(I had to cut it short! BUT! I will write much more tomorrow! Enjoy! :) )

We ditched the Jeep the next day and hopped onto the RV with Andrea, T-dog and Dale. Lily and Isaac sat in the back of the RV while all of us sat up front. Andrea, Shane and I sat at the table when Shane started to clean his gun.

"That looks complicated," Andrea said.

"The hard part is putting all the pieces back together; I could show you how to clean yours if you wanted."

I cocked an eyebrow at him and quickly took my gun apart, cleaned it and easily put it back together.

"She doesn't seem to have a problem with it." Andrea replied.

"This isn't my first time," I muttered and got up, putting the safety on and tucking it between my belt and jeans. I'd really have to find a holster.

"Hey Lily Bean," I called her by the nickname my mom used to call her.

"Hi," Lily pouted, she'd been stuck in this funk ever since the explosion.

"Want me to braid your hair?" I asked her. She nodded and turned her back to me, I tried combing through it the best I could with the little comb that I had. She whined a bit when I would get caught in a snarl. Half way through the second French braid the RV came to a stop and I heard Dale groan about something.

"I wish I could ride with Carl." Isaac grumbled as he picked at the school work I gave him.

"Well, there wasn't any room." I told him as I walked up front.

"What's going on?"

"Road block," Glenn said, "But we've got a way through."

I swear he had jinxed it because only a few minutes out the RV had once again broke down.

"Great!" Isaac muttered.

Glenn and Dale headed out to fix the RV as the rest of us started hunting cars down for supplies. Lily tied a sweater around her waist but it was so long that it dragged on the ground. Isaac walked around with Carl and Sophia, in which I didn't stray far from. T-dog and Daryl began to syphon gas and the rest of us looked for food and water.

"We short on water?" Shane asked Glenn. I peeked over to see him covering himself in water from a water truck.

Dale was on look out on top of the RV.

"Under the cars!" I heard Rick said hushed. I grabbed Lily and Isaac and hid under the closest truck which so happen to be off the road, I could see Lori and Carol, then Carl under one car and Sophia under the other.

"Shhh," I whispered to Lily with my hand covering her mouth. I could feel her warm tears trickling down onto my hand as she held back sobs. "It's okay, they're just passing by." My whispers I'm sure were barely audible but Isaac understood. He rested his forehead on his arm and I tried patting his back comforting him. I could feel the thin boy shivering beneath my hand. I looked back, looking for Shane but he was out of my sight now.

Just as we thought they had all passed by I heard Sophia squeal. I could hardly see her from our hide out spot but her constant shrieks of complete terror let me know a walker was after her. I could hear its vicious growls as it grabbed at her. "Sophia." I said it muffled into his arm.

Her cries had suddenly grown distant as Sophia and the stray walkers took off into the woods. Everyone crawled out from under the cars and to the guard rail. Carol was in complete hysterics as Lori held her back from running off into the woods. I could see that Rick had taken off for her. Isaac and Lily cried as silent as they could as they clung onto my plaid shirt.

Glenn, Daryl and Shane went looking for Rick after a while, but within an hour or so Glenn and Shane came back. I had just gotten lily and Isaac calmed down when Shane told us to keep looking for supplies. I rummaged through as many cars as I could but didn't find anything to useful. Lily and Isaac helped me, I didn't really want them to see the decayed bodies, but I'd rather them be as close to me as possible just in case another heard had come through.

Lily found a couple of dolls that she liked and sat on the hood of the car combing their hair. I heard bickering combing from not far, when I looked up I had seen Carl storm pass me, Isaac started forward but I stopped him, he groaned and went back to digging through the car. My eyes stayed focused on Lori and Shane, they were the ones bickering. I didn't think he realized that I was approaching them, but just as I got there I heard him say, "I'm leaving,"

"Leaving?" Lori asked in disbelief.

"For good," He replied, "Figure I'd just slip away, first chance I get."

I don't know what exactly it was that pissed me off about hearing this, but I was. I was more pissed off at myself for letting myself break my own rules and get remotely close to Shane. He'd turned on his getaway car and a signal came in on the radio, it was a guy saying help was on the way. "Asshole," Shane said as he turned off the car and told us to get back to work. I didn't protest I just walked off making sure Lily and Isaac were close to my side.

I walked up to Carol with my arms crossed uncomfortably. She was still standing, waiting, by the guardrail. "They'll find her." I told her, trying to comfort her. I had never really been good at the whole comfort thing, I felt so awkward. Carol nodded, her eyes watering.

"It's late it'll be dark soon." She said her blue eyes meeting mine.

"They will find her," Andrea assured her once again and then walked over to Dale.

Instantly there was a conflict with her and Dale about her father's gun. By then I just didn't care, I sat on the guardrail and waited. When Rick and Daryl returned Carol broke down. They told her that they'd search for her by sunrise.

I had hope, but I also couldn't see how that little girl would make it out in the woods on her own with walkers wondering about. I couldn't see the good in any of it.