Super short. Another different perspective. Enjoy! :)


Chapter 7

God, I'm so jealous of him. He shouldn't be allowed to have her. Jason doesn't realize how soon his time with her will come to an end. Then she will be mine. The thought of him, devastated at her disappearance, makes me unbelievably happy. After years of watching them together, him always going on and on about how happy he was to have her, to be near her, to touch her. God. I can't take it anymore. I just need her. Then I could maybe be okay. If I can just get her to see that Jason isn't as wonderful as everyone thinks he is, I know I could be okay. He doesn't realize how lucky he is to have her. She's so beautiful and kind. The opposite of who I am. I just have to wait a while longer. Just a little while. A while. I could be loved, again.


I might be done with updates for the week, but I might possibly update Thursday or Friday, depending on how lazy or productive I get to be. I realize that makes no sense. It's fine. I'm fine. Also tired. The next chapter is short, the next chapter is a lot longer. By like 3000 words. I might just combine them. Don't know. So. See you next update!