Hello again everyone, I think it's about time that I did another chapter.
I'm letting you know I don't work on chapters ahead of time and then decide when to post them, if I feel like it I'll work on a chapter and when I finish it, it goes up.
The story is still original up until the Twilight portion starts, I'm thinking this over in my head, and if this is chapter seven it should be there around chapter, I want to say nine, but it might be chapter ten, but fairly confident it'll be chapter 9.
Anyway this chapter will have a lemon, well sort of, so there's your warning. Hell about half of this chapter is pretty smutty, so be warned!
Hmmm…..anything else? I don't think so, anyway thanks to the four people who reviewed and the hits I got, I'm hoping for some more and hope to hear from some new people, but extreme thanks to everyone who did review!
Jessie POV
I let out a heavenly sigh as I opened my eyes to my lightly lit bedroom. I moaned in delight as two strong arms wrapped themselves around my waist and pulled me closer to the nude, muscular and tan body that occupied my bed with me.
I turned around and kissed the man's chest lightly trailing my lips around every inch of skin. I felt his hands weave through my hair, tugging slightly, bringing me up to his face. I closed my eyes as we exchanged a kiss. He was gentle as he pried my mouth open with his tongue, quickly darting in and blowing my mind away.
I moaned and hardened as his mouth traced the crevices and cavern that was my mouth, his tongue gently and roughly massaging my own, as his hands slid down my waist and back up again. I could feel the excitement in his movement, like it was the first time he had ever touched me, all over again.
My breathing hitched as he grasped my sex and began to pump me slightly. I let out a pathetic moan, and I closed my eyes, I could feel the blush that spread across my face. I had done this many times before, but right now, so early in the morning, with no one around, to me it brought this level of intimacy to it all, making it so passionate and powerful.
I gasped when my hips were lifted up, and I was entered dry and bare. I sealed my eyes tighter, waiting for the pain, but none came, just the pleasure as he kept thrusting his sex further into me. It was magical, as corny as it sounds; it was like we fit perfectly together, like a puzzle or something. No messy lube, no stretching, no condom, just completion.
I moaned as he hit my prostate yet again, driving me closer and closer to the peak of my mountain. I could feel my internal walls surround him and hug him, uniting us. "I'm about to…" I breathed.
"I know, just hold on," he said, his voice slightly off, but slightly familiar.
"I…I…I can't," I said as I came, spilling my seed onto his hand and between our chests, the white color visible between the tan.
I could feel him stiffen as he thrust deeply into me, and he came long and hard, I could feel him release spurt after spurt, filling me.
I had yet to open my eyes as I lie there, trying to collect my breath. I could feel his seed slowly run from my entrance as he pulled me close and kissed my eyes and cheeks. "Open your eyes," he said.
I slowly slid them open to come face to face with…SAM!!!!
I bolted up from my bed with a scream, causing the other occupant of my bed to scream as well and roll over, and off of the bed, hitting my floor with a loud thud. I peered over the edge to look down at the man. It was who it was supposed to be this time, my boyfriend Gabe.
"What the hell?" Gabe asked, rubbing his head, but doing nothing to cover his nude body.
It was then that last nights events had flashed back to me. Gabe had come over to my house and we had done it, and by it I mean fucked, to put it bluntly. My parents had decided to take a weeks vacation up in Seattle, saying they wanted some time together. I happily and quickly sent them on there way, today was only the second day of their absence, and I was ready to take advantage of it even more.
"Ummmm…" I began.
"Well?" he asked.
"I had a nightmare," I said weakly, but shyly enough, like I truly hadn't wanted to admit it. I even went so far as to chew on my bottom lip.
"Oh," he said, sliding back onto the bed with me and wrapping his arms around me, pulling my backside against him, "Want to talk about it?" he asked while kissing my collar.
"Not really," I said, my mind briefly flashing back to the pure pleasure 'Dream Sam' had inflicted onto my body, "What do you want to do today, it being Sunday and all."
"I actually have to go home soon, my dad needs some help with something from his work," Gabe said to me.
"But why?" I whined.
"Well, it was kind of the price I had to pay for spending the night," he said.
"You'll be eighteen in October, you're practically an adult. Your dad should let you do what you want to," I said, kissing his arm.
"Well it's only May, going on June, but soon enough I'll be my own man." Gabe said.
"You mean my man," I said.
"Right," he said.
There was a pause were we said nothing, and he just held me to his heart. "Since I'm your man and all, would you like to please him?" he asked.
