Hello once again my nice little readers.
Unfortantly, this isn't an update and although I hate doing this with a passion (no not discontinuing the story) I needed to get the word out.
Since i started this almost 2 years ago, or would it be one year...I don't know point being is, life has decided to bite me in the ass and take a huge chunk out, no not litterally but you get the point. Since i started this, I got kicked out of my fathers house, I have been homeless (during winter months not all that fun), I had gotten my own place but struggled trying to make my life work, I eventually lost my mind or well rather I was always crazy, just didn't know. Crazy people don't know they're crazy. I tried to end my life three times, my roommate and friends had my back however (thank god for them) and got me the mental help I needed. I discovered that I was Bipolar, I have been diagnosed with Post tramatic stress disorder, and I have Psychotic tendencies (which actually explains quite a lot...go figure), I got back in contact with my mom who my dad has misled me about for the last 9 years who knew, and found out a lot about myself. A lot has happened since I started this, like i said before. This isn't me giving up, this is me coming off a brief ummmm a break sort of speak.
Give me about a week and I promise to have a new chapter up soon as i go find my older laptop...it kinda got smashed cuz see what had happened was, well yeah i fell. Not the cutietsy fall the full on tripped off your own two feet, go down hard sprain an ankle, end up horrible bust your nose type fall. and well, my laptop became a casualty but hopefull my inner nerd can find a way to reput it back together and powered long enough for me to email the unfinished chapter to myself and work from there.
thanks to all those who reviewed and added me to their favorites and all that good stuff. Seriously i finally logged on after much time and picking at my brain to remember my password (Never stopped to think lets just check my email for the log in information) and i saw all of the private messages and well thanks guys you made this little chic smile but really i'm not all that tall.
anyway massively side tracked (think i have ADD) but a new chapter shall be up by this time next week so just give me seven more days and this story will continue i promise
toodles for now my lovely readers
Aida
