Laughingoutloud: I don´t know how I came up with the idea for this fan fiction. It just popped up in my head. Thanks for all the nice reviews though.

Chapter six

Jackie´s point of view.

Me and Crash sat in crash´s and Rio´s room in opposite chairs. It was drop dead quiet cause neither of us knew what to say.

"Poor Lexy" exclaimed I, because I didn´t know what else to say.

"I wish there was something we could do to make her feel better." Crash looked more thoughtful then I´d ever seen him look before. And I had known him for years.

"Maybe we just could go and let her know that we´re here for her." I said and stood up. "Nothing will happen if we just sit here." Said and done, me and Crash went to look after Lexy, we looked in her room first. No Lexy there. Then we went downstairs to the lounge, where the little girls and Wolfie sat.

"Have you seen Lexy?" I asked them.

"She was here only a few minutes ago." Wolfie said. I think she went up to her room.

"Well…." Crash began. "We´ve looked in her room, and she wasn´t there."

"Then…were is she?" Wolfie asked.

"I don´t know" I said. And we all started looking for Lexy.

"Mike have you seen Lexy?" Me and Crash came into the office.

"Not since we came home from the doctor. Why?"

"We can´t find her anywhere."

Lexy´s point of view.

I sat outside the grocery store, and watched the people who came out from there. While I sat there, a girl and her parents came out.

"Here you go Sandra." The dad said and gave the girl an ice cream.

"Mum, dad?" the girl said. "Is nan coming home soon?"

"Yes she will be at our house when we come home."

"Let´s go then." Sandra grabbed her parents´ hands and started walk towards the parking.

"Lexy?" I heard someone call my name and I turned around. It was Gary.

"What are you doing here?"

"Nothing."

"Are you alright?"

"I´m fine."

"You don´t sound like you´re fine."

"I said I´m fine."

"well…if you don´t want to tell me." Gary slowly began to turn around.

"Wait."

Gary sat down beside me,

"Let me hear then, kiddo. What is it?"

"After you had gone home earlier today. Mike took me to the doctor, they did some tests, and found out that my leukemia is… is….b…b." I couldn´t say it out loud.

"Back?" Gary finished. Then I started crying.

"What am I going to do?" I sobbed, "I don´t wanna go through all this again."

"You, you are gonna take chemotherapy will you?"

"I don´t know."

"Why wouldn´t you?"

"Cause I don´t want to go through it all again."

"Have you thought about how you would feel if you don´t do chemotherapy."

I shook my head.

"The doctor said that, if I do chemotherapy, it´s about 80 % chance that I´ll survive, but."

"But that´s really good."

"I know, I just want to go through it all again, the sickness and the vomiting. The fatigue, the hair falling of…not that I have so much hair that can come of though."

"Have you imagined how ill you would get if you didn´t do chemotherapy?"

"No."

"Do you…do you wanna live?"

I looked Gary in the eyes and nodded, of course I wanted to live.

"Then I think you should go home, and get a time for chemotherapy. Tell the others about what is going to happen. And arrange with the doctor that you could do chemotherapy as soon as possivble."

"I´ve already got a time for chemotherapy. This Thursday at eleven o´clock a.m."

"Then, I´ll drive you to the hospital. And stay there with you and drive you home."

"Thanks." I gave Gary a hug, and started walking towards Elm Tree House.