WARNING THIS STORY IS NOT FOR ANYONE UNDER THE AGE OF 18, OR A WEAK STOMACH. This story is in progress and may contain Rape, strong violence and other adult themes. You have been warned.**** Keep in mind that there is a chance that none of the above could happen, that is just a warning that I may add it. However do not hate me for writing such a story. I do not believe that any of the guys would commit any of these crimes. I also have nothing against any character I may put in a specific situation. I think this story through as I go so the summary may be a bit vague/repetitive.

ANY DEPICTION OF BTR IN THIS STORY IS PURELY FICTIONAL AND IN NO WAY RELATED TO ANYTHING, ANY OF THE GUYS HAVE SAID, DONE OR SUGGESTED. i love the guys and they are full of talent as well sweet gentlemen. Remember these stories are FICTION- meaning from the IMAGINATION. It is NOT REAL. Like Twilight. :)

There is suggested rape in this chapter. I failed to mention it before but with an overwhelming number of emails about fellow fan-fic lovers adding story alerts/favorites I think I should mention that the 'rape' I may detail is 'boy rapes girl' not boy rapes boy. I do not make stories that are specific shippings. I may hint at several pairings but I dont purposefully make kogan/cargan/kames etc based stories. At least not yet.

Also, being in college makes writing difficult. I do try to add a chapter every other day if not every day but sometimes it doesnt end up that way. I may go a few months between stories but not chapters. I will try to tell you ahead of time if a chapter may be late but I can not always do this for obvious reasons.

*AN* This story is longer than i had anticipated but there is a lot that i want to cover. It really wasnt this detailed when i first thought it up but each time I write a new chapter I think about another section that would be good. This chapter I didnt plan to write at all, I actually was thinking about skipping ahead a little bit or telling a different side. I might still include what I originally planned next chapter. The chapters might get a little longer (I usually try to keep them about 1000-1500 words-about 1 page- but I want to have one plot span one chapter rather than 2 or combine plots.*

Kendall thought for a few moments trying to piece together what had happened.
(Kendall POV)
I remember now. I was almost going to leave but I did a double take down the alley. Just past the dumpster was a pile of boxes and sticking out I saw one of his custom shoes. I called out to him he didn't respond.
"I know your there; now show yourself." I said. He got up, slowly but wouldn't face me. I walked up to him and still he wouldn't look me in the eye. I hit him again and he lost his balance, but caught himself as he fell backwards against the wall.
"You son of a bitch! How could you fucking do that to her? Hasn't she done enough for you? She thought of you as her brother you fucking sicko!" I yelled at him before I hit him again. That time he went all the way down, hard. He raised himself halfway; sort of like a half push-up. He stayed like that for a few seconds, I thought he was just disoriented, but then I noticed the drops of blood appearing on the ground below. He huffed a couple times before staggering to his feet. He looked me in the eye and my heart sank a little. His eyes screamed he was sorry for what he did, but he knew he could never take it back. He knew he deserved every thing that was being thrown at him and more. He looked as though he just wanted to die; like he was begging me to put an end to his misery. I wanted to forgive him but what he did was so unforgivable and unforgettable. The damage he caused for all of us, especially Katie, was irreparable. I was still pissed too, he may be my best friend but he crossed the line. I didn't care anymore about Big Time Rush, I just wanted to make things right. I looked at him as the blood trickled down his face. Katie flashed through my mind; as scared as she was, if she knew what I was doing, she would be disappointed. I lowered my fists and sighed. I could feel James' depressing stare.
"Why did you stop? Beat me. Hit me until I can't stand. I deserve it." he said
"I…I cant fucking do this. I hate your guts right now, but I cant disappoint Katie. She's been through enough for one day." I said softly
"All the more reason to just kill me now." James said
"James, I'm not going to kill you. If you had any respect for Katie you wouldn't cause her more pain!" I called out. He remained silent. I heard footsteps in the distance and turned to see 2 figures coming down the alley. I put my hand over my eyes to see if I could get a better look but as soon as I did, one of the figures called out to us.
"Freeze! Hands in the air, now!"
Confused I put my hands up immediately but the next thing I knew, James and I were both on the ground. Before I could fight back, the figure on top of me had me restrained. I was disoriented from the fall, I couldn't see straight. I was pulled to my feet and saw James being pulled up as well. Something in me snapped and I went after James; or at least I tried to. I was held back instantly and told to settle down, I looked back and saw the figures were officers. The adrenaline surging through me had me antsy but I did as I was told to avoid further confrontation.
"Now what is going on here? We got a call of a fight."
"It was me officer. I hit him." I admitted
"You did, huh? You seemed to have done a number on the other guy." The officer said, looking over to James who was being inspected by his partner. "Any specific reason?"
"I deserved it." James replied. I looked at him, shocked that he would admit that but also afraid of what I knew thee answer to his next question would be. My heart began to race in fear. I looked at him wide-eyed, speechless, thoughts running through my mind so fast I couldn't think of them all.
"What did you do?" the officer I asked. I opened my mouth to stop James but it was too late.
"I raped my best friend." he said in a high voice, trying to hold back the tears. I couldn't believe it. Sure I was pissed at him, more than pissed, furious at what he did. Rape is unforgivable and to violate the trust of someone you love is horrible. But I just couldn't believe he gave himself up like that, deep down I wish he hadn't.

This might be a beginning to a POV (Point of View) Chapter. I wanted to have that last paragraph as part of the next chapter to start off with the whole thing but I was running a little short in a couple sections, so I needed some 'filler' so to speak to make the chapter just long enough. I dont usually post very short chapters, I find it to be a little lazy. In any case, It may be a few days before the next chapter is uploaded, my mind has been in a fog today and i have much homework to do (midterms are next week!) plus i'm feeling a little off. Just thought I would give a heads up that I may not update for a bit, but you never know. Also, there appear to be problems with logging into the site, this may also account for why I may not make updates.

*AN* I chose James for the rape. I dont really have an extended reason why other than that he is the tallest/most muscular. I would picture him hard to fight off. I have NOTHING against James or ANY guy of BTR. I love them all, they are sweet gentlemen and talented. Do not hate me/bash my story/bash my writing skills based on the characters/situations I use.

This story is still in progress. I may make a more detailed rape scene as a separate story or alternate ending depending on the reviews/response I receive. As for right now I'm just going to 'suggest' rape. Also its to protect me in case i can not post such a story.