Author: Everything_Once
Pairing: Naomy/Emily and some others ...
Rating: M
Warnings: Swearing
Summary: Sometimes you need help to deal with your life... Effy and Naomi are living together with Effy's daughter ...
Disclaimer: Skins isn't my property, even if I secretly wish so! At the moment I pretty much own nothing...
The title and the name of Effy's daughter are the property of EmilyShitificationFitch ! ! ! (Read her work it's totally worth it!)
Read and please Review ! ! !
Chapter Seven
*** Naomi's thoughts***
When I come back in the room Emily is still crying and shaking on the bed.
I slowly approach her cause I don't want to scare her.
Her eyes are so dark so full of fears, and hate. I've never seen her like that and to be honest I've never seen anyone like that!
"Ems, it's gonna be ok. Ems please look at me! I'm here it's alright..."
"I'm sorry ... I was thinking ... he ... he ... and you was saying stop...so... he has no right to... i don't want you to ..."
"Ems relax, it's ok. You don't need to put yourself in such a state ... I'm fine... Mark wasn't hurting me."
I gently rub her back but she's shivering every time that my hand touches her skin.
"Ems, get some rest yeah?"
"I can't ... the nightmares are back... can you stay with me?"
"Of course, I wasn't planning to leave you like that!"
One hour later Emily is asleep but tears keep running on her cheeks and she's so cold.
I spoon her with all my body trying to warm her. When I'm touching her I can feel that her body is shaking again. So I push her hairs behind her ear and I start to whisper:
"Ems it's only me... Naomi... you're safe with me... everything is gonna be alright now... I will let no one hurt you again..."
She slowly begins to relax.
Before to fall asleep to I live some small kisses in her neck.
*** Emily's thoughts***
When I open my eyes the first thing I realise is Naomi spooning me. That is probably one of the best feeling I've ever feel.
Her arms are on my belly, and her breath is warming my neck.
I also can feel her heart beating and it calms me.
Since the rape I haven't been able to be this close of someone.
Being close make me wanna puke, but with her it's so different.
To be honest it's pretty much the opposite, I need to be close, I need to touch her.
Being with her slowly makes me forget.
I don't know why but I know that she means a lot for me.
Every second since we have met she has been in my head, sometimes I think that she's slowly rescuing me from my thoughts and from my past.
"Ems, stop thinking so loud, I need to sleep!"
"Sorry."
"Just kidding! Sleep well ?"
"Yeah, first time in weeks to be honest."
"I'm that boring?"
"It looks like that. At least from my point of view..."
We both laugh, and it's just amazing. I haven't laugh in month, but right now it just seems to be uncontrollable!
"So considering that it's Saturday, what do you wanna do?"
"Don't you have to spend the day with Mark?"
"I'm a free girl! And no actually he's going to see his parents. So I'm all yours today."
"Actually I'm good there."
"Junk food and DVD's all day then?"
"Yes please ! ! !"
"Ok stay there I'm gonna see what we have."
A few minutes later she's back with a lot of snacks and a bunch of DVD's too.
"So, we have blue crush, slumdog millionaire, the secret life of bees, and the notebook..."
"Woahh, I love them all... it's hard to choose."
"You know what, fuck it, let's spend the day in bed!"
"Great ! ! !"
"But you still have to choose which one first ..."
"The notebook!"
"As you want Ems. Today is your day!"
"Nice. Let's watch it then."
As soon as she's back under the covers, I feel complete again!
I cuddle to her side, and she puts her arms around me.
I can smell her perfume and feel her breath on my neck, this is just amazing.
Minutes later I can feel her fingertips tracing small circles on my belly.
God! I love that. It leaves goosebumps everywhere on my skin.
*** Naomi's thoughts***
What the fuck am I doing?
I mean now I'm tracing circles on her skin. She must think that I'm crazy!
But she doesn't put my hands away, actually she seems to relax under my touches...
I gently kiss her forehead.
Fuck! What have I done again?
Fuck ... Fuck ... Fuck ...
Now she's looking at me... I can't decipher those amazing brown eyes.
She just seems lost right now.
"Ems, I'm sorry, I don't know why ..."
"Can you do it again? Please?"
Her eyes are begging me now.
What am i supposed to do?
Fuck I'm just so confused right now. I wanna do it, I really do but at the same time I can't stop thinking that she's a girl and we're friends ...
"Naoms, please it's nothing... I just... I need it... please..."
She's almost crying now.
I gently approach my lips from her forehead.
I'm almost touching her now ...
But I don't kiss her on the forehead, I slowly kiss her on the lips. It's a gentle kiss, almost a chaste one.
But I've never felt something that strong before.
I can feel it all over my body, it's almost like walking on clouds or flying... I can't describe it...
I don't know what is happening in me, but only a second later I'm on top of her.
She's looking at me but doesn't say anything.
I start to kiss her again, but this time it's not very chaste.
I need to do that, I need her ...
She's now responding to my kiss but she's not touching me.
I wanna touch her so I delicately place one of my hands on her belly and the other one under her back.
I can feel her shiver.
I start to put my hands under her shirt and then I slowly make them move to her breast.
As soon as my hands are on her breath I look at her.
She's crying.
Why?
Fuck, what am I doing?
She doesn't want me to do that...
I'm a fucking freak!
I'm quickly on my feet.
"I'm sorry Ems … I … You … sorry…I'm gonna go now … please forgive me Ems … I'm … it never gonna happens again …"
I'm almost running now.
When I arrive at Mark's apartment I'm still in shock with what I've done.
"Hi, Naomi, what are you doing here?"
"I… I've changed my mind. If you still want me there, I think that I'm ready to live with you now."
"Really? Of course I want you there! I love you!"
"Thanks. I… You … I want you to make love to me now! I need you…"
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