I am going to take a break form this story to write One Big Crazy Family for a bit because I haven't written in a long time. I might have a chapter tomorrow I just have to go through and edit through it. Thanks so much for the reviews.

I do not own Glee.


Puck had been the one to find Rachel and that was only because he could run(thank you football practice). The girl had taken off so fast the boy couldn't believe it was the glee queen running like that.

"Rach," He asked hesitantly sitting down on the bench next to her "you okay?" He placed a hand on her shoulder hoping that she would look up.

"It's all too much." She said shakily looking at him through her blood shot eyes.

That didn't sit well with Puck, he had seen those suicide videos at school and he knew what the signs were. "Rachel tell me what's going on."

When Puck looked into the diva's eyes he just saw defeat, like she didn't want to try anymore "I guess I should start off with nobody loves me."

The boy just sat there soaking in this information and for the first time in his life he thought that he wasn't alone. As a kid Puck's dad had left and never came back but he always had his mom, Rachel didn't even have that. To be alone in the world must of felt like shit. Rachel didn't have any friends to even help her, or any that knew her secrets.

"All of those slushies, I am so so so sorry." Puck told her wrapping his arms around the girl and hugging her. "I am so sorry."

She just laid her head on his shoulder "It isn't your fault that no one wanted me."

Puck pushed her gently off of his shoulder and pulled her chin gently to look at him "Santana was wrong Rach. Unfortunately you got shitty parents but people care.I care."

"Thanks." She giggled softly as she saw Tina, Kurt, and Sam running over to them out of breath.

"Damn Rach you can run!" Sam huffed bending over and placing his hands on his knees but winked at her to let her know he wasn't angry.

"Come on let's get you home Diva, you're still looking a little pale." Kurt told her offering his well manicured hand and holding it out for her.

Tina stopped them though "How about we go get a pizza, we didn't get to eat."

"I'm game," Puck smiled at the group of peers he really hadn't gotten to know "if you guys are inviting me that is."

Rachel gave him a small smile "Of course you can come Noah."

The teens all walked in a some what line to the pizzeria and for the first time in god knows how long Noah Puckerman actually felt like he had real friends, rather than the fake ones on the football and basketball teams.


"Rachel would you eat a slice of pizza please." Sam begged exasperated. Rachel was going to be the death of him, she never took care of herself.

The brunette obliged taking a piece of the steaming hot cheese pizza and putting it to her mouth taking a small bite. Rachel wasn't lying, she really wasn't hungry, but she wanted to make her friends happy.

"You need to take care of yourself Rach." Kurt told her giving her the stern eye.

"Yeah Rach, we're going to make sure you do." Puck told her giving her a real smile instead of his usual smirk.

She sighed she wanted,needed, people in her life but this was making her feel overwhelmed. "I told you Kurt when I am sick I don't eat."

The friends looked at each other and sighed this was Rachel's way of being in control. The way her life had been taken from her without her say was something that was out of her hands, every morsel she put in her mouth was her decision.

"There you go one piece eaten and gone." Rachel told her friends after she had ate the gooey substance she really hadn't wanted.

"Good girl." Sam kissed the top of the tiny brunette's head, even though he wasn't completely satisfied.

"Hey Rach are you coming to school tomorrow?" Tina asked hopefully.

Rachel gave her a warm smile and nodded "I think so I've already had two days off and I don't want to miss anything else."

"Don't rush it I-" Kurt was cut of by voice screaming Rachel's name.

A Tall ,brown haired, blue eyed boy practically sprinted to the table and looked at Rachel "Rachie where have you been?"

"Trevor?" She asked quietly before lunging into his arms and wrapping her arms around his neck sobbing.


"Rachel you fucking disappeared!" This Trevor boy exclaimed slightly angry at the girl.

"I'm sorry so sorry." She whispered finally letting go of him and sitting back in her seat as she told Trevor to pull up a seat.

"I'm sorry but who are you?" Sam asked to the boy, slightly jealous but also extremely protective of the girl that had wormed her way into his heart.

Trevor frowned looking at the kids at the table "Rachel was my best friend, since kindergarten."

Kurt was looking at the boy almost hungrily, he was so good looking "Was?"

Trevor quirked an eyebrow weirded out by the inquisition "Uh well Ray over there got emancipated and I never heard from her again."

"I apologize greatly Trev but I didn't take my cellular phone with me." Rachel told her old friend, her eyes wide and pleading.

"I had no way to contact you Rachel. I was so scared when I went to your house and your Dad told me you were gone." The handsome boy whispered pulling his childhood friend into a tight hug. "I've been talking to Charlie and Chad they've been searching for you Rach."

Puck was starting to get highly irritated not knowing who these people were or nothing about Rachel's old life. " Wait a second can we rewind ? Who the hell are Charlie and Chad."

Rachel looked close to tears and she was staring into Trevor's ocean blue eyes "They're my brothers."

The whole table seemed to collectively gasp, they knew she had brothers but they knew nothing else about them.

Sam wrapped an arm around the shivering small form and pulled her close to him "How old are your brothers Rachel?"

"Charlie is Twenty five and Chad is Twenty, I was a mistake." She told him in a very unusual monotone. She turned to look at Trevor "Did they call you?"

The young mans eyes were sincere and honest "Rach I've never heard them like that they freaked out and Chad started crying his eyes out."

Tina felt so incredibly heart broken for this group of siblings they had not only torn apart Rachel's life but also her brothers. "Why don't you call them Rach?"

Rachel looked at her with a smile, a sincere and honest smile, whiled nodding her head "Do you have their cell phone numbers Trevor?"

He nodded excitedly "I never expected to find you when I moved here Rach. I cannot believe I found you ,your brothers are going to flip a lid."

Kurt knew that Rachel would what want to call her siblings as soon as possible so he handed over his bedazzled sidekick "Call them Princess."

Pressing the buttons of her eldest brothers telephone number Rachel felt a surge of energy go through her. Finally after a year apart Rachel was going to talk to the boys she had missed so terribly . The ringing stopped and a husky voice answered "Charlie, It's me. It's Rachel."