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It seems you're all as desperate to read Edwards POV as i am to post it! oh and i sorry for the little typos in the last chapter haha.

I promise Edwards POV is coming up next chapter *smiles excitedly* But this one is needed so Edwards can play out properly


Bella's POV.

I ran into the cafeteria ignoring Edward's pleas for me to come back and went straight into the bathrooms. I locked myself in a cubicle and let the tears run freely from my eyes now. In all the years I had been at the school I had never broken down once and within three weeks that happens. The funny thing was I had everything I ever wanted, a nice group of friends and a boy who liked me. I think the thing that hurt the most was that I was actually falling for Edward Cullen, more than I wanted to and I was terrified that I had set myself up for the same kind of rejection he gave every other girl.

"Bella" I heard a soft voice call from the other side of the door. I sat motionless on the toilet seat not speaking

"We know your in there so you might as well let us in" another voice said impatiently. Alice and Rose obviously, but after making a fool of myself with that show outside I didn't really want to talk to anyone.

"Fine! Do it the hard way" I heard Alice moan before I heard both cubicles either side of mine open. Seconds later I saw Alice over the top of the stall to the left of me and Rose to the right.

"What are you doing?" I said laughing through my tears

"Friendly intervention...we don't want you wallowing in here all day" Rose smiled looking over the stall, Alice I could see was wobbling abit, I'm sure she was on her tip toes.

"Oh come out Bella, seriously if anyone walks in now there gonna think were abit weird or in relations or something" Alice reasoned looking towards the main doors to the bathroom and me.

"Fine" I mumbled pulling about 3 feet of toilet paper along with me. I unlocked the door and into both Rosalie's and Alice's arms which only started me of crying again.

"What happened hunni?" Rose said moving my hair from my wet blotchy face.

"I snapped. I just couldn't believe what he said to Jess and I was angry. I don't even know why because I don't even like her but I just got mad, and then he started shouting at me and I asked him if he was going to do that same to me and he asked don't you have to be with someone to dump them" I stuttered out as I began sobbing again. Alice was on hand once again, soothing me and stroking my hair.

"What a dick" Rose almost growled "I was going to tell him he was out of line saying that to Jess too, as much as I don't like her. He had no right to humiliate her that way." She continued shaking her head.

"Bella my brother was born without tact, he doesn't realise what he says might hurt people. Years of people kissing his ass made him think he can get away with anything." she said looking worried.

"I can't deal with him now. I'm going home okay. I just don't wanna be in a class with him for even a second let alone an hour" a said looking in the mirror at the catastrophic mess I was

"Don't worry Bella, its sorted. You go home. Ill give you a call later about tomorrow" Alice smiled as she handed me my bag. I hugged them both and walked out of the bathrooms towards the parking lot. That still didn't stop me from hearing the whispers surrounding what happened lunchtime. People didn't even try to silence their words as I walked past them.

"I heard Edward dumped Jessica for Bella" I Heard Mike Newton whisper to a girl with long blonde hair as I walked past.

"He's just playing hard to get, I heard he went and found Jess afterwards and apologized. Apparently he promised to take her out tonight and then stuff" the girl smirked as she saw me walk past her.

Well guess I blew my chance at being happy with him, I had completely messed up everything and now he was gonna get back with that skank and get married and have kids and live happily ever after. I wonder if Alice will be maid of honour...maybe she'll boycott the wedding. I smiled to myself as I drove away. My ridiculous predictions were going way overboard, still it was funny to imagine Alice and Rose in black ninja style gear crashing the wedding and throwing Jess into the three tiered cake. One thing I was sure of though, my stupid predictions made me actually realise how much I cared for Edward and that funny feeling in the pit of my stomach that was making me want to go back to school just so I could see Jess and punch her was definitely jealousy.

I got home in record time, i kicked off my shoes and threw my bag down by the stairs. I curled up on the sofa pulling the throw off the back of it to warm me up. All I need is sleep I told myself. Get away from your thoughts and get some sleep.

My dreams were...hazy for lack of a better word. I dreamt that I was walking hand in hand with Edward through a meadow and it was...really really nice. We were comfortable with each other and I didn't have to try so hard and he didn't have to act like he was the most popular boy ever, we were just Bella and Edward. Then something about an airport and a boat, I never could remember the little things in my dreams. When I finally stirred from my slumber I saw that I was still asleep on the sofa, Charlie was sitting at the end of the sofa with my feet up on his lap, their was an empty pizza box on the table and two cans of beer next to it. Despite the fact that Charlie and I were never this close normally I felt so comfortable. I lay there for at least another ten minutes before awakening from my 'sleep'. He looked at me and smiled gently

"Hey Bells, how're you feeling?" he said resting his hand over my forehead

"Huh...what?" I asked totally confused

"Your friend Alice called me earlier, said you were really ill and had come home from school" he said smiling reassuringly "She said she would call to check up on you at 9" I looked at the clock on the wall. 8:45. 15 minutes to wait, I tried to watch the TV with Charlie but the basket ball game he was watching on TV only made me angry again. Charlie told me there was pizza for me in the microwave. I put it on for a few minutes and sat at the kitchen table with the phone next to me waiting for it to ring. Thankfully at 8:55 I didn't have to wait any longer.

"Hello" I said eagerly picking up the phone

"Hey Bella, you feeling better sweet" It was Alice, I breathed a sigh if relief and relaxed back into my chair.

"Yeah, thank you so much for telling Charlie about me, I owe you one" I told her.

"Don't worry about it, you can make it up to me by still coming shopping tomorrow" she said hopefully

"Of course I am, I wouldn't miss it for the world" I said trying to sound excited

"I know your lying Bella" she said laughing "But I appreciate you trying, me and Rose will be round for you at half 9 tomorrow that okay?" she continued.

"Yeah that's fine...Um Alice...is Edward there...or has he, like said anything about this afternoon" I asked carefully. She went silent for a minute.

"I dunno, he asked where you were and I told him you were feeling ill and went home and he didn't really talk to me on the way home. He came in and went back out again about an hour ago" she told me hastily.

"Oh...Oh ok that's fine" I mumbled

"Okay then Bella, you get some sleep and ill see you in the morning okay?" she asked. I was grateful to her for not pushing the subject.

"Yeah that's fine, ill see you then Alice" I smiled putting down the phone.

I slowly walked upstairs into the bathroom. I brushed my teeth and put on my vest top and shorts and crawled into bed, yet I just couldn't get to sleep. I don't know if it was the fact that I had slept 7 hours earlier but I just could not force myself to keep my eyes closed. I sat up, frustrated and switched on my light. I opened my bedside table drawer and pulled out my worn copy of Songs of Innocence and Experience by William Blake. I loved reading his poetry; something about his experience poems touched me, I enjoyed getting lost in the words. I must have read all the poems at least 6 times over before I could feel my eyes getting heavy and it wasn't long after that I fell into a deep dream filled sleep.



I just had to put the bit in at the end what Bella is reading...I adore William Bake!


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and i promise next chapter is Edward.

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