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I OWN NOTHING.
I came home to an empty house. Damn, things had gotten worse since I left. I swear my father could be a pack rat at times. Looks like he bought a life time worth if beer. I started to get ready for bed, I had almost forgotten the outrageous household I'm forced to live in.
"Where are you, you whore!" I heard him say as he struggled his way down the halls
I quickly grabbed my phone just in case. He kicked opened the door and grab me by the hair. "Dad!" I yelled
"Shut up, you whore!" he slurred
With my hair still in his grasp, he dragged me to the living room and tripped. I got up and dialed Jax's number.
"Hello?"
"Jax, I.." he grabbed me, I shouted "HELP!"
I took up the nearest beer bottle and threw it at his head.
I screamed, tried to breathe, all I could do was sit back against the wall and try to calm myself down. I heard a couple of motorcycles pull up and ran outside.
Jax, Opie, and Juice. I ran to Jax's arms.
"Where is he?"
"Jax don't, its not worth it"
"Tara! You can't live like this"
"Jax! Don't hurt him! Please"
"Fine! But your not staying here, get on, tomorrow when he leaves the house we'll get a few things."
The boys left for the clubhouse and we went to Jax's house. This was my first time going to his house. Inside was filled with all his pictures growing up.
"Is that your dad?"
"Was, come on, my room is this way"
I walked into his room and it was just how I had imagined. Posters of various motorcycles and SAMCRO logos everywhere.
"Here" he handed me sweat pants and a navy t-shirt with a reaper in the middle of it then left the room.
I changed and got into bed. He knocked on the door.
"Tara, it's me, are you dressed?"
"Yea"
He walked in and took of his shirt. Damn he looked good. He got into bed and turned of the lights.
I woke up first and decided to take a shower before anyone was up, putting on my original clothes. I walked out of the bathroom and there he was.
"So that's where you went"
"Yea well I wanted to avoided the awkward stares, kind of like the ones your giving me right now"
He kissed me, grabbed my hand and took me to the kitchen where we ran into his mother.
"Hey mom" he said grabbing a box of cereal as his mother was at the dining table.
"For crying out loud Jackson, can you at least use a God damn bowl? You know I made breakfast right?" he looked up and grinned
"Who's the girl?" she asked twisted her mouth up at me.
I tried not to meet eye contact with her for two reasons. The first being obvious physical bruises that were dead center in my face. The second was the fact that she intimidated the shit out of me.
"Oh" he paused from stuffing his face "Mom this is Tara. Tara this is my mom, Gemma"
"Uhm, Tara huh?"
"Mom" he said then she got up and left the room
"What was that about?" I asked
"Cherry's big mouth, that's what"
"Wait what?"
"Cherry's been going around telling everyone we're dating and stuff"
"Oh, so are we?" damn I wished I hadn't asked him that
He kissed me. What exactly did that mean. Was it a yes or a no. I don't even know but we picked up some stuff at my house and dropped off in Jax's room at the clubhouse.
Jax had been working in the garage all morning. I stayed in his room so no one would see me and start asking questions. He stopped by to take a break.
"Hey you know we never finished playing 21 questions" I said
He looked up at me and laughed "I wonder why?"
"Why is everyone in SAMCRO so much older than you"
"Why do you always ask me about the Sons? My dad was the president. When he died my step dad, Clay, took over. I guess that kind of makes me a shoe in for the title of VP, that and I kept bugging them since I was like 5 to join. My turn.."
"Nope, you already asked a question remember." I said then I started mimicking him by saying "Why do you always ask me about the Sons"
"Fine" he replied
"What are we?" I asked nervously
"Well I'm a boy and I'm really hoping your a girl or else with would be really awkward" he joked
I took a pillow and swung at him " No really Jackson, I'm serious"
"Well I didn't want us to rush into anything but I was hoping that one day you could be my old lady" he smiled
I liked that, it was a honest answer, we weren't official but he hoped that one day we would and I liked that a lot.
I scooted next to him and kissed him he picked me up and put me on top of him. He rolled over, taking the blanket with him using it to cover our bodies. He continued kissing me and slowly moved his kisses down my neck, unbuttoning my shirt, kissing down to my belly button and then back up.
I giggled as his hands started trailing up and down my side.
The door flew wide open, it was Gemma.
"Jax I need to talk to you now"
"Mom kind of busy here" he said
"Now" the only word she said before she left.
"Great" he paused "Don't move, I'll be right back" he kissed me then went to the door. Before leaving he turned back to kiss me again, as if he didn't want to leave.
"Jax, go"
He left and shut the door on the way out. I could hear Gemma yelling at him, I got closer to the door to try and make out exactly what they were saying.
"Jax, I thought this was a one time thing with her"
"Mom keep your voice down!"
"Jax this girl is pretty much moving in with you, how are you sure she's not just using you?"
"She's not!" he yelled
"Yea right, I can see it now, she got you wrapped around her little finger all because your sex crazed!"
"That's enough! Tara's not like that, she's nothing like the others, she's different"
"Hunny when girls see you all they see is this club, the future Sons of Anarchy President"
"She's not one of those sluts I slept with in the past, I want to be with her, I really care about her"
Someone else walked in another man
"What is all this noise about?" the unknown voice said
"He's letting this girl take away from our vision of the club" Gemma said
"What?" the man said
"Clay it ain't what you think, she's just overreacting I promise" Jax said
"It better not be, we got no time to be arguing about all this couples bullshit, you hear me?" Clay said
"Yea man, I hear you"
It got quiet and I quickly ran over to the bed as if nothing happened.
Jax walked in. "I'm guessing you heard that huh?"
"Look if me staying here is getting you in trouble, I'll leave now.."
"No, you can't be serious. Tara don't leave."
"But Jax.."
He cut me off
"But nothing, your safer here, with me. I don't care who doesn't want you here, cause I do and that's all that matters"
He laid next to me. "I need you here, with me"
I turned and laid on his chest.
