Hey guys sorry I haven't updated in months but my computer crashed and the chapter I wrote for you guys got deleted and I only just got my laptop back
After Dimitri stormed off I stayed on the bench for a little while longer deciding to let him cool off and figuring out how to tell him what the actual problem was but no ever fucking listens anymore. Just thinking how both Lissa and Dimitri didn't trust me of listen to me made me so fucking mad and I just wouldn't calm down which I concluded was the effects of spirit again.
I sat there for what felt like hours rubbing my stomach thinking of the little miracle that was now growing inside of me but nothing was calming me down so I decided that I had enough. I was so sick of people judging me before I could explain the truth; they think I am so awful that they expect the worse from me. What great fucking friends I had!
I was sick of court of Dimitri and or EVERYONE so I ran. I ran as fast and as far as I could. I didn't look back I just kept running and when I could tell that I was outside of the wards I stopped. I looked around me to make sure that no one followed me just in case I didn't notice before. I tired from running for Kilometres so I decided to walk the rest of the way to the closest town.
By the time I arrived into town I was practically dead on my feet. There was a small motel so I decided that I would crash there for the night. The Motel wasn't much and the light up sign outside wasn't working well, it kept flickering. As I stepped inside I thought that maybe a bench outside would be more sanitary. There was a young girl at the front counter probably around 17. She was reading a gossip magazine and popping her gum...REALLY loudly.
I walked up to her and cleared my throat when she didn't look at me. When she finally looked at me threw her eyelashes she gave her gum a final pop before putting her magazine down and straightening up.
"Hello welcome to the grand motel how may I help you?" she asked in a monotonous way. I rolled my eyes thinking of how when I was her age I would have acted the same way.
"Well obviously because it's a motel I want a room to stay in for the night and some food running and walking for hours really drains a person especially when their pregnant." I practically yelled at her. I know she hadn't really done anything wrong but i was angry, hungry and tired and not in the mood for her childish ways.
"Geese you don't have to be so rude I was only asking a question" she replied sarcastically grabbing a key from the rack behind her.
"Room 6 is open and we can have some food sent to you in half an hour that will be $45" she said handing the key to me. I dug my hands in through my pockets trying to find some money but only came up with $25. I put it on the counter in front of her.
"I know this isn't the right amount but it's all I have I ran away from...uh where I was and it was a split second decision so I didn't really have time to pack money" I explained to her hoping that she would have mercy on me. She looked me up and down then back at the money on the desk.
"Fine you can stay for free and I put the $25 to a meal 'cause I know pregnant people have to eat" It was then that I looked down at her stomach and noticed that in fact she was pregnant...VERY pregnant.
"Thank you, you don't know how much this means to me." I said leaning over the counter to hug her. She pulled back and gave me the key. I followed her out of the reception as she showed me to my suite.
She opened the door and stepped aside so I could walk in and see it. I was looking at the room that was not as bad as the reception when I heard the girl speak from behind me.
"My name is Annabelle and I know exactly how you feel" I must have looked at her funny because she then explained what she meant.
"I was sixteen when I got pregnant and my family threw me out I came here and the owner let me crash and gave me a job and a room so I could have my Kid. I wasn't going to keep the baby being a Dhampir what good would it be keeping the thing" she stopped to look down and rub her bulging stomach when I realised that she just told me she was a Dhampir.
"Wait you're a Dhampir?" I asked and she just nodded.
"What I was from this world and you told a complete stranger about Dhampir's?" I asked but she just smile and shook her head.
"You have a lot of Molinijia marks on the back of your neck." She simply stated. Oh Duh Rose god being pregnant has made me mushy and stupid...I hate it.
"oh" I stupidly replied but she just smiled and waved me off.
"I'm sure Sam the owner of the Motel would give you a room, he has a soft spot for pregnant chicks," she whispered the last part which made me laugh, "and I'm sure Bob the owner of the convenience store across the road would give you a job, it doesn't pay much but it would be enough"
I laughed internally at a small town with old people owning the store and motel with cliché names like Bob and Sam next thing you know I'll meet a Frank the postman.
I smiled and thanked her for her generosity and kind words. After she left I just collapsed on the bed falling asleep thinking about what I left behind and what's to come and all that cliché crap.
After being woken up 15 minutes later by Sam the owner (who also happened to be the cook) brought me the food, I decided that I should probably write a letter to Dimitri and Lissa Explaining everything.
I sat down at the desk on the other side of the living room and found some spare paper and a pen.
Dear Dimitri,
I know that you think that I am embarrassed by you but seriously how could I be you over grown giant. The queen would have my head if she knew I was having your kid and you knew that but the first thing that pops into your head is that I'm embarrassed. You fucking idiot. I can't believe you didn't trust me and I just got so sick and tired of everybody just fucking judging me before I even get to finish explaining. The one person in the world that I needed to trust me and so above everyone else expect the worst from me and that fucking hurts you asshole. Don't get me wrong I love you more than words can say but if you don't smarten up and get your act together you will NEVER see me or our child again.
Love your Roza
I wrote another letter to Lissa much the same but explaining to her she wasn't really the reason I left. I was really tired by the time I finished both letters so I decided to send them off in the morning after I had a nice big sleep.
After being at this place for 2 months now I was finally comfortable. I found out that there actually was a postman named Frank I had given him my letters to send off and the whole time I was trying to hold in my laughter. Annabelle gave birth to a girl last month and she named her Rosella. Annabelle and I had become really good friends but I still missed Lissa heck I even missed Pyro.
