To My Dearest Love,

Do you know how hard it is to see your face? You must not know because you don't see me. You don't hear my voice when I call to you. You just walk right by. I'm so broken I could barley get out of bed to write this letter to your blind eyes. This time, every last letter I'll leave for you. My tears smuge these words because of me.... Because I could not push you away. Because I let you touch my heart. Because I let you in! My love I'm leaving. I'm leaving these letter for you so you know how I feel about you and how I always will! In live...or death. I'll never forget those painfilled eyes that captured me. Please, never forget me.

I fear by the time you see these sorrow filled love letters I'll be to far gone. This time you cannot even try to save me. If you ever wonder why I am gone, know it's because I couldn't take the chance of seeing your sweet face again and reliving the heartache and the sorrow. My eyes can't hold the tears but my silence can hold the screams. Forgive me my love and Goodbye. I hope you are happier now that I am gone.

Til Death Brings Us Together Again,

Love Always

Forever True

Botan