I picked up on what he meant by please, "Why should I, I mean this man is leaving me all day, with nothing to do," I said.
"Oh come on babe, I'm sure you'll find something to do," Gabe said.
I was about to respond when a slight tap came from my window. I stood up and wrapped my blanket around me and walked to the window, not concerned with clothing considering everything below my navel would be obscured from view.
I opened my window and looked down to the see the once grinning faces of the pack. "Morning," I called down to them.
"Jess get out here, we were about to go over to Sam's new place and check it out," Jared called up to me.
"New?" I asked, confused.
"I'll explain later," Sam called back.
"Hurry up," Paul called back, slightly agitated.
"Go make yourselves at home, I just need to shower and cleanup." I said.
"Clean up what?" Jared asked, arching an eyebrow.
It was at that moment that Gabe came up from behind me and rested his head on my shoulder. I knew he was hidden from view, considering I could feel him poking me in the leg.
"Oh…" Jared said, looking away.
Paul shuddered and I could see a faint blush on Sam as he looked down.
"I get what he meant by cleanup now," Jared whispered to Paul.
"I heard that!" I called, causing the two boys to jump, "And like you guys don't 'cleanup' in the morning."
"Maybe Sam, but not us," Paul said, "We're not having sex, unlike you two."
I laughed as Sam hit Paul on the back of the head, "Oh Paul, don't you realize it doesn't take two to cleanup." I said.
Paul grew red with I think a combination of fury and embarrassment and Jared looked down, in what I think was silently acknowledging the truth.
"Anyway, I'll be downstairs in a couple of minutes," I said, closing my window and watching the boys start to walk towards my door.
I turned to see Gabe, "Didn't forget about me, did you?" he asked.
"Of course not," I said, kissing him, "But I think it's time for you to go help your dad."
"Awwww," he whined, "Not even a quickie?"
"Not with them downstairs," I said.
Gabe looked down defeated, "But I will do something else," I said.
He perked up immediately and I pushed him down onto my bed. I quickly straddled him and made my way down south. I let my tongue slide out as I played around his navel, slightly tracing the edges of his abdomen, causing him to squirm under me.
I smiled as my hand reached down and cupped his sex and gave it a few short pumps. I grinned as I saw a few drops of precum escape from the slit and dribble down the side of his length. I gently leaned further down and lapped them up gently, causing him to shiver and moan, thrusting upward slightly.
I kissed the inside of his thighs, and trailed my tongue along the underside oh his sex. I knew I had grown better at this as time went by, at first I really had to work to get Gabe going, but now with the slightest touch in the right area I would have him begging for more so quickly.
Enough about that though, I offered him a smile before I opened my mouth wide and took him inside. I started off slow, and held down his hips to prevent him from thrusting upward any further. My tongue worked quickly sliding up and down his length, swiveling and licking every inch of him.
I inhaled through my nose, breathing in his scent, it warming my blood. I moved further up so just the head was in my mouth. I delved my tongue into the slit and traced back and forth, and at the same time released my hold on his hips, allowing him to thrust upward as he moaned.
"Fuck….Jess….so good," he said as he thrust harder.
I took in his length as far as possible and then I worked my magic; I sucked and constricted my mouth making it as tight and warm as possible. He knew what to do from there as he started vigorously fucking my mouth.
"Oh fuck babe, I love you," Gabe said as he continued his onslaught.
I tried to pull my mouth even tighter as I heard a clink from above me, but I paid it no mind as Gabe spoke up again, "Oh Jess I'm about to-"
He didn't finish as I felt his sex pulsate in my mouth, I felt him release several ribbons of his nectar as it filled my mouth, the white liquid still erupting from him as he squirmed under me. My tongue continued to work around him, milking every last drop out of him. I felt it on my taste buds, sending chills through my body, and I sadly swallowed his juice.
The thing I noticed about cum was that it was an acquired taste, a delicacy from the gods if you will, and to me you either loved it, or hated it, there was no in between, and luckily for Gabe I absolutely loved it. The warm feeling I got as it slipped down my throat becoming apart of me.
I sighed and fell against his chest, "Think that'll tie you over?" I asked, as he ran a hand through my hair.
"No," he said, and then I felt a finger enter through my entrance.
I gasped as he swirled a lube covered finger around inside of me, and moaned as he added a second. It was my turn to be the withering, blushing mess as he began to scissor his two finger, preparing me for what was about to come.
"I thought…I said……" I gasped, pausing between words as he brushed over my prostate.
"Screw them, I know what I want," he said as he added a third finger.
