"Shinra~" Izaya whined, "my face hurts!"
"It hurts me to look at it as much as it hurts you to feel, Izaya." Shinra commented, snickering a bit as Izaya pouted more.
"So mean~"
"You know I was just kidding." Shinra put the last of the gauze in place and Izaya shook his head.
"You shouldn't pick on depressed people, Shinra~ You never know what they might do," ending his statement with a malicious twinge to it, Shinra stared at him a moment in silence.
"…So you did this to yourself?"
"Hmm?" Izaya smiled like a Cheshire cat, "whatever gave you that impression, Shinra? I would never harm myself! Who would love all my beloved humans the way I do~?"
"I should have guessed that a client would attack you or something." Shinra pushed away from the bed and swiveled around, turning to begin writing down some notes onto a clipboard nearby. "You're good to go, Izaya. Just don't go doing any strenuous activity for a few days. You need to ease yourself into exercise. Plus that neck wound-"
"That you so wonderfully gave me by cutting my neck open to put me on life support-"
"That I made to save your sorry ass-"
"Just sayin'-"
Shinra glared at him a bit, "I did what I had to. Be grateful. Next time, I might just let your body do what it pleases and kill you."
"Now that isn't very nice, Shinra~" Izaya cooed, "is Celty being difficult again?"
The doctor sighed, looking away towards the door, "…"
"Oh, my poor dear friend. Not to worry, like all monsters, they can't stand to be away from humans for long. They need them. Celty is no different."
"Doesn't that make you a monster?"
"Hmm?" Izaya looked over at him as he pulled on his coat. "Whatever do you mean?"
"You just said that monsters can't stand to be away from their humans… So that would make you a monster then, wouldn't it?" Shinra chuckled, "then that would make Shizuo the human you can't seem to stay away from-"
"No, no. You've got it all wrong." Izaya smiled as he bounced towards the door, "I'm above my beloved humans, but I would not consider myself a monster… more of a guide of sorts. The Virgil in this divine comedy. I will lead Dante and my beloved humans to their happiness."
"As long as it benefits you."
"You make me sound so evil, Shinra."
Izaya smiled as Shinra shook his head, "get out of here. Don't you have a job to do?"
"Why, yes I do. Thanks so very much for having Celty look after my online accounts for me. I knew there was a reason I trusted you with such information."
"Good bye Izaya."
"Ja ne!" The informant walked out, heading to the heart of Ikebukuro.
~.~
Shizuo couldn't stop the thoughts. They revolved through his mind like a spinning top, threatening to topple down upon his sanity. These feelings coursing through him, these images and ideas dancing around his mind; they taunted him. He couldn't shut his eyes from it, he couldn't tune the thoughts out.
It was like Saika had taken over his mind, had cut and seeped into his mind. It was annoying annoying annoying! He couldn't stop it! Why were these thoughts haunting him?
Blood red eyes pierced through his consciousness, glinting up at him from underneath him. Pale limbs reached out, teasing him to the man's level. The smirk so legendary to the informant, replaced with a heavy panting, open mouth. The informant looked up at him longingly.
Shizu-chan, the specter of his haunting nightmares called, Shizu-chan…
Shizuo shifted uncomfortably underneath his sheets, trying to get a grip on himself before he lost all his rationale. Honestly, what the hell was wrong with him? The darkness of the evening was thankfully settled in, allowing the ex-bartender to deny how aroused and lost to his own thoughts he was.
His thoughts accumulated, coalescing to form more vivid images. They coerced the blond into moaning, burying his face deeply into his pillows. This wasn't happening to him. He was above this…
Shizu-chan! The antagonist of his thoughts called, reaching out for him. It was too much. His fist gripped below, trying to quicken and end the torment. Perhaps if this had been the first time…
Perhaps if this had been the second time…
But it wasn't. Shizuo felt himself getting to a climax, his body tensing up for what was to come. He wrapped his arms around his pillow and moaned louder, his hand providing little aid.
"I…Iz…aya…" He tightened his hold, but it didn't help. He needed something more… He…
UGH! He didn't know what he needed, but he needed it now!
"Shizu-chan!" A knocking at his door startled the blond to the floor. He looked up, eyes dark with need. The knocking and taunting voice continued to call for him.
It was too much…
The man stood up, lunging for the door, sprinting down the hallway, to the front door, gripping the glinting hold handle. He opened the door, meeting the amused, taunting gaze of the informant. The brunet spoke, but Shizuo heard nothing. He watched that mouth move, that resounding voice from his thoughts… Those carmine eyes narrowed, the dark shadow of Shizuo's emotions showing on the brunet's face in the form of that bruise. Shizuo looked down at him, at the informant… at Izaya…
His mind flashed the images from his room again; those thoughts a whirlpool, sucking him in. His hands tightened subconsciously, it was too much.
"Shizu-chan, are you listening? I said that Shinra did a rape test and it turned up positive for me, what a naughty Shizu-"
Shizuo cut himself loose, giving in. The air that he had held, released. The longing he held within him for months, decimated.
~.~
My Fascination, searching for the right sound
Was it a big fat? Oops!
Obsession, Insomnia hunted by my own songs
Looking at time
I really have to go now.
I had been up all night.
Endlessly
Tell me in the morning
Tell me in the evening
Never have the tim
- Clazziquai Project Beat In Love (Yasutaka Nakata Remix)
