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The past two weeks had been pure fucking hell. This was supposed to be fun living away from home in a house off campus and by most accounts I had it great. I had a cute girlfriend that was a cheerleader. We got along great and had tons of stuff in common. I had finally gotten laid and that is where it all went downhill. I still felt like a dick head for blurting out Bella's name that first time and I had spent the better part of the week apologizing for it. I had tried to explain it away by saying I thought I had heard her come home just then. Sighting our previous show we had put on for her and that it just freaked me out. The truth was that as I felt my nuts tighten and my head started to spin Bella's brown eyes flashed into my head and it was her that I knew I wanted to have above me. All that aside, Jane was an amazing girl she had left that night in tears not saying much. I sent her flowers and emailed her and texted her until she came over two days ago.

"Edward I like you but I can't be second place. If you like Bella than I can't do this anymore." She gestured between her and me. "Just be honest with me." She had her knees pulled up to her chest effectively building a wall between us.

"Listen Jane I am a complete asshole I know that I told you I was nervous and I'm a complete fuck up can I make it up to you?" I pleaded with her. It made me feel like even more of an asshole since I knew I would never love Jane the way she wanted to be loved. I was in love with Bella but I also knew she wanted nothing to do with me she had Riley and that was that.

"Well there is one thing….I have always thought you would look hot as a blond…..What do you say?" She had a sly smile on her face and this was my penance that I would pay. I would do it for her she deserved that much. We spent the next hour dying my hair.

We had sex again that afternoon it was great it felt amazing. I fumbled a bit being on top for the first time but she wanted to be able to see my NEW hair. I closed my eyes tight as I came and kept my mouth shut. Bella's face flashed before me again and I worried that it would always be this way. Would I ever be able to give myself to a girl completely?

I couldn't sleep and every time I walked by a fucking mirror I nearly had a fucking heart attack. Why on earth had I let her dye my hair? The reaction I got from Alice was unexpected to say the least. I was standing in my own kitchen drinking my own fucking orange juice when fuck nut comes in with a golf club wanting to know what I'm doing in my own fucking house. When Alice saw it was me she nearly lost her shit on me over my hair. I shook the assholes hand even though I wanted to deck the douche bag. Not only was he sleeping with Bella but he was wielding a golf club at me. I gave a short cryptic answer about my hair and pushed passed them to my room. What was I supposed to say? "Oh well you see I dyed it to pacify my girlfriend after yelling out Bella's name while we had sex for the first time." No?….I didn't think so.

Jane and I went out for dinner the next night and returned to my place after a movie. I noticed right away the light was on in Bella's room indicating she was home for the first time in a while. I immediately wondered if she was alone. I no sooner closed my bedroom door behind Jane and the noise started. Screaming yelling moaning and squeaking. I nearly threw up my stomach felt empty and sick as I listened to the sounds of Crocodile Dundy fucking Bella.

"OH…MY….GOD….what a little slut who makes that much noise with roommates that is just disgusting!" I tried desperately to hide the glair that came to my face at Jane's words. Don't get me wrong I didn't want to hear it either but Bella was not a slut. I tried to play it off a bit.

"Ahhh babe you know we could try and give them a run for their money?" I pulled Jane to me and began kissing her neck. She pulled back from me taking her jacket from my bed and pulling it on.

"I don't think so Edward listening to Bella fucking some random guy might turn you on but I'll pass. Come over to my place tomorrow my roommate is leaving for the weekend and I don't have to leave for the game until Friday morning." She went to the door. "Oh ya and try and put the contacts in we got you. You are going to look so good with blue eyes." She giggled as she gave me a peck on the lips and slammed my door as hard as she could as she left my room. I am sure trying to send a message to Bella.

I slumped back on my bed shoving one of my pillows over my head trying to drown out the noise. It stopped shortly after Jane left and I waited another hour before going across the hall to get ready for bed. I was sure as hell not going to run into one of them post sex in the hall.

I got up early it was Thursday and I had a late morning class then I was heading to Jane's place to hang out for the day or even the night. I sat with my cereal and a cup of coffee when Bella walked in. I waited a beat or two to see if the Thunder from Down Under would come out with her. When he didn't I let the anger spill out.

