Hey everyone! Sorry for the wait but it's time for Chapter 7! This chapter is going to be shorter than my previous ones and I'm sorry but it will all come together. Also I think I'm am going to be doing weekly updates because school just started and it's getting harder to write every day. So I'm going to say Saturday's are going to be update days. I'm sorry! If I can update sooner I promise I will! Thank you so much for reading this story! So here is Chapter 7!
P.S. Shout out to my Degrassi twitter friend and huge supporter of my story Degrassi_Cat who we should all seriously be jealous of because she not only got to meet most of the cast yesterday but she also go to meet Munro Chambers. Lucky woman! :)
Eli POV
Wow. That seems to be the only word I was able to come up with to explain my night with Clare. She had long fallen asleep hours ago but I just couldn't make myself join her. All I could do was stare at her beautiful messy bed hair, the color of her lightly tanned skin, and the beautiful outlines of her face.
I couldn't believe that I had told her I loved her. I was always one to wait such a long time because I never thought I could muster up feelings of love for someone so quickly; but that all changed when Clare Edwards came into my life. This beautiful funny, sweet caring girl lying in my arms right now was actually mine. I just want to lay here forever and protect her from all that could come against her. She deserves nothing but respect and love and I hope that I could be just a fraction of enough for her.
When she told me that she was in love with me I wanted to cry. I was so afraid that she would not return my feelings or that she would run away scared because of what that Piss Shit did to her. I can't imagine someone hurting her: My Clare. How could I be so stupid last night when I saw KC in front of her kissing her like she was his. I just assumed that Clare wanted it and left. Never did it even cross my adolescent mind that he was forcing her. How scared she must have been to be put in that situation.
Drew, Adam and Fitz came and put me in my place real quick when they found me down at the river on the docks last night.
"You dumb Fuck!" Fitz screamed while grabbing my shirt and pulling me off the ground.
"Let go of me! What the Fuck is your problem!" I screamed back getting in his face.
"You are my problem! You just bailed on Clare because you couldn't get your shit together and find out what the hell was going on!"
"Are you kidding me? She was kissing KC! I saw that dumb bitch cheat on me just like Julia did." I immediately regretted saying that because the next thing I see is a fist flying towards my face and busting my lip. I groaned in pain as I realized I had forgotten just how protective the boys are of Clare and Alli both.
"First of don't you EVER call Clare a dumb bitch again got it? And second she didn't want to! He kept pushing her back into the wall and forcing her to stay there with him. She was trying to get away Eli!" Fitz said.
"Yeah ok whatever you say Fitz." I said sarcastically.
"He's being serious Eli. He was feeding her some bullshit about since he already stole one girlfriend of yours that it was time to steal another. She kept saying No and he kept pushing her back against the wall. Until Alli saw something going on and she grabbed us and ran inside." Adam added joining in on our fight.
"Wait what? She said No and he forced kissed her?"
"Yes you idiot! We saved her ass from him since you took your Prick self and left, leaving her with him!" Fitz said.
"Oh shit!" was all I could say as I ran to my car and went to Clare's.
I was still angry when I to her house seeing as it was the scene of the crime. But when she stood there (in a god damned towel) I knew she wasn't lying to me. I saw the marks on her arm from that bastard grabbing it to hard as well as the tears in her eyes. I had seen fear in those Blue eyes as well. All I could do was wrap her in my arms and apologize for being such an ass. She is my life and I would die if I lost her. I have never felt this way for anyone before. Not even Julia and we dated for three years! Nothing in those three years has even compared to the time Clare and I have spent together and I hope to keep it that way. I will never leave this angel and I will always try my hardest to protect her from anything. She is mine and she will be forever.
Clare's POV
Waking up the arms of the one who you are in love with is a different thing for me. But it's also the most wonderful thing I have ever experienced in my life. The feeling of his sweet kisses trailing down my neck and shoulders to my cheek and lips. It was pure bliss that I would never change for anything.
"Good morning beautiful." Eli whispered in my ear.
I opened my eyes and seen his gorgeous face looking at me and doing my most favorite Eli signature smirk.
"Good morning" I mumbled as I turned myself to snuggle closer to his body realizing a moment later that I was completely naked in my bed with a boy. Oh God if my parents walked in, they would have a heart attack.
We just laid there for hours cuddling and talking about nothing and maybe doing a few other things here and there that should stay unmentionable if you know what I mean.
"CLARE!" I hear Alli scream from down stairs.
I pull away from kissing Eli and groan. "Do you think Drew would be mad if I killed her?" I asked.
Eli just laughed while he got dressed. "Get dressed and I'll go calm down Spit Fire."
I nodded and laughed as he walked out of my room. I couldn't believe that I had, had sex last night with Eli. I didn't regret it at all, it was wonderful but I still couldn't believe it happened. It felt so natural and right to me. I love him so much its unbelievable and I just hope that he loves me just as much. We haven't really talked about exactly what our so called "Love" feelings are. I know that Eli has completely captivated my heart. I want him forever; I thought that this kind of love was not real, that it was only Hollywood worthy but this was as real as it gets. I know that if I was to ever lose him I would be completely devastated and lost without my Eli. I couldn't go on living.
I got up from my bed and went to shower quickly so I could look presentable to him, although I don't think he would mind my messed up from sex hair and completely naked except for a sheet around me kind of look but I'm sure Alli doesn't want to see that.
I quickly pulled on a pair of dark blue jeans with Green spaghetti strap loosed fit shirt and a matching dark blue mini jean jacket with a pair of black pointy toe boots to complete my outfit. Damn Alli was getting to me with this fashion nonsense; boy will she love that.