By now I was 5 months pregnant and Lissa had had her twins. Two boys: Andre and Christian Ozera the second. Every now and then I would get sucked into Lissa's head which is how I knew the Kids names but sometimes I really wished that didn't happen because Dimitri had taken my place as Lissa's Guardian and I always saw him. Lissa had convinced Dimitri not to come looking for me, telling him that I would come back. But this time she was wrong I didn't want to go back.
I was just finishing my shift at the convenience store when I heard the bell signalling that someone had entered the shop. I looked up to the door and notice my fucking mother walk in the shop. I dropped to the floor hoping that she didn't see me but as always luck wasn't on my side and as I looked up she looked over the counter at me.
"For god sakes Rose get off the floor you look like an idiot just sitting there" she huffed. I stood up shaking my head at her, this is the first time I see her in forever and the first thing she says to me is an insult, why am I not surprised?
"What are you doing here mother?" I asked crossing my arms over my chest. She just rolled her eyes and pretended to look hurt.
"Is there something wrong with a mother coming to see her pregnant daughter that she hasn't seen in years?" she asked in mock horror.
I just rolled my eyes at her and grabbed my crap from under the counter.
"Yeah right, when was the last time you gave a fuck about me? Oh that's right it's always when I do something that will reflect badly on you" I rambled as Bob came out and did one of those stupid guy head nod things signing that I could go.
Janine just glared at me and followed me out of the store.
"So why are you living in this dump Rosemarie?" she asked. We were almost back to the motel but I didn't want her following me so I just stopped and waited for her to realise that i wasn't walking with her anymore.
"Ok first of all this place is not a dump this is my home and secondly I wanted to live here I have good friends and no matter what you say I am not going back to court!" I stated rather calmly for how angry i really felt but I had to calm myself down for the kid. My mother stared at me for a bit longer before she replied.
"Lissa is a mess, she misses you and the only thing that is keeping her grounded is the twins and Christian. Tasha came to collect Lilly from Dimitri and he is absolutely miserable, don't you see that you are killing the people that love you?" she was practically red by now.
"I'm not going back Lissa has more than enough support from everyone so she doesn't need me. As for Dimitri he doesn't need me there are more than enough women to fucking choose from at the court" I grumbled at her not looking her in the eyes.
"Mum, I'm happy here nobody judges me, they trust me and don't expect the worse unlike my so called best friend and love of my life." I exhaled to calm myself "So with all due respect get the fuck out of my life and don't tell anyone else cause you've caused enough damage" I didn't wait for her reply I just walked of wondering the town for an hour just in case she followed me.
When I got back to the motel Annabelle was at the front counter with Rosella just reading stupid kids stories. She looked up when I entered and the look on my face must have reflected what I was feeling because she just smiled sadly and gave me a hug.
We were just hanging out doing nothing when I noticed someone outside I couldn't tell who it was but they looked Moroi and familiar. I quickly ducked behind the counter when the Moroi turned towards the motel. Annabelle looked down at me then at the door when the bell rang and immediately understood.
"Hello may I help you?" Annabelle asked the stranger. But what I heard next made my bones freeze.
"I'm looking for this girl, have you seen her?" the voice asked. I would know that voice anywhere. It was Victor Dashkov. He must have handed Annabelle a photo because there wasn't a response for a while. Thank god I had explained to Annabelle should anyone come looking for me I DO NOT repeat DO NOT want to be found. So she quietly told him she hadn't seen me and handed the photo back.
"Oh really because Rose I thought you were better at hiding than this I mean you ran away with the princess for 2 years" I looked up just as Victor leaned over the counter to look at me. I stood up and took a step back pulling Annabelle with me.
"What are you doing here Victor?" I asked He just chuckled.
"I need your help dear girl" he stated like it was the most obvious thing in the world.
Now I was angry there was no way in hell that I was going to help him.
"Like hell I am going to help you, you self righteous son of a bitch" I yelled at him taking at step forward in front of Annabelle. He just shook his head smirking evilly.
"Well actually you don't have a choice in the matter Rosemarie" Just as he said it with a flick of his hand there was an unbearable pain coursing through my stomach. The pain was so bad I fell to the floor screaming in pain. Then everything went black.
Annabelle's Point of View
I knew who Victor was because Rose told me about him but she told me he was a Earth user, earth users don't have that kind of power. I dropped to the floor to make sure that Rose was fine. She looked up at me and I jumped back. Her eyes were pitch black! I looked up at Victor who had an evil smirk on his face.
"Come with me Rose" with that he turned and walked to the door holding it open. Rose got off the floor and followed Victor out of the shop.
I turned around to my crying Rosella and picked her up. I swayed her side to side trying to calm her down. Finally when she was calm enough I put her in her car seat and hoped in the car to drive to the Royal Court.
When I arrived at the front gate I quickly got out of the car and grabbed Rosella. I ran to the closest guard.
"Please you have to help me I need to speak to Christian Ozera" I said in a hurry. I looked at the guard which was a woman.
"Please calm down ma'am what's your name and why do you want to speak to ?" The guardian asked.
"Please you need to hurry Rosemarie Hathaway was taken by Victor Dashkov please hurry I need to speak to him NOW" I was crying and practically screaming by the time I finished talking to her. As soon as I mentioned Rose and Victor the guardians eyes widened.
"Ok just wait here I'll just get him" she said just before she took off running to get Christian.
