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Matt Gives Up

Jeff's P.O.V

"Who was that on the phone?" I question, also beginning to wonder who would call Shannon at 1 in the morning.

"I don't know some guy named Dean." Matt replies simply staring at the phone.

"Okay well let's go then!" I urge on, trying to get him moving.

"Go where Jeff? They could be anywhere right now." Matt replied sounding as if he has given up.

"I can't believe you Matt I can't believe you're just gonna give up on him just like that when he needs you more than you will ever know… he has gone through hell to get you Matt and you're just going to sit back and do nothing!" I yell at my brother not caring if the neighbors' could hear us.

"What do you mean he's gone through hell to get me? In my book he's done shit, nothing." Matt responded getting in my face.

"Yeah Matt getting raped is nothing! Getting the shit beat out of you is nothing! Hurting yourself because one person you care about doesn't give a shit about you is nothing!" I scream at him before even realizing what I had just said I stand there breathing heavily looking up to see that Matt's face holds an expression of complete confusion.

"What the hell are you talking about Jeff? Shannon has never hurt himself he's never been raped." Matt asks sound hurt and confused all at once.

"Kevin. Matt That night when I found Shannon beaten in his hotel room he made me promise not to tell you." I state taking a beep breath.

"What promise Jeff? What happened that night?"

I'm not going to be able to get Matt to do anything until he knows what happened that night, but I also made a promise to Shannon to never tell him. Overall, when I think about it, finding Shannon is more important than sitting here telling the truth of what happened.

Taking a deep breath I decide that telling Matt and having Shannon potentially hate me is better than just us sitting here in this bloodied hotel room doing nothing. I take another deep breath before beginning to explain what happened to Shannon that night.

"After I left our room, I saw Kevin standing out in the hall talking to Brian and Paul, so I went over to ask Kevin if Shannon was in their room. He said he hadn't seen him, but I could tall he was lying so I walked 

away, and when I turned back to look at him Kevin had that kind of look on his face, like he'd done something bad and was actually proud of it."

Matt nods letting me continue with the story.

"Anyway I headed to their room when I get there I opened the door which was unlocked, and I headed for the bathroom where I heard crying so I open the bathroom door and I see Shannon standing there with a razor blade cutting himself." I pause for a moment to look up at Matt for his reaction but he was just standing there with a look of shock and something else on his face that I would never be able to figure out.

"He cuts himself?" Matt asked more to himself than to me. All I can do is nod and continue.

"Anyway I took the razor blade and pretty much yelled at him then when he stepped into the light I could see all of the bruises and they covered most of him. I asked him what had happen and he told me he'd made Kevin mad and that Kevin had beat him." I sigh softly.

"That's when I really started asking questions and he told me Kevin had also raped him, which was when I really wanted to kill him. We went back into the bedroom where I helped him get dressed and called you to let you know what was going on but Shannon made me promise not to tell you he got raped or was cutting himself."

"Why did he keep shit that from me?" Matt asks with a hurt/angered voice.

"Maybe he didn't want you know because he thought you would think less of him Matt. If it weren't for you Shannon would still be with Kevin or worse. He left Kevin because he finally got the guts to tell you how he really felt. I have been waiting for years waiting for you two to get together." I state looking at the time it is 1:30. Which mean we have been talking for the past 20 minutes.

"And here we are just standing here talking while Shannon is out all alone probably beaten half to death wondering why his boyfriend doesn't give a fuck about him enough to try and find him." I suddenly yell at Matt "That's it I've wasted to much time talking to you I am going to go find Shannon so you can help me find him or you can go to hell!" I say as calmly as I can at that moment. And with that I leave the room not giving Matt time to respond, if he wants to come he can follow, if not then it looks like I'm on my own.

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