"What the fuck was that shit last night Bella? Do you really think the world needs to hear you fucking that douche?" I waited for her to respond but she just stood there looking at me.

"And why the fuck would you abuse Jane and call her psycho for no reason yesterday? What are you the only one who's allowed to have a relationship in this house Bella?" Jane had told me about her run in with Bella in the coffee shop and I was confused to say the least this was not the Bella I knew. Again nothing she just stood there starring at me. I pushed my chair back preparing to get up when she spoke.

"Edward do you like Star Wars?"

What the fuck was she asking me about Star Wars for?

"Um yeah, what's that got do with anything?" I snapped at her.

"I hate star wars, like literally think it's the stupidest movie ever made, but I would watch it with you Edward, because you like it, you do those things when you like someone, you don't try and change them" She turned on her heals and left me sitting by myself in the kitchen.

What the fuck did that mean? Who the hell does she think she is? Was she trying to give me relationship advice? I stood up to go give her a piece of my mind and find out what the fuck she meant by all that when my phone rang. Figuring it was Jane I didn't even look before I answered.

"Hey babe what's up?" I hated that I had fallen into the trap of calling my girlfriend babe or baby I felt like such a pussy.

"Hey Eddiekins !" Fuck, so not Jane!

"Emmett what's up and Eddiekins really?"

"So little bro you got a chick you're banging? Is she hot? Is it Bella? Cause you should totally be hitting that you know this right?" Emmett sounded downright jovial and I hated it.

"Listen I don't have much time I have to get ready for class then I am heading to my girlfriends place so I have to get my shit together what's up?" I was short and I knew I shouldn't be pissy with him.

"Fuck you too Eddie! I just wanted to tell you to not make plans for this weekend Rose and I are coming to see you guys. We will be there tomorrow afternoon and staying until Sunday night. Make sure we have a room to sleep in." He sounded pissed off now.

"Look sorry Em it's been a rough couple of days and I'm in a hurry….wait did you say you will be here tomorrow?"

"Ya our flight gets in at noon so be there to pick us up. We can sleep in your room right?"

I thought about it and they could I mean Jane would be out of town so I wouldn't really need my room, but the thought of Emmett and Rose doing the nasty in my room just fucking grossed me out.

"No way Em you can stay in Bella's room I am sure she won't mind staying at Dundy's place."

"Who the fuck is Dundy?" Emmett asked through clinched teeth.

"Easy tiger it's her Aussie boyfriend and our neighbor his name is Riley." I explained.

"Oh Hell to the NO! Bella stays at the house while we are there. We will sleep in your room unless you're planning on getting laid this weekend."

I let out a long breath. I knew I wouldn't win this argument I hardly ever won an argument with Emmett.

"Fine but no sex in my bed you got that!" I pointed into the air even though he couldn't see me.

"Fine see you tomorrow and just so you know oral doesn't count!"

The line went dead. Fuck!

I went and jumped in the shower. Once I was done I packed up a few things for going over to Jane's and went back into the bathroom. I noticed that Bella's door was open and she was nowhere to be found. I breathed a sigh of relief knowing I wouldn't have to see her for the rest of the day. I scribbled a note on the white board on her bedroom door.

B-

Em and Rose will be here tomorrow around noon he wants to make sure he sees you plan to stick around they leave on Sunday night.

E

I washed my hands and dried them well before I took out the container and placed it on the counter. I looked at the two round lids and took a steady deep breath before opening the one with the big R on it. I pulled out the thin blue tinted piece of…..What the hell are these made out of any way? With the contact in my right hand I lifted my eye lid with my left and held it firmly open. Everything in me was telling my eye to blink as my finger neared my eye. I pushed passed the fear and the queasy feeling I had in my stomach and shoved my fucking finger in my eye.

"OW OW OW OW FUCK FUCK FUCK SHIT SHIT OW FUCK!" I blinked rapidly and rubbed my eye it felt like I had a fucking piece of ply wood in my eye.