I knew what the clink had been earlier, he had been uncapping a bottle of lube. I reddened further as I clung to him as he made me gasp and moan easily above him. I released a rather girly moan as he continued to pleasure me with his fingers, "God, you're so beautiful," he said as he removed his fingers.
He lied me down onto my back, and I breathed heavily as he tore a condom wrapper and rolled it over his now hard sex. "I love you," he said before lifting my hips and thrusting forward into me.
I cried out in pain, and looked away in embarrassment, knowing that the pack had to of heard my cry from downstairs, and could only imagine what we were doing up here. It was then that I flashed back to the dream, and how positively right it had felt.
In the dream there weren't any distracting and slick lubricant's, and no thin layers of latex separating flesh from flesh, none the less Gabe knew how to work my body, and soon had me panting as he gripped me. I soon pushed him down and sat up, as I rode him, taking things into my own hands.
I rolled my hips causing my lower regions to roll back and forth as I rode him, he thrust upward as well hitting my prostate dead on, causing the heat in my stomach to increase and the coils to wind tighter. Gabe suddenly increased his speed, thrusting at lightening speeds, judging by his actions I knew he was close.
"Unh…Gabe," I moaned.
"Hold on, almost…there!" he cried, pushing deep into me and causing me to see stars. I spilled and spurted onto his chest, my cum spreading over his abs, giving them a glossy sheen.
I fell down against him and closed my eyes, "That was great," he panted from still inside me.
"Yah," I said, looking away, "You should go, we don't need your dad coming over here," I said.
I felt him shift slightly on my bed, kissing me on my neck, before I heard him dress and leave. I heard him fly down the stairs, probably passing the pack, who could smell my scent all over him, before I heard the front door slam and his car start up and pull away.
I sighed getting up from my bed, grabbed a fresh set of clothes, and a towel, before heading into my bathroom for a shower. After getting it to the right temperature I stepped in letting the warm waters wash me clean. As the water continued to pour, I rubbed my arms, legs, chest, everything with soap, and after finishing I slid down against the back wall of the shower, lying down completely in the shower.
The water quickly matted my hair and plastered it to my face and neck, my hair had started to get a little bit longer again, reaching the middle of the back of my neck, "I should cut it soon," I said to no one.
In my time alone I really had time to think about, well, everything. I thought about Gabe just up and leaving, no second thoughts, no trying to call his dad to try and stay. I guess I could see it being rather important, but I thought I mattered more to him. I rolled my eyes at that, I was one to talk, dating him only for the sex anyway. I would break his heart one day when I imprinted on some sad bastard who will only be passing through Forks, never to be seen again, that would be just my luck.
There was also the dream I had about Sam, what the fuck had that meant. Did I have feelings for Sam? How could I, he's like a brother to me, and dating Leah which makes him straight. Did I really want Sam in that way? Did I want more then friendship from him? I smothered that thought quickly, "If we were meant to be he would have imprinted on me," I thought.
I smiled in disgust, I was always after what I couldn't have, and then I would drown those feelings in food, sex, and possibly drugs in the future. Being a werewolf had changed me, before this I would tackle and think this out, but now I'm just pushing it away, building mound upon mound of secrets. I hated what being a werewolf was making me, but I didn't see anyway out of it. I picked myself up and ended my shower, quickly exiting and drying off before heading downstairs.
When I entered my living room no one would look at me, eyes glued to my TV, which happened to be flashing with some cartoon. I stood there and crossed my arms, knowing full well that Sam, Jared and Paul knew I was there. Were they really bothered about me having sex, or that I was having sex with another guy?
"So let's see it," I said breaking the silence, besides the annoying squeaky voices from the TV.
Jared turned to me, "See what?" he asked, not meeting my eyes.
"Sam's new place," I said, causing Sam to look up.
"Fine," he growled, standing and shutting off the TV which caused Paul to growl at him.
"Rather wolfish today, aren't we?" Jared asked.
No one laughed, and you could cut the tension in the air with a dull plastic knife.
"Let's go," Sam said, stepping towards the front door, opening it and exiting it.
Paul and Jared quickly followed their alpha, and soon after I did as well. Once outside we started walking in dead silence, the only sound that of Sam's heavy breathing. We walked for a few more minutes before Sam's deep breathing got to me and I stopped, "Everything alright?" I asked, narrowing my eyes.
"Just perfect," he said, stepping around me.
I grabbed his arm, stopping him, "Liar," I said, not able to think of anything else.
"What's your problem?" Sam asked with a growl.
