispered reverently, lowering his head, his hands presented on his thighs. Kurt approached him and ran his hand through Blaine's hair,
"Good boy," He praised. Blaine blushed at the praise, as always. "Have you fixed dinner?" Kurt asked, Blaine nodded,
"Yes, Sir, pasta primavera," he reported. "i know it's not complicated but i couldn't focus after You called so i…" he probably shouldn't have told Kurt that, he was going to get in trouble. Damn it!
"That's okay, pet, I couldn't really focus either, so I can't blame you." Blaine smiled weakly, "And good food doesn't have to be complicated, so long as it's good, and I'm sure it is. Okay, you go in the kitchen and wait for Me there, I'm going to change and I'll be back in a few minutes."
"Yes, Sir," Blaine agreed, turning, still on his knees as Kurt started to walk away.
"Oh wait," Kurt paused and turned back, "I forgot to give you this," He leaned down and kissed Blaine softly. Blaine leaned into the kiss, loving the affection. Blaine opened his mouth, desperate for Kurt's tongue. "All right, don't get greedy," Kurt scolded gently, smiling as He pulled away and Blaine whimpered softly, "Go on, into the kitchen." Blaine crawled to the kitchen, knowing he could have walked but he was in full sub mode and kneeling just made him happier when he was in this headspace. he heard the door to the apartment open and a couple moments later shut, he was tempted to go see what the reason was, but instead decided to just wait in the kitchen as he'd been instructed.
Kurt rushed to their bedroom, looking down at present. An expensive keyboard, Kurt wished He could have bought Blaine a piano but there really wasn't room in the apartment, besides, Blaine wasn't actually Kurt's, not yet anyway. He pulled it out and set it up as quickly as He could, grinning as he thought of His sub's reaction when he saw the keyboard. He changed clothes as fast as he could once the keyboard was set up, knowing if He was gone too long Blaine would know something was up and come searching, and He didn't want Blaine to see it until after dinner, knowing Blaine wouldn't eat if he saw what Kurt had gotten him. he would try to repay Kurt, and Kurt was planning on letting him, but not until he had eaten, it was going to be a long night and they would both need their strength.
Blaine ate dinner kneeling on the kitchen floor, relying on Kurt to give him his share. This had been something Kurt had been slightly wary of the first time Blaine got on his knees next to Him at dinner, Adam had always sat at the table, so this was new for Kurt. He'd looked down at Blaine, waiting for an explanation, it didn't take Him long to realize He would get none and instead had to out right ask. Blaine explained his place wasn't at the table with a Dom and nor was assuming any of the food was meant for him. That part in particular had made Kurt angry, how dare a Dom deny his sub food purely to keep him in his place. Food denial was a punishment in Kurt's mind, not an everyday thing, and Kurt had always refused to use food denial as a punishment, though he tried not to judge those who did.
"Simple, yet delicious, Zuri," Kurt claimed, petting Blaine's hair gratefully. Blaine whined softly, his body and mind so ready for what was going to happen that night. "Can you eat a little more for me?" He requested, knowing by His tone that it was an offer and not an order, Blaine knew Kurt thought he should eat more, so he nodded obediently. A few bites later however and he had to turn his head away, signifying he was finished.
Kurt smiled and stroked his cheek affectionately; Blaine leaned into the touch. The stoke of his Dom's strong, but gentle hand was more than Blaine could almost bare, it made him feel cared for, protected, and most of all, loved. Part of that confused him, wondering if Kurt knew how much Blaine wanted to be claimed by Him and how much even small things like that told Blaine Kurt wanted to claim him. However, Kurt had never even used that word around him, during sex he would whisper 'mine' but most Doms, claimed or not would do that with a sub, so that didn't mean anything. Blaine still wasn't claiming material.
"Come on, you can clean that up tomorrow, tonight, you are all Mine," Kurt practically growled. Blaine whimpered desperately, so primed with what would be happening that night he could have rutted against Kurt's leg and gotten off. But he decided to have a little control about him and instead just followed Kurt down the hall. However unlike Blaine expected Kurt didn't turn left into the dungeon room, but right into their bedroom, he still followed, of course. Kurt turned to face him and Blaine looked up at Him, feeling small and perfect until the intense stare of someone like Kurt.
"you have grown and learned so much in just three weeks. you don't flinch as much anymore, you have stopped calling yourself names, or at least you are working on it, and you are finally accepting love and praise even if it's difficult for you." Kurt's face was beaming with pride as he looked down at His sub. The submissive was looking back at him, smiling shyly at the compliments. "I don't want you ever feeling like you aren't allowed to be happy here and ask for anything you want or need. However I am also aware that asking for something is going to be extremely difficult for you for a while, so… you mentioned you used to play piano, and this isn't a piano, but I hope you like it…" He stepped aside and revealed the keyboard. Blaine blinked at Him before looking at the keyboard and then back at Him.
"T-that's for m-m-me?" his body quaked as he looked at the keyboard.
"Yes, my love, it's all yours," Kurt affirmed. Blaine kept looking from one to the other before slowly crawling over to the keyboard. Kurt could nothing but smile, Blaine sat up hesitantly and Kurt knew he was expecting Kurt to rip it away at any moment. The keys were white and black and completely unused and Blaine touched them as if they were made of glass. he slowly moved up to the buttons that created different rhythms and fingered them delicately.
"Oh Sir," he breathed turning back to Kurt.
"So you like it?" Kurt asked. Blaine looked at Him, love shining so fiercely in his eyes that it almost overwhelmed Kurt.
"More than words can express, Sir," Blaine claimed softly, slowly crawling like a cat towards his Dom.
"Hmm well how about you let your body tell Me how grateful you are," Kurt demanded.
"Yes, Sir."
I'm aware I'm ending a terrible place for you but no worries the next chapter will make up for it! :D