"Oh that's a cute outfit Clare!" Alli squealed when she seen me coming down the stairs. I expected that.
All the boys were here too, sitting around my dining room table eating breakfast. It was like I had brothers; I shuddered at that thought, Alli was enough.
"You look amazing." Eli said wrapping his arms around me and kissing my forehead. God I love this man.
"Soooo what did you two do last night?" All asked with an obvious devilish smirk.
"Well we-"Eli started.
"Hell No! You stop right there Goldsworthy. I do not want to hear what you and Clare who is basically my sister are doing. Got it?" Fitz said eyeing us.
"Yes sir." Eli laughed and so did the rest of us.
The rest of the weekend went by extremely fast as did the rest of the month and before we knew it Christmas was just a few weeks away. Everything with Eli had been going amazingly well. He had met my parents along with Drew as the title "The boyfriends" and they absolutely loved them. Adam and Fitz had been coming around the house a lot to and my parents didn't mind. They loved all of them and said they were always welcome in our house anytime. It seemed funny to Alli and I because our parents were not known to trust boys with their daughters.
Everything had been going great until a few weeks ago. Eli had started to act somewhat strange around me and I didn't know why. I asked all the boys and they didn't say anything. Alli didn't have the slightest clue either, and when I would ask Eli he would just say he was tired or didn't feel well so I just shrugged it off. Something was bothering him and I wished he would tell me but I wouldn't pressure him. I knew how hard it was for him to open up and I wanted him to feel comfortable at some point to be able to. So if now wasn't the time than that was ok.
We were sitting in my living room watching a scary movie with everyone and Eli got up abruptly kissed me on the cheek, grabbed his coat and left without a word. Well he more like ran out of the house. He didn't say anything to me, he just got in his car and left.
"Ok that's it I can't take it anymore! What is going on with him?" I screamed at all my friends.
"We don't know Clare." Drew said to me.
"Stop lying to me! Is he cheating or something? Or am I the only one that's noticed how weird he has been lately." I yelled back.
"He isn't cheating on you Clare and you know that. He would never do something like that." Adam said calmly.
"Whatever." Was all I said as I grabbed my coat and purse and stormed out side. I got into my car and drove towards his house.
I pulled up to the curb on the side of his house and stormed my way to the front door. I started pounding my fists on the door until Eli came and opened it up.
"Clare what are you doing here?"
"Funny I would like to ask you the same thing seeing as you were just sitting at my house fifteen minutes ago until you all the sudden got up and left without saying a word to me!"
"I'm sorry but I can't talk right now. I'll call you tomorrow." He said and then closed the door in my face.
I felt tears stinging my eyes and I didn't understand what was going on. Why was he doing this to me? Why is he pushing me away?
"He can be a real jerk sometimes cant he?" I heard a snotty little voice say behind me. I spun around and saw the last person that I wanted to see. Julia.
"What are you doing here Julia?" I spat at her.
"Oh nothing, I live in this neighborhood and decided to take a little walk."
"Oh, really? Taking a walk that would lead you right by your ex-boyfriends house? How convenient." I said as I started to walk to my car.
"So how are things with you and Eli?" She asked me; that smart ass.
"Things are great Julia not that it's any of your business."
"Really? Because him just slamming the door in your face seemed amazing. Is that foreplay for you two?"
Well this was embarrassing. Not only will she not shut up but the freaking camera crews are around her. Fine if she wants drama I'll give her drama.
"What are you sad little Julia? I was always told he never did pay that much attention to you. What a shame." I shook my head.
"Yeah right Saint Clare. I've had sex with him more times than you ever will."
"Yeah that's what every guy in school has said about you. You know that they have had sex with you countless times because you're so easy. Apparently your legs just spread open as soon as a boy says "Hello" to you. So tell me Julia, exactly how many STD's have you contracted yet?" I said with a smirk.
"You little bitch; you don't know anything about me."
I walked up closer to her and got in her face. "I don't know need to know much about you to know that you are a pathetic little whore who can't get over the fact that her ex-boyfriend doesn't want her anymore. You can't seem to grab a hold of the fact that he is mine now and not yours. Not that this was ever a game to see who would get him but you lose Julia. So why don't you take you STD filled fat ass back home and shut the hell up."
She started to back away. "If you think this is over Edwards you're wrong. You will not be with him for much longer. He is mine and your about to find out just how bitchy I can get. You better watch your own ass Clare and don't think that those boys are going to be able to protect you." She said with a smirk on her face like she was already up to something.
With that she turned off and started to walk back to her house. If she wants to start a fight with me than let her start a fight. I'm tired of being fragile little Clare who everyone thinks they can mess around with.
I got back into my car already extremely pissed off after what happened. I drove around for about an hour trying to calm down before I went home; it didn't work so when I pulled up to my house of course to my enjoyment (sarcastic much?) the camera crew was here along with a car that looked familiar but I couldn't be sure.
I parked in the garage and walked in my front door and nearly screamed at who was in my house. I felt tears start to form in my eyes as this person finished hugging my parents and turned around to see me standing in the door. Alli had a look of terror on her face as she stood there with Drew, Fitz and Adam staring at me. Only Alli knew what was going on through my mind right now.
"There she is!" My mom said seeing me.
He looked at me with a devious smile on his lips and the only word that escaped my mouth was filled with terror and fear as I breathed out his name.
"Devin."
I'm sorry it's shorter than my other chapters! I had a bit of writers block but I think I'm getting back into the groove! So what do you think is wrong with Eli? What does Julia have planned? And why is Devin here? Find out next week on Degrassi: The real Toronto. Things are about to get bitchy.
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