Yesterday my mother and I played the 20 questions game, and somehow I beleived that it help our relationship some. I do beleive that my mother and I are now better people because of our honesty towards one another. Since my mother found out that I am no longer human, she has finally started to smile again. Yea me!

Today Alec and I are heading back to our home in Alberta, Canada. This is going to be a long drive back since we don't have to be there in a day and a half. But yea, it feels really good know that my mother knows what I have become, and to whom I will hopefully being marrying.

On the way back to our lovely little home in No-where Alberta, Canada we saw all kinds of living animals. We saw all the pretty leaves and how they were starting to bloom and break out of there shells, while we also saw the lakes, and creeks, and ponds start to come back to life. It is just so amazing on how life in this world can die and then bring itself back to life once more, and to do it each and every year is just simply astonding.

I don't understand the hibernation part of this life that God has put in me, but maybe one day when I reach that level of life and then I leave this world maybe then I will be able to ask God himself why are things the way that they are.

"Baby are we almost there I am starting to get hungry?" I ask Alec.

"We are just passing in Grand Forks, North Dakota baby, we are almost there."

"OK 'cause I'm starving."
"No problem, there is a place right up the road that we stopped at when we was going to your mom's. Remember?"
"Yea I do remember. Ok"

So once we stopped and ate we got back on the road and maybe within one to two hours we were at the house. I was so exhausted from that long ride I just want to curl up next to Alec and go to sleep. Speaking of sleep I think I will go do just that.