"Holy shit Edward what the fuck are you doing in here?" Alice yelled as she came into the bathroom….Once again without knocking.

I turned to her with my right I squeezed shut my left eye was watering and I am sure my face was red. She looked passed me to the counter noticing the contact container.

"You finally got contacts cool!" She smiled

"Not exactly." I handed her the box.

"Edward Anthony Cullen blue fucking contacts are you kidding me and these aren't even corrective lenses what the hell are you doing?"

"Will you just help me get this piece of shit out of my eye?"

She grabbed me and sat me down on the toilet seat. Tipping my head back she pried my eye open and plucked the offensive material from my eye.

"Thanks Ali." I could hear the defeated tone in my own voice. She put the contact back in its little round container and moved back kneeling down between my legs.

"Edward what's going on with you? First you dye your hair blond now you're putting in blue contacts? I don't get it?"

I proceeded to spill my guts to my sister about finally having sex about shouting Bella's name. Then the groveling and subsequent hair die and contacts that followed.

"Holy shit Edward you had sex?" She had this little twinkle in her eye.

"Oh for Christ sake Alice that is all you got out of what I just told you? Yes I had sex twice now actually and I yelled out another girls name the first time!"

"OH….oh…OH MY GOD….You want to be fucking Bella!" She screamed

"Well look who just got to the fucking party! Listen Alice it doesn't matter I'm with Jane and Bella is with Riley. Bella hates me and thinks of me as the annoying nerd that lives across the hall at best. Can you just forget that I said anything please?" I had the heal of my hand dug into my eye that now itched like a mother fucker. I felt Alice get up from the floor.

"First off little brother! What kind of girl starts dating a guy only to turn him blond and blue eyed. You have fucking awesome green eyes! Second you really like Bella? I mean I knew you probably thought she was hot cuz she is, but you really screamed her name while you were having sex with Jane?"

I stood up and moved passed her to the sink splashing some water onto my face.

"Look Alice leave it alone OK. Emmett and Rose are coming into town and I would rather he not know about my little slip alright." I pleaded with her. She had to respect it I was her twin after all.

"I promise Edward I won't tell him about you yelling out Bella's name" Just then Bella came around the corner.

"Who yelled out my name?" She stood in the door way with her hands on her hips. Alice jumped about three feet in the air.

"Oh..What?...Who?...Um Jasper did can you believe it right in the middle of the night he yells out your name. He swears he was dreaming about saving you from some burning building but I'm not sure I buy it." Alice winked at me as she pulled on Bella and they left me alone in the bathroom.

I leaned against the counter and took a deep breath.

Sitting in my US history class I texted Alice.

Hey thanks sis I owe you big time –E

Yes you do and you can start by letting me fix your hair – A

Tomorrow AM I am all yours – E

Good so when were you planning to tell me about this Bella thing? – A

Never leave it alone Mary Alice! – E

OK OK don't get all snippy see you 2morrow – A

I shoved my phone back into my bag just in time for class to end. I grabbed some lunch on campus and spent a few hours in the library doing some work on a paper I had due on Monday. I knew I wouldn't get shit done with Emmett in town. My phone buzzed with a new text as I exited the library.

Hey you tonight has to be cut short late practice for the game so can you come by now?- J

Sure just finished my paper be there in 5. – E

I got to her dorm room and her door was cracked open so I let myself in.

"Hey you packing for the game?" She had a suitcase open on her bed and clothes piled in.

"Ya I just don't know what to take."

"You know you're just going to Eugene over night I don't think you will need much." The Huskies were playing the Ducks so they would be home late Saturday night.

"Well two nights actually a few of the girls are making a weekend out of it along with some of the team. Hey why are your eyes still green?" She had a pouty bottom lip. I pulled her to me and kissed her belly button that was now eye level with me seated on her bed.

"Those fucking things are evil sorry I just couldn't get them in. Two nights huh you going to stay out of trouble while you're there?" She smacked my shoulder and dismissed my comment. As a boyfriend I should have been jealous that she would be spending so much time with a bunch of jocks but I trusted her. After all she had forgiven me for using another girls name in bed. I slowly lifted her shirt up cupping her breasts as I went.

