This chapters a bit different, but here we go!

*One Week Later

"Wake up! Aunty C is here!" Nina screamed up the staircase, directed to me, as I still lay in bed at 4pm in the afternoon.

I had gone downhill since the concert. I don't think I, let alone Nina understood why, but I could tell she was concerned. I hadn't acted this way since... Since before Nina. I hated that I was feeling this way, but I couldn't bring myself to do otherwise. I had relapsed, and there was only one person I knew of who could bring me out of this dark, unwelcoming hole I was in, and that person was Shane. I couldn't dare call him though, just because he was here for me the last time I was ill, doesn't mean he would willingly be around now, as if. But I knew, what no one else did, it was my only choice.

"Mhm.." I mumbled into my sheets as I drifted back into a daze.

"Mitch! I don't care if you're sleeping... again! I'm coming in," I heard Caitlyn say as she knocked quietly on my bedroom door. "Here, I brought your favourite, some red bulls. Take a sip hun?"

I brought my head out of my pillow and looked up at Caitlyn, tears pouring down my face, "thanks cait, but please, I need to be alone. I really appreciate this, but please."

"Okay sweetie, I get it. Well, I get the direct cause, I'm really not in the know of how to help. How about i take Nina for the day?"

I looked up hopingly at her.

"Or the week. Anything Mitch." At that moment Nina walked into the room, holding a cucumber and cheese sandwich, the first thing I had taught her to make herself. "Where am I going for a week Aunty C? Mom?"

I sat up in the bed and pulled my daughter in for a hug, "you're going to have a sleepover with aunty c for a few days Ninz, is that okay with you?"

She looked down at her plate, "is it so you can get better?"

"So I can think about some things, alone gorgeous. Okay?"

She stood up and handed Caitlyn the plate, "I made this for mom, make her eat it, please?" And she walked out of the room, only turning back and saying, "I miss you mommy, please get better. I love you."

Obviously Nina was more in the know than I knew.

Caitlyn stood up, still holding the sandwich, "alright, I'm going to pack Nina's bags and go, please, do something while we're gone. Eat something, please? Here.." She handed me the sandwich. "Please, take a bite? Eat it up, now, please, I need to know that your at least eating again."

Unhappily, I took a bite out of the cucumber and cheese sandwich. I had usually loved these, but the taste of the bed going soggy in my mouth alarmed me, and made me instantly ill. I swallowed, and gave Cait a smile, telling her I'd be alright.

"Okay, well bye Mitch, see you later?"

"But C, thankyou. For everything."

About 5 minutes later, after I heard the door slam downstairs I jumped out of bed, and rushed towards the bathroom. I sat on the floor, staring into the bowl of the toilet, thinking I wouldn't even need to gag myself, because of the sickly feeling I was still feeling from the sandwich, but I was wrong. I placed my index finger down my throat, and after a minute or two my stomach was empty. Not only empty of food, but when I looked, I saw a blood stain on the seat of the toilet. Had it gotten this bad again? I was vomiting blood again?

I moved back onto the wall and burst into tears. I was loosing my best friend, and my daughter, and the horrible feeling of disgust, pitty and sorrow in the pit of my stomach was preventing me from doing anything to stop it from happening.

I saw some sleeping tablets on top of the counter, and swallowed a few.

~xoxo~

I woke up looking more shocking than ever. Caitlyn's words were ringing around, and around, and around in my head, "please, do something while we're gone." The only thing I could think to do was call Shane, he would know what to do, and how to help me. But I hadn't spoken to him in years except from the concert, and I didn't think he would be too pleased to talk to me. But I did the unthinkable, and dialled his number.

"Hello? Shane speaking? ... Hello? Anyone there?" He had picked up.

"Uh.. Shane.."

"Mitch? Is that you?"

Okay, so obviously this chapter is rather short, which means theres more to come! And yes, secondly, this story has taken a turn right? Were you expecting this? Okay, well not EVERYTHING has been revealed yet, way more deep, dark, illuring secrets to come ;)

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