Lunar's Note: This chapter was literally hard to write. It has so much emotion in it, it really isn't funny. I was on the verge of tears while writing this chapter! No lie! So I do hope you enjoy this chapter. It was really rough to write like I said before, but I got through it and wrote it swiftly. So go on and read it! Please don't forget to review and tell me your thoughts! Thank you! OH! Plus part of the plot begins in this chapter; I must tell you that and only that. (:

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Summary of the Eclipse Angel: GWxSM All she wanted was to save her fiancé from the fire that was burning down his apartment building…but in the end, she got something more. She got her real life back with two kids in tow, after they lost their parents in the fire. All she did was save them, but because of her mistake, she got them in a mess, that she created. That she can't make up for, unless she can prove to herself, that she didn't create the mistake. It wasn't her fault…

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Disclaimer: I do not own Gundam Wing or Sailor Moon. They both believe to their respective owners.
"………" Talking
'………' Thinking

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The Eclipse Angel

Created By: Labores Solis
Chapter 6: I Never Moved On…I Waited Just for You
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After the day that Setsuna revealed to Usagi that the senshi were only allowed to use their powers once; constant visits came soon after. It got to a point where Rashid only nodded at Usagi's friends instead of asking who they wanted to see.

Not once did anyone see Heero come out of his room, after he had came back home from the incident, of learning Usagi was pregnant. The only time they ever saw him leave his room was for missions or to eat. Although, whenever he did eat, all he did was just take back his food then later on during the night, an empty plate could be seen in front of his door.

No one knew that what Heero was doing to himself, was causing Usagi to start breaking inside. Sure, her eyes had gained some of its life back thanks to her friends, but it wasn't her eyes, that showed her love for Heero…no it was her heart. Her heart was slowly breaking into tiny bits, at not seeing her past lover.

She knew, that she and Mamoru never did anything irrational as something like sex, as she was the one who wanted to wait until she was officially married to make things prefect. So she honestly didn't know how or what got her pregnant. Until a certain time se—Usagi shook her head, Setsuna wasn't her time senshi anymore, nor was she a senshi anymore. She was just a plain fashion designer.

Usagi sighed, as she looked at her stomach, two days had past, and already her stomach looked like she was on her second month of pregnancy.

The day she found out that she was pregnant, a little bit after her past lover had left, Setsuna had told her, it was not unlikely of her becoming pregnant without having any intimacy at all. It was apart of her blood—apart of her Lunarian blood that is.

Apparently, during the time of the Silver Millennium, it was normal for a royal female, such as herself to be pregnant without any intimacy happening and only be pregnant for 9 days in total. During these 9 days, her stomach would grow as if a month passed. Royale Lunarian Phrase 9 was what it was known as otherwise known as R.L.P 9. Why it was known as this, was not known so says Setsuna. Usagi mentally scoffed to herself, she knew Setsuna knew what it meant. It was not unlike her to hide something; definitely not unlike her.

Usagi's fingers gently ran over her stomach, she sighed. A living being was inside of her. She just couldn't get over it. Yes, she was happy, she was overjoyed! Don't get her wrong, but the thing is…the baby didn't have a true father, the baby was made through her blood, and her blood alone.

A tear strolled down her cheek. "I miss you, Mamo-chan…I really do," Usagi mumbled out softly, looking outside of her room's balcony, into the clouds of the sky.

Getting up off her bed slightly, she walked towards the balcony. She pushed open the doors and allowed the wind to enter her room. Thankfully, there was a small bench on her balcony with a couple of chairs and a few flowers attached to the wall thanks to a hook.

She walked towards the bench and sat down, wanting to just relax in the cool air.

Without meaning to, or even realizing what she was doing, she had started playing with her engagement ring that Mamoru had given her. She had yet to take it off.

Looking out, onto her garden that she and Rashid and grown together when she was younger, she couldn't help but smile. Her balcony was right above her garden. Before it even became her garden, it was just a patch full of grass. Closing her eyes, she remembered how she and Rashid worked day after day on it. Granted she was the one who mainly worked on it, as Rashid usually had to tend to her family.