"My problem is that my friend won't tell me what's wrong with him." I said.
"My problem is that you have no problem getting fucked by a guy who might hurt you in the end!" Sam seethed at me, causing me to let go of his arm.
"What?" I asked, rather shocked.
"He's not exactly a good guy," Jared said.
I was confused at this point, "Did I miss something?"
"Come on Jess, even I'm not that stupid," Paul said, "Gabe isn't the greatest person in the world, and the longer you stay with him the closer he'll get."
"Okay, seriously what did I miss?" I asked looking at all three of them.
"The closer you two become, the closer he gets to our secret. We don't need someone else finding out about the secrets of this tribe." Sam said, "So just find something else to screw."
My eyes dropped a little and my mouth hung slightly open, "So what you and Leah are fine then, huh? Shouldn't you break it off with her too then?"
"Leah and I aren't screwing a floor above you," Sam said, "You need to control your sexual appetite."
I glared at Sam, "Look," Jared began, "We don't want you to stop seeing him, just be careful, we don't want you to get hurt. In our eyes Gabe isn't a good guy to hang around, and right now he has you where he wants you, so please be careful "
"Message received," I said thinking over what Jared said, "Let's continuing walking please," I said, rather defeated.
They all started walking ahead of me again, and I soon trotted behind them, hanging my head down in embarrassment at being scolded by Sam and two, fourteen year olds. After a while, we stopped outside of a quaint house near the edge of the forest.
"Well?" Sam asked.
"It's nice," I said quietly.
"Did you build this?" Jared asked.
"All with my own hands," Sam said.
"Sure," Paul scoffed.
"When?" Jared asked.
"Why?" I asked.
"Well I figured since I'm graduating tomorrow I'd like to have my own place. Right now I just have all the mechanics and utilities working, electricity, water, and the foundation and construction is not too shabby if I say so myself." Sam said.
"So all you need to do really is furnish it?" Jared asked.
"Basically," Sam said.
"How were you able to do this?" I asked, still looking over the house.
"Well it's pretty personal, but I'll share," he said with a goofy grin, "Ever since my junior year I've known that I wanted to well, spend the rest of my life with Leah."
My mouth dropped, "Seriously?"
"Absolutely, so ever since then I've been saving up money for this and you'd be surprised how easy it is to put something like this up with werewolf stamina and strength." Sam said.
"So does that mean….you're going to marry her?" Jared asked.
Sam looked down at his feet, "When I have everything ready, I'm going to propose, and ask her to move into this house. It'll be like her own-"
"Personal fairytale," I said, finishing for him. We connected eyes and we quickly broke our connection.
"Congratulations man," Paul said clapping his hand, "You have everything figured out already."
"Yah, I really love her, and can't wait to give her this," Sam said as Jared congratulated him.
Only I saw what was really wrong here. He had nothing figured out; Leah didn't even know he was a werewolf yet, he didn't have a stable job, and disappearing into the night often wouldn't be good for an engagement, and not to mention how damn sure he was he that he wanted to spend the rest of his life with Leah? HOW?
"What if something happens," I said.
They turned to me, "Like what?" Sam asked.
I rolled my eyes at him, did he honestly forget about the one thing that could shatter his perfect fairytale happy ending; imprinting, and besides that they would barely be eighteen, and no college education, good luck lasting more then a year on your own, but I didn't voice this, I didn't because Sam was my friend, and I had no right to stomp on his dreams.
"Nothing," I said, "Congratulations Sam."
He smiled at me, before proceeding to show us the house from the inside. I pretended to 'oooh' and 'ahhh' at the house, but in reality I knew that no fairytale was going to work for him, Jared, Paul, and certainly not myself. My fucking fairytale life ended the second I became a rampaging beast, hoooooray!
Graduation day, how exciting, well I'm sure it was for Sam and Leah, but it wasn't for me as I sat in one of those uncomfortable metal folding chairs that they always use for public occasions. I sighed as Seth shifted next to me as we waited for either Sam or Leah to be called.
We had just started after the super incredibly long speech given by the class valedictorian, and we then proceeded to the A's. Leah's last name was Clearwater, but we had Sam…..Uley. I groaned and slammed my face into my hands. Paul and Jared had managed to get out of the ceremony to set up a party, but I was left to tend to Seth and congratulate the two. I knew Harry and Sue were probably around here somewhere, ready with a camera to shoot Leah down with blinding flashes of light.
