I love writing this story more and more every time I write. I'm so glad for the reviews I get they brighten my day and motivate me to carry on. I just wished more people would review and read it, but I guess not every loves the idea of it. Anyway her's chapter 6. I hope you like it.
So you keep saying.
I drove home and to my surprise I saw Lucas sitting on my door step. I slung my bag over my shoulder and shut my car door and headed up my drive way. He stood up when he saw me coming. I noticed he wasn't in the gym when I spoke to Nathan and I was glad, but why is he on my door step. I stopped when I reached him. He stepped closer to me and I circled him "What you doing here Luke?" I asked putting my key into the lock.
"Peyton and I broke up" Lucas told me. I turned and looked at him in shock. Peyton hadn't said anything to me earlier.
"And why's that?" I asked not really caring even if Peyton and I made up kinda.
"She thinks I still love you" Lucas replied. I then turned to him fully "She thinks I still want you"
"Have you told her that she's wrong?" I questioned "Have you told her that where over for good and that you love her and not me?"
He shook his head and I stepped back "Why not Luke? Why haven't you told her?"
"Because she didn't let me, she blames me" Lucas spat out
"What does she blame you for?" I was confused now
"She cheated on me with Jake" I stood there in disbelieve. What the hell is he talking about? "I saw them Brooke, I saw them" he finished
"No you're lying just like you always do. You lie and expect me to believe you. Peyton wouldn't cheat on you" I shook my head "She loves you"
"Well she did" I turned back to my door and opened it "She did"
"Go home Luke. Go home and talk to Peyton. I'm sure you can sort it out" I stepped into my house when I heard him again.
"You kissed Nathan" Lucas went off the topic and stuck to one I knew he would at some point.
I stepped back out of my house and turned back to him and shrugged "So what, I kissed him and he kissed me big deal"
"He doesn't deserve you Brooke" Lucas kept saying this, but I shrugged it off "He'll hurt you"
"Just like you did" I replied "Just like you ripped my heart from my body. Just like you killed me inside and out. Just like you did the moment you and Peyton locked lips"
"I'm sorry Brooke" Lucas said once again
"So you keep saying" I sighed
"Brooke-"I cut him off before he could say anymore
"I'm tired and Nathan is coming by later. You should go home Luke. Go and talk to Peyton, go sort this out" I stepped back into my house and this time I shut the door behind me.
I sat in my room thinking about everything that has happened over the past weeks. Nathan and I getting locked in the school together. Me developing feelings for him. Nathan kissing me. Nathan telling Lucas it was a mistake. Me kissing Nathan and him kissing me back. It was all happening to fast. I then looked at the wall above my mirror and smiled. There was picture of all of us when we were all once friends, long before Nathan and Peyton started dating and me and Lucas. Long before Nathan turned into an ass. I think we were in 5th grade or something. I then heard the door bell ring. I ran down and opened it.
"Hi" He said smiling at me.
"Hey" I responded smiling back.
We stood there for a couple of minutes. I don't know what it was, but if felt kinda awkward then Nathan spoke "About Kayla Brooke" I looked at him, not saying anything. I didn't know what to day "She meant nothing to me, but" then he stopped.
"-But what?" I asked
"But you mean something to me Brooke. Ever since I kissed you the first time and then I said it didn't mean anything, well I lied because it did. It meant I was in trouble because I was falling bad, I was falling for you" I looked at him and smiled. His falling for me "When I kissed you back earlier it was because I wanted to and I had to and I needed to, not because it was forced Brooke"
"Nathan" I mumbled. I grabbed his jumper and pulled him inside shutting the door behind us and then I pushed him up against the door and crashed my lips to his, when I pulled away he smiled "I think I'm falling for you too" I whispered, he then kissed me again and I led him to my room.
Haley was with Lucas at the river court. Lucas had told Haley what Peyton had done, but Haley never judged Peyton because of what Peyton and Luke did to Brooke. Haley sat on the bench and watched as Lucas took three throws one after the other. Not one of them said anything and they have been there for an hour. There was just silence and then Haley decided to break the silence "Luke have you talked to her?"
Lucas stopped and looked at Haley; he shook his head and then carried on throwing the ball through the net "I went and saw Brooke though"
Haley looked at Lucas and walked over to him; Lucas stopped and turned to Haley, knowing she was going to say something about it to him.
"What did you do that for?" Haley questioned not impressed
"Because Brooke and Nathan are getting close and his going to hurt her Haley. I know what his like" Lucas just to justify his actions.
