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The Rape

Standing there with his mouth open none to attractively Gakuto was still in a state of shock. Raped. Yuushi was raped. A completely unforgivable action that he had never thought would happen to Yuushi of all people. Part of him still cried out in denial of the tensai's words yet for once he didn't listen to it, couldn't, for Yuushi never lied when he was being serious.

"Just before I quit the team," Yuushi said as if confirming the fact for Gakuto his eyes locking with Gakuto's own. The dark hues were straining to be emotionless yet Gakuto could spot the precious seconds where emotion showed through. But he wished he didn't for nothing the tensai was showing in his eyes made Gakuto feel any better. It was clear as day to him that Yuushi was having a hard time right now as if that wasn't understated enough. Just looking back into those eyes made his heart clench painfully but he didn't look away from them just yet.

"...Who...?" The question escaped the acrobat's lips before he realized it and when he did he looked away quickly. How stupid of him to ask such a stupid question! Yuushi had been raped and all Gakuto was doing was asking some insensitive question because he was curious.

Hell Yuushi had actually told him that he had been raped and this was how he paid him back. Stupid, stupid Gakuto.

But surprisingly Yuushi just sighed, lifted a hand to touch the bridge of his nose, and shook his head lightly. Taking Gakuto's arm lightly he guided the acrobat over to a nearby bench and the two ex doubles partner's sat down. Letting a slight awkward silence fall between them for a moment Gakuto knew not to press Yuushi for an answer, that he would give him one when he was ready.

"Do you really want to know?" Asking in a tired voice the tensai leaned back slightly for once letting his posture go to hell.

Staring anxiously at the tensai Gakuto slipped his hands into his pockets and struggled with his small amount of patience. If he was finally going to get some answers there was no way he was going to screw it up. He owed Yuushi at least that much.

Nevermind the hell that he had put him through the last few days, all of it paled in comparison to what had happened to Yuushi. In fact the acrobat felt damn right childish and selfish for acting the way that he had though he still didn't forgive Yuushi for leaving him in the dark. They were doubles partners and he was supposed to trust him with everything...

"Sakaki-sensei"

Jared from his thoughts instantly he yet again let his mouth drop as he gaped in the others direction. "Sakaki-sensei?!" Yelling from both shock and a sudden burst of anger the redhead shut his mouth in favor of silently urging Yuushi to continue speaking.

Closing his eyes again the blue haired tensai adopted a painful expression for a moment before it was gone completely. His eyes opening to stare calmly at the other he gave a short nod of affirmation as if dealing with some sort of business matter. "Yes Sakaki-sensei. You want to know the details don't you Gakuto?" Asking tiredly it was clear that he had already decided to recount the unpleasant experience.

Nodding silently Gakuto wasn't sure if he should even be asking this of Yuushi. For all he knew this could be painful for the other to recount what had happened and here he was demanding it more or less. Selfish as ever.

Taking a deep breath Yuushi stared at Gakuto a few moments more before averting his gaze towards the sky and began telling his story.


The blue haired male was in a familiar room with an all too familiar person that had just closed the door and only exit to said room. Staring at the older male with his usual tensai look, serious and vague of emotion, he raised a hand to push his glasses further up his nose before speaking.

"Sakaki-sensei, what is it you wished to see me about?" Asking the question seriously yet nonchalantly at the same time Yuushi waited for a response.

Receiving no verbal answer he patiently waited for one that never came. Instead the coach had taken the steps to place himself in front of the younger male and stared intently at him. Odd to say the least but nothing in comparison to what was going to happen later.

Waiting still for a verbal reply the tensai found himself shocked as the coach's hand reached out to grasp the material of his shirt. Arching a brow silently his face remained the same showing no hint of his shock as Sakaki continued to remain silent. Mentally taking it as a bad sign he ignored the part of him that advised him to move away or leave the room.

Regretting this in the next moment when his shirt was being swiftly unbuttoned he narrowed his eyes towards the older male. This did nothing to stop the other who had successfully undone his shirt before the tensai had even blinked. Lowering his own hand to grasp the others which was proceeding to take off his shirt it served no purpose as it was soon brushed off.

Despite being a tensai why the other was doing this was beyond him, especially when another hand began to unzip his pants. Blinking more rapidly then normal he narrowed his light hues even more before once again attempting to move the coaches hand only to have it gripped tightly and pulled away.