Time passed and finally Sam was called. I stood and applauded, showing Sam that I wasn't so petty that I would hang onto yesterdays argument. I received strange looks from others as I continued my loud cheers and thunderous clapping.
I sat back down when he walked off stage, and I looked around for his mother. I knew Sam and his mom didn't have much of a relationship, considering the whole thing with his father, Joshua, but I expected her to be here, only to be surprised when I didn't. I'm sure Sam considered my parents more of his own then his biological ones.
Soon after people were clearing out, either heading home or out to a brunch in Forks, something celebratory. I was talking with some of my friends when I felt a tap on my shoulder. I turned to find Sam; he gestured me to follow him with a nod of his head.
I followed a ways away from the crowd to a more private location, "Yes?" I asked.
"First, I want to apologize for yesterday." Sam said.
"It's nothing major," I said.
"It is major," Sam said, "You have to understand that I'm still adjusting to all these alpha traits, and I guess….I guess I'm a little protective of you and the pack."
I raised my eyes, looking at him to continue, "I don't want to see any of you hurt," he paused, "If Gabe makes you happy then you can keep seeing him."
I wanted to tell him he couldn't just dictate who I saw and it wasn't up to him anyway, but not one to ruin the moment I held it in, "Thanks Sam….so what else?"
"Right," Sam said looking back at me, "Well since I'm no longer in school I need you to look out for the boys," he said, "Not just Paul and Jared, but any other boys that show signs. You're our primary set of eyes here now."
I bit my lip, understanding what was being 'asked' of me. It was now my job to watch out here at school, it was an order, not a request, "Understood," I said.
"Good," Sam said, "Now let's go home and party."
Graduation was about two months ago, and not much had happened. Things were pretty normal around the reservation. We had two run-ins with vampires, which were quickly dealt with. Patrols weren't that big of a deal considering we had summer vacation, and things were going great with the Cullens.
I don't exactly know what I mean by great, considering I still have a slight urge to kill them, or Rosalie, but I was befriending Alice, Jasper, and well all of them except Edward and Rosalie. They were generally okay, even though they are bloodsuckers.
School would be starting soon, and I would be the big dog, or perhaps big wolf, on campus. It's going to be my senior year and hopefully it will rock and then I'll be flying off to college, hopefully at a swanky university, but back to today.
Today was the day that Leah's second cousin, Emily Young, would be arriving to stay with her. Now that Emily had turned eighteen I was told that she wanted to come stay with Leah. Apparently the two had had a great friendship since their childhood and now were going to further that.
I was currently driving over to Leah's house where they would be waiting. Leah had invited Sam and me over to meet Emily considering that I was pretty much her best friend and Sam, well I think we know. I sighed as I pulled up to the Clearwater residence and exited my car. I walked up to the front door and had it open to reveal Seth waiting, "Bout time,"
"Sorry Seth, I was hungry," I said.
I picked Seth up and threw him over my shoulder as I stepped in, "Let me down," Seth huffed.
"Nah," I said, wanting to agitate him.
"Jess," Sam started, "Put him down."
I rolled my eyes at Sam before somewhat gently, throwing Seth onto the couch. "So, is this Emily girl here yet?" I asked.
"Not yet, but Leah is totally freaked out about it," Seth said grinning madly.
"It'll be fine," Sam said.
I was about to speak up when I heard the creak of a car as it came to a halt and the slam of a door, "SHE'S HERE!!!" Leah screamed as she ran into the living room.
Harry and Sue came into the room as well as Leah threw open the door and twin squeals echoed out as the two girls embraced. It was then that I looked over at Emily, she was pretty, but not overly attractive. When she raised her head further and I could see her eyes, something happened, I suddenly had this uneasy, weightless feeling. I turned to my left to see Sam staring at Emily, mouth slightly open, eyes glazed over.
"Oh my god," I whispered, "Oh my god."
Sam took a few steps forward towards Emily, causing both girls smiles to fade, "Sam?" Leah asked.
Sam grabbed Emily's chin and lifted it up, "Sam!" I called, trying to get him to realize what he was about to do, "Shit," I said realizing it was to late.
It felt like everything shattered when Sam's lips connected with Emily's. I could see everyone's eyes widen, but only one set tear up, and she may not want to admit it, but I saw Emily return the kiss, slightly, but enough for me to notice.
Sam pulled away from her and ended it all with three words, "I love you," he said, and my jaw dropped. That confirmed it, Sam had just imprinted, not on Leah, but Emily.