"Mmmm that feels really good Edward." She whispered as she pulled away going over and turning the lock on her door. She came back to me pushing me back on the bed and climbing over me to straddle my thighs. I ran my hands up her thighs to her short shorts she had on and she ground her hips down onto my thighs searching for some friction. She began working on my belt and then my button and zipper reaching in and pulling out my now very hard and ready dick. She pumped it slowly up and down. I sat up a bit removing her shirt and pulling down the cups of her bra so I could pinch and twist each of her hard pink nipples.

She stood up above me not even stepping down off the bed and pulled her shorts down and kicked them onto the floor. She sat back down on my thighs and reached for her bedside table pulling out a little foil packet. She put it between her teeth and ripped it open. She very skillfully rolled it down my length. I wasn't even thinking straight at this point. I picked up her tiny frame and sat her right on my dick sliding all the way into her in one smooth motion.

"Oh fuck Jane don't move!" I needed a second to collect my shit so I didn't cum like I had only had sex twice. She giggled a bit but stayed still. I took a couple deep cleansing breaths before I began to move her hips encouraging her to begin to move. I hadn't even gotten my jeans off and it was a weird feeling. The neat freak in the back of my head was thinking about the fucking mess that might end up on my jeans. Just as I started to actually get distracted she leaned back driving me deeper into her. She put her hands on my knees arching her back and she began to bounce on me like a fucking bucking bronco.

"OH God Edward Ya….Ya…OH Fuck!" She panted.

I couldn't help but to prop myself up on my elbows so I could get a better look at her holy fuck the sight of seeing my dick disappear inside of her was more than I could stand. It was a thousand times hotter than any porn I had seen. I pressed my thumb to her clit and began rubbing small firm circles as I felt my balls begin to tighten.

"Shit…..Don't stop….Fuck!" I gritted my teeth as she slammed her little body down onto mine.

She threw her body forward gripping my shoulders as she screamed out her release. I continued my strokes on her clit until I came right behind her. We were both panting and sweaty. She removed herself from me pulling on a long t shirt. She handed me a towel. I removed the condom and tossed it into the waste basket and used the towel to clean myself up. I stood and buttoned up my jeans and straightened my clothes.

"SHIT Edward I'm gonna be late I have to run! I'll call you when I get back on Sunday ok. Lock the door when you leave." She was rushing around her room throwing on workout gear and pulling her hair up before she gave me a quick kiss on the cheek and left me standing in her dorm room.

I finished changing the sheets on my bed just in time to leave for the airport. I had to skip a lecture but better that than hear about being late for two days from Emmett. I collected Em and Rose at the airport in baggage claim and we began to make our way back to the house.

"So tell me about this little piece of ass you got?" He had a huge grin on his face.

"She is not a piece of ass Emmett."

"That's not what Alice says."

"What the hell did she tell you?" I was now picturing how much of Alice's shit I could fit in the bath tub with red die in it.

"Oh nothing except you finally got laid by some little cheerleader."

I took a deep breath and put off having to ruin all of her shit.

"Her name is Jane you can meet her on Sunday but you have to be nice." I said that last part eyeing Rose in the rear view mirror.

"What? I can be nice!" Rose quipped.

Both Emmett and I laughed out loud.

"So what about Bella's boyfriend you said he is Australian?"

"Who Dundy Douche Bag? Ya he lives a few doors down real dick head if you ask me. There is just something about him I don't like." I explained

"Could it be he is fucking Bella and you want to be the one to be sticking it to her?"

"For Christ sake Emmett is that all you think she would be to me? Is that all Rose is to you a good fuck?" Emmett just shook his head and I could see Rose leaning forward waiting for his reply. When he didn't answer she kicked the back of his seat.

"Hey numb nuts answer the boy's question! Is that all I am?" She was pissed now.

Emmett mouthed fucker at me.

"Rosie of course not I mean yes you're a great fuck but that's not all…..fuck you know what I mean!"

I didn't get to hear Emmett sound flustered often and when I did it was always in relation to Rose. She just sat back and giggled.