Before he could even attempt to resist even more he found himself nearly naked and glaring at the older male. Unwilling to let this go any farther he leaned back towards the wall fully intending to put space between them. "Stop Sakaki-sensei."

His words were met by nothing more then a grin from the coach who only closed in on the space the tensai had just created. Taking his hand and running it down his exposed chest until it reached the hem of his boxers. "Something wrong tensai?" Questioned the coach with an amused look in his eyes before swiftly removing the last piece of clothing the tensai had on.

Full out glaring now he once more attempted to get away from the other by sliding sideways against the wall ignoring that he was now fully exposed to the other. Stopped quite quickly by the coach's hand pinning his own in place the blue haired male continued to glare even though it did nothing.

Holding in a shiver as the coaches other hand suddenly brushed against his lower regions the tensai momentarily closed his eyes. Opening them quickly when he felt a less then pleasant grip on his member he glared again meeting the coaches slightly annoyed hues.

"Don't close your eyes Oshitari. You won't enjoy this if you do," Sakaki said with a smirk as he leaned in to press their lips together. Refusing to even acknowledge the rough kiss the blue haired male glanced away studiously ignoring the tongue which skillfully worked its way into his mouth.

One rough kiss led to another while his lower regions were being pumped in a way that if it were anyone else would be pleasurable. Making sure he gave no facial reaction to anything the tensai ignored his body's natural reactions to the ministrations and made sure not to look at the older male. Especially when he felt himself being entered by the coach and the thrusts in and out of him.


Both horrified and shocked still the redhead stood silently his eyes wide as they stared at his ex doubles partner. "Yuushi..." he trailed off almost desperately as he raised a hand to reach out to him. Gakuto wanted to hug him, comfort him, do something other then stand there gaping but he couldn't.

An image of him kissing Hiyoshi popped in his mind immediately causing a wave of guilt to wash over him. Frowning deeply without thinking he rushed forward to wrap his arms around Yuush sinking his head into his chest. Receiving nothing more then a sigh from the blue haired tensai Gakuto ignored everything for a moment as he reacquainted himself with how holding Yuushi felt.

Closing his eyes tightly the acrobat let the smell, feeling, essence of Yuushi fill his senses for one blessed moment before he pulled away. Guilt was riding strong on his conscience, a constant reminder of the past week, and to top it all off he wasn't sure how to react around Yuushi anymore. He had ached to be near him, touch him, speak to him even the past few days but now...he didn't know what to do.

"Gakuto," the tensai spoke breaking the silence.

Blinking as he moved his gaze to lock onto Yuushi's eyes he almost flinched when he saw what they held. Yuushi's light eyes were full of the pain of his memory, guilt, anger, and every other conflicting emotion that Gakuto could even think of. Once again just looking into those eyes made Gakuto's heart clinch with remorse and something he couldn't place. "Yes?"

Closing his own eyes the blue haired male pushed his glasses farther up the bridge of his nose, a gesture Gakuto knew he used to compose his thoughts, he spoke softly. "There was no point in telling you, it wouldn't have changed anything." Explaining his reasons he opened his eyes to stare down at the acrobat appearing as tensai like as ever.

Feeling a familiar spark of both anger and hurt the redhead's lips formed into a small line as he shook his head. "It would have changed everything Yuushi," Gakuto said softly his voice a touch bitter and resigned. Reaching out he grasped Yuushi's coat for a moment before he mouthed 'bye' and ran off towards his home.


By the time he reached his house a light drizzle had started up again but the acrobat had hardly even noticed. His thoughts were preoccupied with several things which only seemed to form into one confusing blur that he couldn't sort out. Frowning deeply for the umpteenth time that night he practically stumbled into his home and into his room.

Flopping onto the bed he resumed an all too familiar position of laying on his back with his hand over his eyes. All he could think about was what he had learned or done that day, kissing his kouhai, hearing about Yuushi getting raped, and how he had acted before all that happened. How his actions had ranged from stupid to downright unpredictable, but then that was how he always was, one big mess.

Giving a frustrated sigh he rolled over and pulled out his cellphone while flipping it open. Staring at his address book he flipped through it stopping at both Hiyoshi and Yuushi's name when he got to them. Each of them meant something to Gakuto even if he hadn't fully come to terms with it, the only question was what would he do now?


Sorry for the late update and semi-short chapter / Hope its any good despite that and don't worry next chapter will have more action with Hiyoshi and Gakuto. Though I need some help in deciding who Yuushi should end up with, any ideas? Review if you liked the chapter please.