Disclaimer- I am going to stop with the disclaimers. You know I don't own Twilight or New Moon. I will let you know when my evil plan to own Twilight goes into action though. 

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I needed to think. And the best way to think is braiding something. I pushed things aside in my duffle bag and found what I was looking for, my hemp thread. I cut off four even pieces, knotted it up at the end, and tied it to the doorknob. I started on square knots. Left, under, right-pull.

Why can't I open up to anyone-pull. If I want help-pull. I need to tell people why-pull. I am afraid to be alone-pull. They are going to think I'm crazy-pull. I mean, I already think of some of them as family-pull. And family members are supposed to tell the truth-pull. Right? -pull. Well, whatever I'm supposed to do-pull. I'm not. They will pity me-pull. And I can't let that happen-pull. I hate pitying. It is almost as bad as not telling the truth-pull. Uh-oh. This isn't good.-pull.

I put down the knotting as sat on the couch.

'I lie to my new family. If I tell them, they would pity me. I can't let that happen. I just can't.' I sighed. 'go tell them now, it's not too late.' I sighed. Why did I have to have internal conflicts. "No." I said aloud. 'yes.' The voice simply said. I crossed my arms. "Fine."

I got up and walked into the living room, and called out in a normal voice. "Could I see all of you in the living room?" A second later, they were all in the living room. To my surprise, Alice came up and hugged me. Explaining that she already saw, and she was going to support me.

"I've been lying to you all."