OKay..... The eyebrow raise got many comments. lol I didn't even realize until i edited the chap that the image came to mind.
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I didn't see this one coming... so probably neither will you all.
.. and of course i have new moon fever. doesn't everyone?
Rated MMM for sex. lol actually just one M, I swear!
Bellice not mine.
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Alice:
Bella's full red lips held the most endearingly playful smile. I brushed the hair that clung to her forehead out of her eyes and kissed those lips. My hands slid over Bella's warm, smooth skin as she squirmed wonderfully underneath me. A soft moan escaped Bella's lips as my fingers slid skillfully south. She arched into my hand as I explored the wet warmth down there, teasing her flesh.
The door flew open with a loud crack.
There was a growl and suddenly I was thrown across the room, head thwacking against the wall and slamming into the plaster. There was a death grip on my throat. Edward's fierce golden eyes glared into mine. "Keep your hands off her!"
"No, please! Edward don't!" Bella exclaimed, jumping out of bed. I shot her a warning look to stay back.
I fell to the ground as he dropped me, and flew over to Bella, wrapping my arms around her in a protective cage. I shot a warning glance at Edward.
"Please don't fight." Bella begged.
Edward was seething, his angry eyes catching mine quickly, before shooting Bella a pained look. He dashed out of the room, faster than her eyes could see and picked up the ring, pocketing it.
I sank to the bed, not realizing I had been shaking until Bella rested her hand on my bare shoulder in an attempt to calm me.
"Alice?" Her voice shook and her warm brown eyes were filled with tears that threatened to spill.
I raised my hand. "Just a second." And she complied, pulling back abruptly.
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Bella:
"Are you alright?" I asked Alice, watching her pace.
She shook her head. "Are you alright?"
"Y-Yes." I stuttered. Alice shouldn't have been worried about me. I was worried that Edward had hurt her.... but shouldn't I have been more worried about Edward's feelings?
Alice ran her hands through her short spiky hair. "We shouldn't have done this." She moved inhumanly quick, getting dressed, and threw my own clothes at me, thoughtfully turning away until I was dressed as well.
She sat down next to me, placing her small icy hand over mine.
"I'm so sorry you have to choose between two good things. "
I stared back into her pained golden eyes, "I've already chosen." I squeezed her hand but she pulled it away quickly.
"Bella," Her features were completely deceptive, smooth and still as stone, only her eyes let me know that she was hurting. "Think long and hard about this. I would love for you to be with me. But in that case, we need to talk to Jasper and Edward." Her beauty was no less recognized as she furrowed her brow. "You'd be backing out of your wedding, the engagement with my brother..."
I swallowed the lump in my throat; the tears that had caused it were long gone. "I'm done thinking. I want you."
Alice nodded, taking my hand in hers again. "I'm so happy to hear that." She chastely kissed my cheek and my nerves hummed with the memory of her touch. "But in that case I really need to go speak to Jasper. Can you stay out of trouble?"
I nodded, watching as her eyes went blank. "Yes. You'll be fine. Just give Edward a while to cool down, alright?"
"No problem." I mumbled.
She placed another light kiss on my cheek and dropped my hand, flitting out the door and shutting it behind her.
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Alice:
Silently, I walked downstairs, watching out for another uproar from Edward. I found Jasper, sitting by himself on the couch. I joined him, not able to look him in the eyes.
His back stiffened, and I assumed he could feel the leftover lust rolling off of me.
"Jazz..."
"So, I see you didn't even think about taking time to work on us."
He was upset. Well, I couldn't exactly blame him. "The second she rushed in and returned your feelings you just forgot about me?"
I shook my head. "No Jazz, I-I just...."
"You want her and not me." The edge of anger to his voice didn't go unnoticed. His eyes glanced down and he stared abruptly, "At least you're still wearing your ring."
He straightened and stood; I stared up at him desperately wanting to offer some sort of explanation. "I never meant to fall in love with her, Jazz."
There was a sharp intake of breath. "Mhm, I know. But I can feel it."
"I love you too." I insisted, needing him in my life, and knowing it was completely selfish. But he had been my first real dose of happiness in my entire existence that I had ever known. I couldn't just lose him completely.
He nodded. "I can feel that too. It's just not as strong as your love for her."
"Please..." And I had no idea what I was begging for. I just knew that I couldn't detach myself from him this easily.
He pressed his lips to mine and the familiarity overtook me, and also the strangeness from the lips I had just felt.
Jasper pulled back, "In time, Alice." Then he disappeared out the back, into the night to hunt I assumed.
I searched for my future with him, but saw nothing, as if my ties to Jasper had been severed altogether. I was missing a piece of myself, and despite what I had gained; the consequences of my newly formed love were almost overwhelmingly devastating. A piece of me was breaking as my soul mate separated himself, distanced from me in a way I had never known. It was almost enough to bring back a memory of human pain, which I didn't possess. Despite the warmth of loving Bella, the complete happiness I felt with her, there would always be a hole from losing my other half.
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Okay, angst yes. But the plot didn't come to me until further thru that chapter. I now know what to do.
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