Here is a new chapter. I notice I've lost alot of favorites and that got me sad. If you would just stay I'm sure you would of liked it but i guess not every one is open minded they chose to read the same plot. For those of you who remained reading thankyou. If you have any questions you can PM me or comment and i will answer you.


I awake to fingers softly brushing my cheek and hair.

I flutter my eyes open and am faced with piercing grey ones. I turn to the clock and see it's 2:00. Guess someone can't sleep.

I take his fingers off my face and kiss each of them, while he smiles at me.

"Can't sleep in your castle Mr. Grey." I ask him.

He smiles and I let him go once he pulls back to take off his shoes socks and pants. He looks at me and I pull back the covers waiting for him to join me. He smiles and enters without hesitation.

I scooted over a bit to give him some space but to my surprise he pulled me back against his body wrapping his arms around me.

I could feel his breath on my neck and his body relax and I brush my fingers through his arm hair.

"You seem tentative tonight." I say, but get no answer.

He continues to snuggle in to me and inhale my hair while rubbing his nose against my back.

"Are you okay?" I ask noticing that he isn't his usual self.

"Mhmm. Now I am." He says before he pulls me against him more and we fall asleep in each other's arms.


"Shit, shit , shit." I say hopping on one foot as I try to put on my boot as quickly as possible.

"Christian get your ass… Up." I say throwing my pillow at him.

His eyes open and he looks around before throwing himself up.

"We slept in?" He asks as he tries to get his pants on quickly.

"Yes we did. I didn't even notice it until I got up and now I am fucked." I say as I brush my hair.

"I haven't slept that good in….. Actually I don't think I've ever slept that good." Christian says deep in thought.

"Who's brooding now? It's not good for wrinkles you know." I say making him smile and shake his head.

"Listen tonight be ready at 8:00. I'll have a dress sent to you." He says nonchalantly as he buckles his watch.

"And why am I going to be getting dressed?" I say as I take off my shirt and put on a freshly new one.

"Because you... Are my date." He says as he slips on his jacket and watches me.

I start to button up my shirt and get frustrated and stop. Christian laughs and comes over to button it up for me.

"I'm fine with that but I don't need you to buy me a dress Christian, I am perfectly capable of buying myself a dress." I say as I watch him button my shirt up.

"I understand that. But I'm buying you one anyway you can be all independent and stubborn some other time, but for now just think of it as a thank you." He says as he starts to button the ones near my breast.

"A thank you for what?" I ask curiously.

He moves back and looks at me with my buttons showing my cleavage.

"I think you should just go like this." He says eyeing me up and down.

I laugh and shake my head as I look in the mirror and start to button up the remainder of my shirt. He comes up behind me and his face goes serious.

"A thank you for being an escape from my stressful life." He says as he watches me through the mirror intently.

I swallow and try to not look him in the eye.

"Ditto." I say as I finish buttoning the shirt and smooth it down with my hands.

He comes up behind me and smiles softly. I turn to face him as he pushes a stray piece of hair out of my face.

"Fine. Only because that was sweet what you said. Nothing expensive Christian seriously I will probabably only use it for one night of my life. I don't care if you can afford it."

"Well if I haveeeee to," he drags out dramatically, "Though you'll be worth every penny."

I smile softly as he leans in and kisses me on my nose, then he grabs the back of my head to kiss my forehead.

"Eight." He says before he leaves.

"Eight." I repeat as I watch him go out of my door.

A couple of seconds later I hear the door close and I throw myself on my bed. Hell I'm already late so just stay there a just think.

I don't know what's been coming over me but I know it feels good. I get this feeling when I'm wish Christian this overwhelming need to keep him in my life. I love spending time with him; this is the first thing that's been going good in my life for a while.

I take out my journal and decided to write a quick entry.

Absence.

I've never really had someone permanent in my life. My life is filled with absence and fear of letting people in because they always seem to leave me.

It's why I don't think too much of Christian. I'm afraid to let myself all the way in, only to get hurt when he leaves.

Right now we are friends and I couldn't be happier with our relationship, but I think what I'm feeling may be more than friendship.

I don't have experience with boys and feelings but I pretty sure these emotions I'm filled with when I am with him will escalate and I just don't want to lose what we have.

My motive in life is to find someone who is here to stay.

I just don't know if that's where this relationship is going.

And I'm afraid that I won't recover.


"Alright everyone pass your papers to the front of the room."

We all pass up our papers towards the front of the classroom and we pack up our belongings to go home.

"Ms. Steele can I please see you down here." Mr. Adams says.

I furrow my brow, why would he want to see me. When the class clears out I move towards the front of the class and swing my bad over my shoulder.

"Yes Mr. Adams." I say.

I need to be home soon it's 5:30 and I need to see Christian at eight so I really need to start getting ready.

"I wanted to talk to you about your pervious paper. I though personally it was phenomenal. You had a good argument, your points were clear you supported your argument with cold hard facts, you made it different and it caught my attention."

I smile and blush. I didn't get any help from Mr. Billionaire either so this is all my work.

"Thank you. I worked really hard on it." I say confidently.

He smiles and leans against his desk.

"I can see that, especially by the quality of your work I wouldn't of expect anything less. Tell me have you ever thought of getting into business?"
"Well not up until recently I have had people tell me I would make a great business woman." I smile back at when Christian told me that.

"Well I couldn't agree more; think you would have a great future in the business world." He says.

He moves around to the other side of his desk and retrieves something from his cabinet.

"Which is why I signed you up to be one of the students who get to go to New York for a week for a business convention. Here is the slip right here if you would like to go the spot is all your. Its next month, so you have plenty of time to think about it. But I highly recommend you take this opportunity I know your majoring in publishing but hey you should keep your options open. I think you have a have a lot of potential if you chose to persuade with this career."

I smile and look down at the slip. Who knows I might actually go through with it, it can be good for me.

"Thank you, I will definitely consider it." I give him one last smile and leave.

When I go outside y phone buzzes and I see it's a text from Christian.

I sent the dress to be delivered at your home but they said you weren't there. Where are you, are you okay?
I bite my lip and think about whether I should tell Christian or not. I mean it's not like I have to tell him and I'm not sure I'll even go.

I decided against it but can't help but feel a little guilty.

Everything's fine. Got held up in school, going straight home now.

I slip the paper in my bag and shake off the guilty feeling. I'm sure it's nothing that would interest him.


What do you think? Ana's feelings are escalating but nothing extreme. What do you think about Ana's possible future trip? Do you think it will cause problems? Maybe it will lure out the possessive, jealous Christian? Next chapter will be a Christian POV, do you want that?