The Inuyasha characters do not belong to me.
Sincerely Yours
Chapter Seven: This is the end
I ran out the building as fast as I could the sidewalk moving fast under my feet the cool breeze rushing past my face. I could hear the driver calling my name as I moved away from the building. When I reached the park my lungs were on fire struggling for air. I sat on the cool grass just under a large sakura tree. The flowers were swaging slowly in the afternoon breeze. The puffy white clouds were sailing across a blue sky background. This place felt like home.
I thought about everything in my life. My life was field with bad memories and madness. But some how among all those things I managed to have one spark of happiness. Being with Sesshomaru that night was the best moment of my life.
"Who said you could leave?" I heard Sesshomaru's voice as he stood before me casting a shadow over me.
"Nobody," my voice was small and quit. He reached down and grabbed me by my arm pulling me to my feet.
"Never leave me," he whispered softly in my ears.
"I won't,"
"At least until you have paid me, then I don't care were you go," his icy cold voice was back. The only thing he wanted was his money. So what did last night mean. Was it just a man who wanted what he wanted when he wanted it? We went back to the car and headed for home.
That night at his business get together I wore my hair down to cover the bite mark on my neck. Jaken was driving insane as always. The dinner was over at around ten and all the guest were gone at around eleven. Jaken left me to clean up all alone. I was washing up the dishes when I felt someone rap their hands around me.
"I want you," his voice was low and beckoning. I turned around to look into his eyes. They were shinning in the pale moon light. I had to get away from him. I pulled away but he just pulled me in tighter. He kissed my neck, then my lips, and he picked me. He took me to his room and I was his again.
"Get up you has to leave," his voice was cold and distant as he threw my clothes at me. I felt like a cheap hooker. I was truly in love with the man I felt at night but the man he became in the morning was a person I did not know.
Jaken gave me lip about the chores not being done. I couldn't tell him the reason the chores were not done. Sesshomaru stayed home that day. He treated my like a leaper the whole morning, insulted me for most of the afternoon. Finally I just couldn't take it anymore. This life was taking its toll on me and I had reached the end of the pain. I looked my self in my room and wrote a note to Sesshomaru before I left.
Sesshomaru
I do hate to waste your precious time, but I know you'll be the only one to read this note.
I'm leaving I imagine this to be the part when you get angry. I have calculated some numbers and my debt to you is more than paid off at this point. I have very little to give but there is something of much value that I want to give to you. While it maybe of no use to you I want you to have it anyways. I give you my heart I have truly fallen in love with you even though you don't love me. I wanted to be able to give my heart to someone I love, but life never truly gave me that, but then I met you. So good bye forever and thanks for everything.
Sincerely yours,
Rin
I close the envelop and placed it on the bed. I reached in to the closet for the clothes I had when I came here. I got dressed and sneaked out the window. The sun was warm on my skin, my bare feet pressed hard on the cold concrete. My dressed dragged behind me as I moved through the cute neighborhood. Finally I reached the park just as the sun was setting in the distance. I walked to the place were the sakura trees over looked a crystal clear pond, filled with lotus flower, and Streaks of light reflecting of the water. I like this place. I walked up to the pond and dipped my feet in. I shiver at the cold water touching my feet.
I walk further and further into the pond. The water slowly rising higher and higher. My head gets covered by the water. I'm holding my breath. I see flashes of my life and I finally let go taking huge breath in. Water rushes into my lungs through my noise. I can feel my eyes burning from the water. I fight the pain of drowning for a few seconds then I give up. I can feel my body floating up to the top. I could see the sun peaking through the trees as the sat in the horizon. The night sky was quickly taken over the pale orange sky. When I was born no one noticed me. When I lived no one saw me. Now I die and no one will miss me. I saw the moon shinning bright just before the darkness of death over took me.
Sesshomaru was running as fast I he could through the park. He hoped to find Rin sitting under the sakura tree. He reached the tree but Rin was not there. He had read her letter and what she had said. He had never been giving anything by anyone, but she gave him her heart even though he rejected her so bad.
*Flashback to earlier that day*
Sesshomaru was sitting in his study when Rin walked in holding a cup of tea on a silver serving tray. She had a sweet smile on her face as she moved close to the desk.
"I just wanted to make something very clear to you. Just because we've been having sex does not mean I have feelings for you. Think of this as payment for what you owe me." He said taking a sip of his tea. He didn't look up to see, but he was sure she was in tears.
"Don't cry, think of it has me doing you a favor as my maid alone you would have never paid of the debt," he took another sip of tea. Rin didn't say anything she simple left the room quietly. He wanted to forget the feeling he had every time he was near her. The way his heart beat inside his chest when he touched her. The way she smelled sweet like wild flowers. After that he new she would never really fall in love with him. He walked to her room through the garden. She wasn't in her room. He found a piece of paper lying gently on the bed. He reached for it. It was a letter from Rin. He could see tear drops on the paper.
Sesshomaru
I do hate to waste your precious time, but I know you'll be the only one to read this note.
I'm leaving I imagine this to be the part when you get angry. I have calculated some numbers and my debt to you is more than paid off at this point. I have very little to give but there is something of much value that I want to give to you. While it maybe of no use to you I want you to have it anyways. I give you my heart I have truly fallen in love with you even though you don't love me. I wanted to be able to give my heart to someone I love, but life never truly gave me that, but then I met you. So good bye forever and thanks for everything.
Sincerely yours,
Rin
He crumpled up the letter and through it on the floor he had to find her.
*end of flashback*
Sesshomaru looked over at the pond and saw a ghostly white shape floating on the water. He walked over slowly. His heart sunk into his stomach when he saw Rin. The moon was hitting her face illuminating her pale white skin. He ran to her pulling her out of the frozen water. He laid her on the flowers near the pond. He checked her heart she was dead.
"You can't leave me. I need you. I love you," he whispered in her ear. One solitary tear feel from his eye onto her checked. She was so pale and cold to the touch. He held her in his arms rocking her back and forth. She was gone and the last thing he said to her was how he had simple used her. The only woman he ever loved was gone. He squeezed her hard in his arms.
"Cough" he heard her make a noise then water came rushing out of her mouth onto his shirt.
"Rin?" he looked into her eyes she looked dazed and confused. She was shaking from the cold. He held her closer to him self trying to keep her warm.
Everything was dark for a great while. My lungs were filled with water. Then suddenly my mouth opened and my lunges emptied and my eyes opened to the sound of my name being called. I looked up to see Sesshomaru he was holding me. He looked so scared as though he had just lost something valuable.
"I left a note,"
"Don't ever leave me,"
"Why?"
"Because I love and my heart belongs to you always." He kissed her gently. Her face turned red not from the kiss but from the feeling she got from being loved.
"I love you too." She kissed him lightly on the lips. Sesshomaru pick her up in his arms and took her home. For the first time in her life Rin had a real home to go home to.
The End
P.S
Sesshomaru promised to make Rin very happy. They got married in a spring ceremony the next year. Rin invited her mother so she could see that she could be loved and wanted by someone. Sesshomaru made good on his promise and made Rin very happy.
P.P.S
we are expecting our first child.
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Sincerely yours,
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