"Just like you hurt her Luke" Haley put her hands on her hips "When are you gonna get it, you hurt her Luke and you have no right to get up in her business anymore"
"I know what he does Haley; he screws girls and then throws them to the side" Lucas responded "That's what he does and he won't change for no one"
"You screwed her over Luke. No one else, but you with her bestfriend" Haley was mad now "So leave her alone okay. You're my bestfriend Luke, but Brooke is a close friend of mine"
Lucas didn't say anything and then a familiar voice came from behind them "Haley's right, you screwed her over, with me so leave her alone Luke" they turned around and Lucas was shocked at who it was.
"Just like you screwed me over with my bestfriend" Lucas threw the ball and headed towards the person.
"It's not nice being cheated on his it Luke" Peyton asked slyly
"I wouldn't say it was" Lucas replied. Haley just stood there saying nothing.
"Yeah didn't think so" Peyton stopped when she was in view.
"Why'd you do it Peyt?" Lucas questioned
"To show you what it's like" Peyton answered
"You don't love me do you? This was your plan the whole time wasn't it" Lucas said.
"No your wrong there Luke. I do love you more than anything, but you have treated me like absolute shit ever since you found out Brooke and Nathan got locked in school. We were good and happy and then you changed, everything did. You don't spend time with me anymore, you lie about where you're going and you ignore my calls" Peyton revealed
Lucas walked over to Peyton and stopped in front of her "I'm sorry baby. I don't mean to do those things. I love you Peyton Elizabeth Sawyer"
Peyton smiled and leaned in and kissed Lucas softly on the lips "I love you to Lucas Eugene Scott"
I lay in bed next to Nathan. He looked down at me and smiled. I was wondering what this was and where it was gonna go. Nathan and I haven't officially labelled what we were or what was going too happened. We haven't really said we were a couple; we just kissed and ended up in bed next to each other. I wanted to ask Nathan was going on between us, but I didn't want the moment to die and besides, it's not like we have to label the relationship right now, so I decided to bring it up anyway. I sat up and pulled more cover round my body.
"Nathan" I said
"Yeah" He replied smiling at me.
"What is this?" I asked
"What is what Brooke?" He questioned
"What are we, like we haven't labelled it" I responded
"What do you want it to be?" He asked me. I thought to myself that I didn't want to get hurt again, so I guess this would be okay if we were just friends with benefits. Yeah that would be so much better, let's see how he really feels about me.
"I was thinking maybe I rushed all this too fast" I told him
He looked at me hurt like I just stabbed him "What you saying?" Nathan got up from the bed and started getting dressed.
"I was just saying that maybe we should just do a no string attached thing for now and then see how that goes" I suggested waiting for his response.
He looked at me and I could see more hurt come upon his face. His eyes burned into my soul and I knew he hated that idea, but I didn't know what else to do or say. I just needed to feel safe and feel that I won't get hurt any time soon. Nathan shook his head and I didn't know if he was saying he didn't want that or if he was just angry at me now "Well Nathan" I spoke up wanting the silence to stop.
"Yeah okay that's fine with me" Nathan agreed and that hurt me, it really did. He must not like me like I thought he did. I had tears burning my eyes, but I wouldn't let them out. Nathan didn't look at me when he said it; he got his shoes on and walked to the door.
"Where you going Nate?" I asked worried a little.
"Home" He replied.
Why was he going home? I didn't say he had t leave. I want him to stay. I want him so bad, but I'm scared. That's all. I'm just too damn scared and I hate it because I'm going to lose him and I can feel that even if he agreed to just fuck me when we both want it and then stay friends until the next time.
"Why?" I asked getting on my knees on my bed and looking at him. He now wouldn't look at me and I felt the coldness from him.
"Because that's the rule" Nathan responded finally turning to me
"What rule?" I was confused now
"You said you want to be no strings attached Brooke. That means I fuck you and then I piss of home or to some other girl if I wanted to" Nathan looked at me and I saw he didn't want to go, he wanted to be with me and I knew it. Why doesn't he fight and say so?
"Nathan why don't you tell me what you really wanna say and stop holding back" I said really frustrated.
"Fine" Nathan walked to me and looked me in the eye "I don't want friends with benefits Brooke. I want us"
"Nathan I-I" Nathan cut Brooke of by crashing his lips into hers, she pulled away looking back at Nathan "Nathan" Brooke whispered his name and then touched her lips.
"Yes Brooke" He muttered smiling at me.
"I don't know what you want from me, but this it is just too much" I told him, tears still burning my eyes threatening to come down at any moment.
"Brooke please don't push me way" Nathan pleaded "Just give us a chance, please"
I nodded slowly without saying anything. I didn't know how this was going to go, but I'll give it a chance I thought to myself.
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