What happened next was all a blur. I saw Emily's hand connect with the side of Sam's face, Leah run away and back to her room, Seth quickly following her, Sue yelling at someone, most likely Sam, and Harry…god Harry, he just stood there.
Emily shoved Sam away and ran after Leah, "LEAH WAIT!!" she screamed, and Sue ran after her, but not before sending her most venomous glare at Sam.
"Wha…what happened?" Sam asked looking at the floor.
I walked over to him and made him look at me, "Sam, I need you to go to Old Quil's place, okay?"
"Why?" he asked.
"Because I think you just imprinted on Emily," I said.
Sam looked at me with wide eyes, "No! I couldn't have, I couldn't do that to Leah, I couldn't!"
"Sam, just go to Quil, he can help you, explain things to you better then anyone." I said.
"No I can't, I can't leave Leah," Sam said.
"Sam," I said lowly, stopping his struggle against me, "If you imprinted on Emily, then everything you ever had with Leah just ended."
"No…." Sam cried, eyes watering.
"Sam…you need to go, it's the best thing you can do, for everyone. You've just destroyed so much in a matter of seconds I don't think anyone can comprehend it, and I think it'll be best if you're not here for it." I said.
Sam looked at me with teary eyes, "Please," he whined, "Don't make me leave Leah."
"Sam," I said painfully, "You already have."
I could feel Sam's heart break in two, and I directed him to the door, "Go, Quil will help you," I said as he slunk to his car, "He'll help us all," I said to myself.
Five days, it had been five days since Sam had imprinted on Emily, and everything had gone to hell. I let a few tears slide down my cheek as I held Leah as she continued to bawl her eyes out. My heart broke for both of them, being torn apart by fate and not choice. As much as I knew Sam hadn't wanted to, he had said goodbye to Leah as soon as he said hello to Emily.
Leah would only see Seth, Sue, and myself; Emily was a taboo word, even Em would give you a death sentence around Leah. Emily was distraught, she wanted to comfort Leah, but at the Sam time I could slowly see the magical pull of imprinting affecting her. I knew over time they would grow close, and Leah would be devastated, more so then when I had to tell her that Sam had broken up with her, because she refused to see Sam. I remember how she cried and cried how she didn't understand, where had things gone wrong.
It had only been three days when Sam had called for either her or Leah, and Emily had taken the call, I knew she was drawn to him when she talked to him for a whole ten minutes, and not a single shout escaped her mouth. I saw her eyes as she talked, full of desire and pull for Sam.
I wiped my eyes and sighed as Leah finally fell asleep, tiring herself out from crying. I laid her down and then walked out of her room. Sue and Harry had left for the day into Forks, looking for anything to cheer Leah up, and Seth napped on the sofa.
I was about to go into the kitchen when the low sound of talking came from outside the front door. I peered my head around and out a window to see Sam and Emily talking. Emily nodded her head before Sam lent in and kissed her again. I felt my blood boil and I flew out the front door, "Emily, inside now," I ordered.
She looked at my furious face before running inside. I turned to Sam, "What the hell?" I asked.
"She's my imprint Jess, what am I supposed to do?" Sam asked.
"Wait a while before you go after her, what about Leah? Do you have any guilt at all?" I asked with venom.
"Of course I do," Sam said as he slammed me against the front of the house in fury.
My eyes widened and his did as well as he lowered me, "I cry at night for Leah in complete utter sorrow, I abuse myself in frustration and anger at what I've done," Sam said, "But both of those are outweighed by my love for Emily."
I looked down, not able to understand what imprinting had really meant to Sam, "What's it like? I mean is it stronger then the love you had for Leah?"
Sam ran a hand through his short hair, "It's incredible, I feel so complete with her, just a glance makes my heart flutter, and even though my heart is broken for what I've done to Leah, it's like Emily can help me fix it. I've only known her for five days and I can't explain the utter joy, it washes away all sorrow. I know it's still there, and I hate myself for doing this to Leah, but...I just can't help it."
I frowned, "So how do you handle Leah."
"I….I can't talk to her….it'll be best for the both of us," Sam said, "It'll hurt tremendously, but we'll have to cut each other out of the other person's life."
I walked back inside and closed the door. "Easy for you" I though, "You have an imprint; Leah has a broken heart and a rift greater than the Grand Canyon."
I sighed and slid down the door, things had officially gone to shit, and with my two best friends breaking up, I was right in the middle.
Another chapter, but something feels slightly off. Let me know what you think. Jesus Christ I have finals Tuesday, what am I going to do? Hopefully pass!
Well anyway I'll see you guys for the next chapter.
