A/N: Thank you to anyone reading this.. so I guess when I posted the last chapter it didn't really show up for some of you I was even having a problem seeing it. Hopefully this one post right!


After a few minutes passed I went back into the club and towards the bathroom I stood at the sink as few tears escaped my eyes I heard the door opened so I quickly wiped them away.

"Shay" Sasha said "You ok?" she asked

"Yeah" I said smiling at her through the mirror she turned me around grabbing my hands

"Talk to me" she said

"What am I supposed to do?" I asked her

"About what?" she asked

"I'm in love with two different people" I told her

Sasha stared at me before letting out a light laugh "So I know one is Joe who is the other?" she asked

"Just this guy" I told her as I picked at my nail

"Ok well follow your heart Shay" Sasha said "It's not going to stir you wrong but I will tell you that Joe is in a very fragile state and maybe right now is not the best time to try and cash in on them feelings" she added "I know Joe loves you but he is too afraid to admit it or do anything about it because he doesn't want to lose his best friend if it didn't work out"' she said

"Now I don't know who this other guy is so let me ask a few questions" she said "Does he make you happy?" she asked

"Extremely" I said with a huge smile

"Do you miss him when he isn't around?" she said

"Like crazy" I told her

"Do you want a future with him?" she asked

"Yes" I said honestly

"Ok well I say give it a try see where it goes" she told me "The Leati thing will work itself out but you can't keep going back and forth because then you all end up hurt" she said hugging me

"Thanks Sasha" I said hugging her back

"I'm not saying choose tonight" she said "At least take some time to sort out your feelings then decide but remember Shay you come first so you do whatever makes you happy" she added as we laced arms and headed out the door.

We walked out the bathroom to be met by Jon and Finn holding a very drunk Leati up "Shay" he said with a huge smile "You said you be right back" he slurred out "I missed you" he said trying to lean in like he was going to kiss me but Finn and Jon pulled him back and gave me a sorry look.

"Alright big dog lets go" Finn said as we walked out towards the car

Once we got back to the hotel they threw him on the bed before giving me a sad smile and hug "Sorry you first night on the main roster you have to take care of this big guy" Jon said into my hair

"It's ok" I said to them "Go get some sleep see you in the morning" I said as I walked them out

I walked back over to the bed and looked down at him before sighing to myself I took off his shoes then his pants before shoving him under the covers I walked to his bag grabbed a few Tylenol and a bottle of water sitting on the nightstand next to him I bent down to his ear.

"Le make sure you take those when you wake up" I said he turned and looked at me and smiled he cupped my face and rubbed my cheek "I'll see you in the morning" I said standing up

Leati grabbed my hand and looked at me for a minute "Thank you for being there for me" he said

"Of course" I said turning and walking towards the couch

"I love you so much Shay" he said I stopped in my tracks as a lump formed in my throat "You're the greatest thing that's ever happen to me besides Jo" he said I turned and looked at him

"Le your drunk" I said

"I know" he said with a chuckle and turned on to his side "But I mean it" he said before finally falling asleep.

I laid on the couch and stared at the ceiling and finally let a few tears fall I let Sasha's words play in my mind and she is right my happiness comes first and in this moment I know exactly what I want and I am going to go for it and if someone gets mad or hurt along the way then so be it. I have worked too hard not only in my career but in my love life for anyone including my father to tell me what to do. I am grown ass adult and time I start acting like one.

The next morning I woke up and seen Leati was already gone I slipped my shoes on and headed to my room. I took a quick shower before slipping on a pair of grey yoga pants, my uso's shirt, and a pair of black converse I threw my wet hair into a bun packed my stuff and headed out the door.

I got on the elevator and felt the butterflies in my stomach as the doors opened to the lobby I walked out and seen Jon, Trinity, Josh and Leati standing by the exit drinking a cup of coffee I pulled my bag behind me before quickly releasing it and dropping my gym bag on the floor and took off running and as if on cue he turned around locked eyes with me as I flew into his arms and let my lips crash on his it took him only a second to respond as he tighten his hold around me and shoved his tongue into my mouth exploring every inch that he could I knew all eyes were on us and I could care less. I could feel my phone vibrating in my pocket I knew it was twitter and most likely my father calling me.

We pulled away needing air as I rested my forehead on his he smiled brightly before saying "You sure about this?"

"Positive" I said pecking his lips as he put me on my feet "I mean unless you're not sure then I feel real stupid right now" I said

He pulled me closer to him and kissed me "Oh I'm sure" he said smiling "I love you Shay" he said above my lips

"I love you too Colby" I said he picked me up and spun me around I caught Leati staring and by the look on his face he wasn't happy in fact he looked hurt.

A/N: Tell me what you think! Next chapter were going back to the wrestling!