IS IT ALL A LIE
~ Character switch: Anders ~
This is exactly why I refused for you to be with her you have ruined our plans! Now we can no longer help the mages! You should have listened to me when I warned you about her! I told you something bad would happen now look where that's GOTTEN YOU!
"NO! Get out of my head Justice I don't need your advice look at where that's gotten us you're the reason I'm never happy you're the reason I can never be the same EVER AGAIN!" I argued with Justice I wouldn't leave Hawke for Justice's cause he was no longer my friend he was only using me to live.
YOU MUST LEAVE HER NOW! You were doing fine until that one day six years ago! She's a lie all you're so called "friends" are a lie I'm your only friend. You were the whole reason, the cause, for me to stay alive and I have helped you but, I CANT FINISH IT IF SHES IN THE WAY!
"You are not my friend Justice you were a mistake that I can no longer fix, you never helped me you used me and I WILL NEVER LEAVE HAWKE BECAUSE OF YOU! Nothings a lie Justice she loves me and I have friends, real friends unlike you. You only need me to survive if you could you would leave me and do your own work but it's not like that you need me as your support and I will never be that Justice." Discussion over
I no longer wanted to talk to Justice he was full of lies and I wont let him come between Hawke and I or anyone else even Merrill, Sebastian, and Fenris they are the entire reason I'm happy everyone makes me happy and I wont let Justice or Vengeance or whatever he's become blind me from that.
Hawke has always been there for me and I might as well return the favor by not listening to Justice we have a child now things will be different things will change everyone will change and I nor Justice nor Hawke can change that we will have to live off what the change brings us.
Hawke was still asleep from waking up every hour of the night to care for the child she was so beautiful even if she was sleeping, now I wonder to myself having all of her family gone how did she feel. the rest of the team and I were the only family to her besides her brother who had pretty much replaced me in the Wardens and I think back when I was first recruited into the Wardens.
~ Nine years ago ~
"You could become a warden ya know you have the potential to be one." She spoke in her violent yet reasonable voice it sort of scared me how she could be so violent yet subtle and calm.
"You would have me as a Grey Warden even though I'm an apostate is that even possible?" I still could remember how I was before Justice I was nothing like the person I was now and I hoped that I would never become that again
I was charming, a-bit of a womanizer, and couldn't be trusted but Primrose the warden commander still thought of me as a good decision if things wouldn't had changed I would still probably be with her every step of the way.
~Today~
I knew that Prim was Hawke's cousin I still never knew how they could be family and look nothing alike they kinda had the same personality though their both scary and violent in fact I was scared of both of them I cringed thinking of the beatings I got from both of them when I did something wrong OUCH! I loved Prim once but that's ancient history and it didn't matter anymore.
She was a problem too and you know it, that's why you left her!
"SHUT UP, leave me alone"
I don't know why Justice was getting involved he didn't know what I felt then. He was the chapter of my life after her.
I had to do something for the sake of Hawke I couldn't live my life with her because Justice was in the way.