Swiftly turning around, as she had heard movement; she almost lost her balance in the process but was able to maintain control as she looked at the person responsible for sudden movement on her balcony.

"Heero…" Usagi breathed out, her eyes slightly widened. She wanted to move and get up and hug up, but she couldn't, since her legs didn't want her to move. She watched as many emotions played out in his eyes, just like old times she remembered, as he gazed upon her not so flat stomach.

"Why?" He breathed out. Usagi looked down, thinking that her feet were interesting a whole lot right now. What happened next, she was definitely not expecting.

Heero grabbed her chin roughly, but not too roughly as to not hurt her, and forcefully brought her eyes locked onto his. "Why?" He asked out again, his eyes held so much betrayal in them, that Usagi literally had tears in her eyes.

"WHY!?" He shouted at her. Usagi used both of her hands and tore his hands away from her face, leaving a scratch on his hands.

"Hee-kun…" Usagi started saying, but Heero interrupted her, "Don't call me that!" He hissed out, starting to glare at her now. Usagi mentally flinched.

"Heero…" Usagi mumbled out, not giving him the satisfaction of allowing him to hear her say his real name. "I can't tell you why…" Before Heero could interrupt her, she continued, "I can never tell you why. Don't you get it?" Usagi angrily spoke out.

Heero didn't even flinch nor did he show any sign of emotions, as if all the emotions that were in his eyes suddenly vanished. Usagi's hands form fists, as she stood up, allowing Heero to see that she grew in height and in weight (because of her pregnancy).

Usagi glared at him, "You need to learn to move on; like I have!" Usagi spat at him, moving him aside to go back into her room. She felt his hands grab onto her shoulder roughly, and push her onto the wall of her balcony. She glared at him, as she put her arms onto her stomach as to protect it.

"How can I move on?" Heero hissed at her.

"How can I move on when you basically tore my heart out!" Heero raised his voice.

"You left me! You left me with no explanation what so ever!" Heero growled out.

Usagi scoffed. "What happened to your prefect soldier mode? Ever heard of: NO TALKING?" Usagi screamed at him. She was actually surprised that no one came to her room, looking for her, wondering what all the screaming and shouting was about. But then she remembered that her room was somewhat sound proofed, so all anyone could hear when they passed her room, was a low muffling sound.

Heero growled at her, his eyes held something that she rather not have seen in them…a promise to death. "When you told me, that we should move on…" Heero trailed off, as to allow Usagi to remember the day she left, tightening his grip on her shoulders, as she kept scrumming wanting to get away.

"You meant you didn't you?" Heero asked her. Usagi looked down, squeezing her eyes shot, as she felt tears fall down her cheeks. How could she answer him? She hadn't meant to fall in love again…but she did.

Usagi let out a soft whimpering sound, as she felt Heero's right arm roughly pull her head back up. "Answer me!" He yelled out. Usagi trembled, "…Y…y…yes," she stated softly, as if she didn't want him to hear her answer. She hated this part of him, it was his soldier side showing up and he knew it as well, as he loosened his grip on her shoulders.

A soft wind breezed through them, she felt as he let go of her shoulders and walked towards the edge of her balcony. She watched him all the way; he suddenly stopped as his left leg went onto the top of the balcony's edge.

"I never moved on…I waited…I waited just for you. You do not know how many days after you left me that I cried; I pushed past my prefect soldier state and allowed my emotions out. But I see now…that you aren't faithful. And I am lucky, to have found out now rather than later…" Heero trailed off, as he swiftly jumped off her balcony onto another balcony, towards his own, which was two balconies down from hers.

Since he did not look back, he did not see the ever so crumpled Usagi on her knees, crying her eyes out. She lost her chance to win back her beloved. She lost him…her prefect soldier: all because of a stupid mistake. And what she did not realize was the fact that once Heero had entered his room, he fell down on the floor, on his knees, crying…

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Ah, Heero shows his emotions…what do you all think about this? I honestly hope you all enjoyed this chapter. It was hard for me to write it, but it came out really well, if I d say so myself. Please don't forget to review and tell me what you all think!