A/N: Wow, thank you to everyone who reviewed:) I didn't think this many people would like my story! I have some bad news for you guys though...
IT'S OVER:( This is the last chapter. Oh, and to anyone who might've thought Hayner lived...he sadly didn't. That's why the previous chapter ended with You can't blame me. I never did like the dark. ANYWAY!!!
ItalicsNamine writing in her diary, normalNamine's POV, boldRoxas's POV and bold and italicHayner's POV.
Even though there's no more Hayner POV! ): so instead, bold and italic will be Selina, an OC.
Chapter 7:
Dear Diary,
I know I haven't written in you for a while, but there was a lot on my mind. Yesterday was Hayner's funeral...But I'd rather not talk about it.
I'm going out with Roxas now. He broke up with Olette for me, and I guess I should be happy...but I'm just...not
I don't know how I can face everyone at school now...I mean, my best friend is...dead...everyone will be staring at me and making me feel worse by 'offering their condolences'. FYI, it doesn't help! At all!
Rikku, my older sister, moved to Cali on Monday without telling us, and since Kai and I are too young to take care of ourselves, we got to choose where we wanted to live. Kai's been living with Sora for these past few days and me? Well, I took Hayner's place in the Sasaki household. You know, it's not like they already had enough kids, Larxene practically begged me to stay with them. So here I am, in Hayner's old bed, supposedly asleep, or so everyone thinks.
I miss him. I can't help it. He was my best friend.
Do you think he misses me?
Love Always, Namine
I tucked my diary under my mattress and just lay there, staring into space.
Damn Axel. He's such a...URGH! Words cannot DESCRIBE the hate I feel for Kiolu Axel. He made me...he made me murder my best friend.
I will get him back.
I heard the doorbell ring but made no move to get it. Alice ran to the front door and let the person there in. I covered my face with a pillow. If it was for me, I didn't want to see anyone.
"Namine?" I threw the pillow at whoever it was and buried my tear-stained face into the comfty sheets. I felt a strong hand on my shoulder. "Nami...ne?" I almost smiled. Almost. Roxas still couldn't call me Nami, no matter how many times I've asked him to call me that.
"Go away, Roxas." I could almost see the pained expression on his handsome face.
"Namine, please..."
"Just leave Roxas!" I lifted my head and screamed. "I don't want to see anyone! Go away!" his blue eyes widened.
"Okay, honey, I'm going," he kissed my damp cheek and proceeded to leave the room. I buried my face in the sheets again and cried.
What was with Namine lately? I mean, I know Hayner died and everything, but I'm her boyfriend! She should at least have time for me
I kicked a rock as I wandered in no particular direction. Where else could I find myself but Twilight Haven; the ice cream store that Hayner used to take Namine to all the time. As I gazed into the large window, I envisioned the two of them, sitting in their favourite spot by the window, eating ice cream. Hayner would always order a chocolate, double-scoop cone, opposed to Namine's favourite; a one scoop, vanilla cone. They were always so different from one another, Hayner being the loud, obnoxious, funny guy, Namine being the quiet, shy, talented girl. But you know what they say; opposites attract.
I tore myself away from the happy image. After all, there was no way it was happening; Namine was crying at home and Hayner was...well...you know.
I saw a flash of orange ahead of me, and I hurried to catch up with it.
"Olette," I said, turning her around. It wasn't Olette. "Oh," I said uncomfortably. "Sorry, I thought you were a friend of mine..." the girl smiled.
"My name is Selina. And actually, I got this shirt from my friend Olette, so it's not your fault for mistaking me for her,"
"Oh...well, do you know where Olette is?" Selina looked at me sympathectically.
"You don't know? She moved. Back to Traverse Town, yesterday," I felt my heart drop. Just plain fucking perfect! "Sorry." and with that she continued on her merry way. I sat down on the bench a few feet away and held my head in my hands. 'I'm losing them' I thought.
I lost Hayner, beccause death took it's toll; I lost Olette, because she moved away. And I'm losing Namine, because she dies a little inside every day.
I'm so fucking sick of this.
I lost him. Good. Now he won't suspect anything.
They deserved it. They did. And Axel wouldn't have known hypmotism if it weren't for me.
Olette didn't move away. Well, in a way she did. She moved in with Hayner.
And now for my next target; Namine.
A/N: That is the end! The end is that! RnR! Oh, and I'm planning on making a sequel, but it would help me a lot if you guys gave me some title suggestions? Oh, and I need 4 nice names; two boys, two girls. Send 'em in! Thanks:)
