Note: This is the last chapter in this fanfic, because honestly, I get too emotional by the time I finish a chapter. Also, I have no idea how to continue this. So, with this, Life of L ends.
I wish I could've told you more. But after the inclusion of A in the Wammy's house, the scene naturally started speeding up to an extent where I can't control the time anyore. I saw so many depressing scenes. A killing himself. The LA murder cases. And billions of deaths. Most importantly, Watari's and mine.
After I re watched my death, I got out of the cinematic record, and watched as I stood amidst darkness. There was nothing else to go on to. I have no idea where I was.
Suddenly, a blindening light appears. I close my eyes to prevent the bright light from hurting my eyes, but I could clearly distinguish the blood vessels in my eyes.
After the light dimmed down, I opened them again. And look who I found.
"L, isn't it?", the shinigami croaked.
"Yes, I'm L", I replied.
"I'm Ryuk. The one who dropped the Death note on to this planet"
I nod. "What do you want?"
"Oh, nothing. You saw your cinematic flashback, right?"
"Yeah?"
"So, how was it?"
"How was what?", I snapped back.
"Your life...", he pointed at me. Sorry, it pointed at me.
I started to think. Is this to determine where I would go?
"Do you think you lived your life to the fullest, Lawliet?"
I looked down, and then shook my head.
"Heh Heh Heh",he cackled, "Obviously. To catch Kira, was your primary motive, wasn't it?"
I didn't reply. I didn't have one.
"Now that you know who he is, but can't do anything about it...", he cackled yet again. "Sounds torturous, doesn't it?"
I looked up. "What is the point of this conversation?"
"You have wasted 25 years of your life, L. You gave it to a dying shnigami. You know how much it pains me to realize that?"
"Tsk."
"I'll tell you something though. Welcome, to MU."
I froze. I realized where I was. Nowhere. Because, I touched the Death Note.
"Oh well, Light has some plan for me, and I need to go, right now."
"Ryuk", I yelled.
He stopped and he turned back. "What is it?"
"The thirteen day rule. It's fake, isn't it?"
Ryuk cackled again and disappeared with that blinding light again.
Disappointed, I sat down. I can't do anything. My consiousness is alive. I am not.
Light Yagami is Kira. I can't tell it to anyone.
This is torture.
This is nowhere.
That was when something struck me.
This is my consciousness, after all.
So, if I alter my state of consciousness, I can maybe escape this nowhere place.
With that in mind, I laid down, and tried to sleep.
It was very hard to. Especially, when I haven't done anything at all. I closed my eyes, and counted back from 10,000.
And finally I slept.
Forever.