We pulled up to the house and no sooner had Emmett gotten out of the car Bella was racing down the stairs to him yelling his name. Fuck how I wished it was me that she was rushing to greet. He carried her back into the house and left me to get all their shit into the house. I dropped it all off in my room and grabbed my pillow and a blanket and set it in the hall for later.

"So what are we doing tonight?" Rose asked as she relaxed back into the couch.

"Well I ordered pizza and got us some movies just us tonight. Tomorrow we can go out to a club with so you can meet Jasper and Riley. Edward Jane can come if you want." She winked at me.

"Gee thanks Alice but she is will be in Oregon at the game remember? Listen if it is all the same to you guys I'll stick around here tomorrow night."

"Edward! Emmett and Rose came all this way to see us you are going and besides the team gets back by like 8 so she will be here in plenty of time."

"She isn't due back until Sunday but any way I'll think about it ok." They left it alone after that and we ate pizza and watched Salt with Angelina Jolie. Rose and Emmett went to bed shortly after and I said a silent prayer that they would just go to sleep. I had spent most of the night trying not to stare at Bella who was nuzzled up next to Emmett with Rose on the other side of him. She sat on the couch for a bit after Em and Rose got up and I went to get my shit together to make up the couch so I could get some sleep. Alice was chatting with Bella when I walked in she saw me and immediately jumped up and ran up the stairs to her room. I glared at her as she went. I had no idea what the fuck she had been talking to her about but it had better not had anything to do with our conversation from the day before.

I turned to the couch and Bella was looking at me like she was trying to figure out a puzzle.

"What?" I asked more like snapped. I couldn't help it she had barely said two words to me since her little outburst in the kitchen.

"What? GOD NOTHING!" She yelled at me and got up and went to her room slamming the door. I was so confused I mean if she was still pissed off over walking in on Jane and I she needed to get over that shit. After the shit I heard her and fuck nut doing she should be apologizing to me right now and the neighbors for crying out loud.

I fell into a restless sleep and when I woke up way to fucking early for a Saturday my neck hurt like hell and my legs felt cramped. I reached over to my phone and noticed I had a text from Jane.

Hey I sprained my ankle during warm ups so I'll be home tonight wanna take care of me? – J

I sent back a text right away

Are you ok? Of course I'll take care of you –E

Great pick me up at my dorm your bed is bigger and more comfy – J

Ya about that my bro is in town so he and his girl are staying in my room – E

What? –J

I'll tell you about it when I pick you up – E

See you 8:30 – J

Alice came bouncing down the stairs to start breakfast for all of us so I went to lend her a hand.

"Alice please tell me you didn't tell Emmett about what I told you the other day." I sighed as I started cracking eggs.

"Of course not!" She screeched

"shhhhh" I hushed her "Well he knows I am sleeping with Jane."

"Well duh I told him that I was just super excited for you and I knew he would be so I couldn't resist." She was bouncing with excitement. "I only wish I had known about the whole Bella issue sooner so I could help out with that." Just as she finished her statement Bella came in.

"Who's having issues? I mean besides Assward over here." She didn't even look at me as she referred to me as Assward that was a new one.

"On that note I am going to take a shower." I left the girls to breakfast and went to grab a hot shower before Rose got up and took over the bathroom. After Emmett and Rose had vacated my bedroom I went in to grab some of the things I would need for the day my IPod the book I had been reading and the sweatshirt Jane had left hear earlier in the week.

"Hey guys Jane injured her ankle so she is coming home early from the game. So you guys get to meet her." I announced as I sat down to the table. Bella gave an audible groan with an eye roll. What the fuck was that for?

"Great so will she be going to the club with us?" Bella asked in a stiff tone.

"Uh I don't think we will she sprained her ankle so she won't be dancing much but we will be here when you get back." I didn't even look up from my plate when I answered her. There was a weird tension in the room that had never been there in the past. Emmett cleared his throat a bit.

"So Eddie it looks like it's you and me today the girls are going shopping and doing girly shit." He announced breaking the silence that hung in the air.

"Great let's go." I pushed away from the table depositing my plate in the sink and grabbing my keys. I left the front door open signaling to Emmett we were leaving now.

