It's been one day. I have been in my room since then. My brother is the only one that's aloud in my room. No one else is going to talk to me. Only Em. I hate life as we know it. I hate the fact that I hate facts. I hate that I'm alive. I hate that I love Edward. Only Emmett knows. I'm pathetic. That's my new word. Either that petty. I like pathetic better. I'm so bored of this today I'm going out of this room and not coming back in unless sleep and clothes. I walked out of my room and said

"Today is the day I'm coming out and forgetting the past." That's when I noticed everyone there. Even Edward.

"Why hello good people."

"Oh jolly the maiden Bella has come out of her cave." Jasper said

"here here mate. You are the only one who understands me."

"Here here."

"I'm sorry to ruin your fun but Bella needs to get ready to leave her hut." Alice said

"Lass I'm afraid your thinking of Hawaii. Not from where Jasper and I are from."

"Yes Bella dear your right. I think Alice dear got hit with a coconut. On the head!" Jasper said

"Yes yes." I was laughing with Jasper at his joke about Alice. She was glaring at me and Jasper.

"Maybe your right but Bella your dead. So are you Jasper. Go get dressed Bella." I went upstairs. I was mad at Alice for ruining our fun. I laughed. I haven't laughed in forever. I'm so happy to see them. I missed them. Living in my "hut" it's not fun. Not even Emmett could make me laugh, I'm incomplete without my friends. I bet Edward couldn't even make me laugh. I bet he couldn't. You know why? He's a party pooper. Every party has a…

"Bella are you dressed?" Edward asked

"No leave me alone." I swear I'm bipolar. He walked in anyway. He could always tell when I was lying. It's not fair.

"What do you want?" I asked annoyed already.

"To talk."

"He He. There we talked now go."

"Emmett talked to me."

"Good now go talk to him more. Maybe he'll ignore you this time."

"Well aren't you in a bad mood. To talk to your "lover"."

"EMMETT!" He came running in.

"I thought I could trust you and yet I can't I swear." I walked down stairs and told Rose something she didn't know

"Emmett wants to only have one kid not three like you do. And you know how he said that he was a virgin before y'all did what y'all do now every weekend. He wasn't he lost it to Jessica. They were in 8th grade. Bored at a party. I was the only one to know." I turned around and walk up the stairs to my room shut the door locked it and now I'm never coming out. I plugged my Ipod in to my speakers and played it all the way up so no one could her me scream at the top of my lungs. I was listening to Anthem Of Our Dying Day by: Story of the year. I listened to it al night. I only turned it up more when I heard them banging at my door. My dad went to Billy Black's house. To sleep and watch the game. I didn't sleep at all, neither did they. I'm staying in here forever.

"I'M NEVER COMING OUT! AND YOU CAN'T MAKE ME! I HATE THIS LIFE I WANNA DIE! SO STOP WASTING YOUR TIME ON THE DOOR! I'M NOT OPENING IT!" I yelled over the music so they could hear me. I changed the song to Drowning by: Saving Abel. It's true I hate my brother. I rather live with Phil and mom. I'd rather die from him hitting me than starving myself. I decided it's time to come out of my room to get food. I opened the door.

"I'm hungry." I said as I walked past them the only one who followed me was Edward. I turned around and said

"What…" I couldn't finish my sentence because Edward's lips were on mine. It was a sweet kiss. But it wasn't the right time. Our first kiss should be on our first date. But no it's right when I'm trying to get food. I pulled back

"I'm hungry." I turned around and went to get some food. Once I did I ate it then went back to my room. Only letting Edward in.

"Ok so…"

"Yeah we need to talk."

"Now you say this."

"Yes. It's only because I said I didn't want to right now."

"No I said "We need to talk" and you said "I don't want too.""

"Well now we are."

"Ok."

"I'm sorry I was listening through the door the first day we actually started talking. I'm sorry I dropped you on the ground. I'm sorry that I yelled at you for yelling at me every time we talk. And most of all I'm not sorry for loving you."

"Wow. Where to start. I'm sorry I snapped at you for listening to the door while I was taking a shower. I'm sorry for yelling and screaming at you every time we talk. I'm sorry I screamed I hate you when you tried to carry me. I'm not sorry any more for loving you."

"Well thanks for loving me."

"Yeah you too."

"You are the craziest, most beautiful, girl I've ever known."

"You have meet your sister right?" I asked him

"Yeah I have but she's not beautiful to me."

"Well that's nice to know."

"Yeah I guess all that matters is that you love me and I love you."

"Yep."

"Your strange Isabella Swan I swear you are. But that might be one reason I love you."

"You're weird too you know why?"

"No why?"

"You're in love with a normal, average, teenager."

"Is that a bad thing?"

"In my case yes. In your's probley not."

"You don't see your self clearly."

"Well as long as you love me for me I'm good."

"Yes I do love you for you."

"Good. And I love you for you too."

"Good. You look tired you should sleep."

"You look tired too."

"Well I have to get home first. Silly."

"NO! stay my dad's at Billy's and I don't want you to go."

"Ok." He kissed me good night. I was already in my pajama's. Tonight I slept in Edward's arms. And I loved each and every part of it