AN; Sorry I havent updated, again. I have been so busy writing this story that I forgot to post it :) hope you enjoy, and thankyou for the reviews and subscriptions x

The next day, Alex awoke to lying face down on her bedroom floor, again.

Ugh. This time she could not act so oblivious to it. Something was wrong, but she didn't know what. How would she find out what was actually wrong? And how did she know what to look for? She couldn't just Google it. Alex distracted herself of the frightening thoughts of having something wrong with her by scrambling to her feet and walking wearily to the kitchen for breakfast. It was Monday, and Alex had to go to school.

As always on a Monday morning, Harper was perched on the granite worktop, eyes dumbstruck over Justin. Ew. Even the thought sickened her. Who would ever want to go out with Justin? The person who came top in his class and was best friends with the clogging freak, Zeke, just summed Justin up in a matter of words.

She sat down at the breakfast table, her eyes fixated on the piled feat in the middle of the table. Alex knew she could eat it all. Eat it all without feeling guilty and ending up purging it. She would be distracted, just like yesterday. She would have to think of a new motive for tomorrow, because school certainly wouldn't satisfy her overcrowded mind for long.

Oh well, she'd think later. Her pale hand reached for the steaming hot toast, then the cereal, and then the syrup coated waffles. She loaded them onto what seemed a miniature sized plate and began to eat. She soon finished, and slurped on a glass of fresh orange juice.

'Alex, you got to stop eating like that!' her mom joked. Didn't seem like much of a joke. 'You'll get fat!' her mom continued. This was definitely not a joke, and her mom was obviously trying to tell her she was fat, but in a nice way. Didn't seem very nice. She felt like her mom had taken a dagger to her heart. Remorse filled her body, and she suddenly felt guilty for all the food she had ever eaten. Harper didn't even notice her mom's uncaring comment; she was still starry eyed for Justin.

'Oh.' Alex said, a little distraught. 'I'm going to get changed.' She said quickly, her voice trembling, sounding like she was on the verge of tears. 'You know, cause I have school?' she added before turning away and pacing towards the bathroom for the 5th time this week. Once her footsteps were out of earshot, she ran a little quicker, shutting the door slowly behind her.