Summary: So I'm back and I'm bringing you three brand new prompts. I wanted to go in order as much as possible before I realized that I couldn't seeing as how I wrote them out of order. Hope you don't mind. Just want to say thanks to everyone who's been giving me love for my table and say that you guys are part of the reason I'm still writing. Don't really have much to say today so I'll just go ahead and start posting. Enjoy!
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Prompt 18-Denial
Title: Their Denial
Pairing: John Dorian/Perry Cox
Prompt: 018 Denial
Word Count: ~200
Rating: PG-13
Spoilers: None
Warnings: mild slash
Authors Notes: She saw the two of them and wondered when the denial would end.
Jordan's POV
Have you ever eaten something so sweet that it actually makes you sick. It makes your stomach churn every time you think about it and when you see it makes you want to vomit. That is how I used to feel when I thought about Perry cheating on me with a young intern. That is how I feel now every time I see Perry and his lapdog DJ together. It's sickening to know that they are so in love with each other and they don't even know it.
I've always known that the two of them wanted each other after I dropped my little bombshell on them. I could see guilt fill the boys eyes, feeling that he had broken some sort of trust between the two; even though he had no idea who I was at the time. Perry on the other hand, jealousy filled his eyes and I knew that he wasn't jealous because J.D had slept with me. He was jealous that I slept with his intern and he didn't. When you think about it, it's all really quite sad.
No scratch that, the saddest part of their "relationship" is that neither of them know what's going on. J.D doesn't seem to notice when Perry brushes his hand against his, even though Perry would swear it was an accident. Perry doesn't get that the only reason J.D follows him around is because it would kill him to be apart from him and vice versa for Perry. Perry has a need to be needed while J.D has a need to be wanted.
Thinking about it, the two seem like a match made in heaven but they will never declare their love for each other. Who knows, if I'm lucky then the two of them will stop denying how they feel and just admit their feelings for each other and I can watch them suffer endlessly, you know; just for funsies. But seeing how weak D.J is and how stubborn Perry is, I doubt that will happen.
I watch both of them come out of a patient's room and Perry throws the kid a sincere smile, quickly replacing it with a lip curling snare. The kid doesn't seem to care because once again he is off in one of his fantasies, probably dreaming about Perry. Perry walks over to me and wraps one hand around my waist and pulls me in for a kiss. I kiss him back half heartily and turn to see a sad smile on J.D's face. I remember a time when I used to look like that; when I was living in denial but you know what they say. Denial is the first step of knowing that you have a problem and boy do they have a huge problem.
Out of all three Jordan is my favorite because she doesn't do sugar coating very well. That's all for today. Hope you liked them all and I'll try to be as soon as can to do an update. Until then,
Keep your friends close and your favorite snacks closer,
LadyCizzle.