We headed over to campus Emmett wanted to see the sports facilities. He had planned to go here until he and Rose decided to go to George Town. We walked through the gym and then over to the stadium. We sat down at the coffee shop Jane and I had spent so much time together at for some food around lunch time.

"Are you going to tell me what the fuck is up with you and Bella?"

"I don't know what you're talking about." Of course I knew what he was talking about only problem was I didn't really know how to explain it.

"Well it is fucking obvious she is pissed off at you. What did you do?"

What indeed? I had no fucking clue.

"I have no fucking clue Em. She caught me on the couch with Jane a few weeks ago we weren't having sex but we both had our shirts off it was humiliating." He just nodded his head. "Jane told me she made some rude comments to her the other day and then Jane and I got home the other night and she and Riley were going at it like fucking animals." That still made me sick to think about. "Now she is acting like I killed her cat or some shit I don't know what her problem is."

"Hm" He snorted.

"Hm? That's it? That's all you have to say?" I figured he might have some insight maybe she had said something to him.

"Dude it sounds like she wants your dick."

"Where the hell do you get that? Your nuts she hates me! Look she is pissed at me and I am going to have to ask her what's up but not this weekend." I stood and looked at my watch just as my phone began to buzz.

Hey Edward I came back early call me when you get this – J

"Em Jane is back early for some reason lets go over to her place I want you to meet her." He nodded his agreement. We drove the short distance to her dorm and I hopped out.

"Give me a second be right back." Emmett leaned his head back and closed his eyes after turning up the radio.

I took the stairs two at a time. After the tense breakfast I was kind of eager to see Jane and feel comfortable in my own body again. I approached her door and it was open a bit I could hear her talking and I also heard my name.

"Who Edward?...Ya he is huge" I smiled to myself. I shouldn't be listening but I needed an ego boost.

"I know right I am in deep shit when coach walked in Kyle was totally naked ass in the air if he hadn't jumped off me she never would have known it was me. "

Shit my stomach sank she was fucking Kyle Jamison. I should have walked away right then but I couldn't move my feet.

"I do feel kind of bad I mean Edward is so nice and he is hot and has the biggest you know that I have ever seen but he doesn't know what the hell to do with it. I just ride him so I can move the way I want the one time he was on top was a mess. Now Kyle he might not be as big as Edward but that boy can get his groove on."

She was laughing now and I felt like I was going to throw up. I pushed the door open slowly.

"Jane?" It was all I could get out. Her head snapped around.

"Jess I gotta go." She hung up. "Edward you should have called I mean I….I'm a mess"

"Good thing you were just talking about fucking Kyle Jamison and not actually doing it right? That would have been fucking embarrassing right?" I snapped.

"Edward I don't know what.." I cut her off.

"Jane just don't alright." I turned around and walked out of her room I didn't know what to say. What could I say? I wasn't willing to fight for her I liked her but I didn't love her. I was pissed and hurt and fucking humiliated. I walked back to the car got in and revved the engine. Emmett's head snapped up.

"Dude what happened where's Jane?" He yawned

"She can go fuck herself or Kyle Jamison whatever comes first." I snapped.

"Wait Edward slow down what the fuck happened?"

I told him what I had overheard and my Emmett filter had been turned off so I told him all the details how my dick was huge but I apparently was a disgrace in bed. How she was fucking Kyle and me and apparently got caught by her coach.

"Well that explains her coming home all of a sudden the no fraternizing rules are usually pretty strict especially on game days." He stated Emmett had played football his freshman year but the academics and the sports proved to be a bit too much and he opted for a degree.

"Well Emmett your getting your wish I am going with you tonight and you my brother are getting me tanked got it?"

"Look while I am all for getting you fucked up tonight and believe me I will. Don't let what she said get to you. Think of it this way she is probably like the fucking subway everyone has had a ride. Just think her pussy must be like a black fucking hole and she kept coming back because you're packing right? You just need some more practice."

"I don't want more fucking practice Emmett I want Bella!"

Fuck I had said it out loud to the one person who didn't know how to keep his mouth shut this night was bound to get worse…