Hi! Demi is back guys! And so I want to start this chapter by saying thank you to all those who reviewed and followed my story! *Too Happy!*

And so A shoutout to everyone!Next... the next chappie will continue from where this chapter is left out because I need time to think what will happen in the third day in the infirmary. Sorry for the short chapter. English is not my first language and blah blah blah...

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Finally over... feelings

Chapter 7: Will's P.O.V

I woke up when there was a clattering noise beside me but I was too tired to open my eyes. There also wasn't any loud rock music blaring inside my head so that mean't I could sleep a bit more. Every morning when other children woke up by their alarms we Apollo children were always woken up by loud music that Apollo plays while driving his sun chariot. One of the many perks of being an Apollo child.

I still tried to see who had made noise while I was sleeping probably to yell at that person later. I opened an eye and tried to stretch only to remember I was sleeping in a chair which may have been the reason the horrible pain in my neck. I managed to get a glimpse of the person standing in front me spectacularly almost melting in the shadows and that person disappeared in a poof. I smiled sheepishly thinking all those things that I saw were a dream until I realised they weren't.

My eyes flew open when I remembered who can dissolve in shadows and who can possibly stand in fron of me in early morning. And I was so panicked about Nico using his underworldy magic that I lost my balance on the chair and met the wodden floor with my face.

I stood up and look where Nico was supposed to be sleeping only to find out in annoyance and horror that he wasn't there and he had without doubt shadow traveled. I ran outside and ran my hand through my hair searching for the places Nico must have gone. Nico didn't know that he was absolutely in no condition to shadow travel and he could fade away.

I tried to find him by searching all the people DNA pattern and searching it with Nico. I knew it was cool and Baymax used it in Big Hero 6 but I was too freaked out to even consider any other thought other than finding Nick in whatever state he must have been.

I remembered a minor detail that Nico didn't have his weapon when he can to the infirmary and the sun was also rising which left very less places in shadows. My best two guesses were Nico's Cabin and the woods.

I continued my search for Nico by trying to find his heart rate, DNA pattern and breathing pattern to the people in the camp, while running towards his cabin. I knocked on the door after reaching it and heard a faint voice. My senses were also telling me that Nico was inside. So I braced myself and pushed on the door hard only to find out that it wasn't locked. So basically I tumbled inside the cabin like an idiot.

So much for the heroic impression, I thought.

I focused to find Nico and saw that he was on the floor unconscious. I went to pick him up but for some odd resin I couldn't move him, then I realised that my was going through his body like it had no matter. I tried to remember what Coach Hedge had said to me about Nico through my madness inflicted brain caused by worry.

I started singing a hymn to my father so that my hand glowed, when I put them on Nico I could touch him again. I lifted him up and ran to the infirmary.

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After 4 hour long healing and lamps and light being thrown on Nico he had started to look more like himself. I apologized to Kayla, Austin and Olivia for waking them an hour before Dad's morning ritual but they shook it off, even Austin.

I sat near Nico the whole time and didn't even have breakfast though my stomach was howling in protest.

At last around lunch I decided waking Nico up. My whole back was sore from sitting in the chair for so long as we didn't have any camp activities – rest after the war – and because I wanted to be there around Nico when he woke up to make sure he didn't shadow travel again and to ask him why had he done that in the first place.

"Nico?" I asked my voice low, I actually didn't want to disturb him because he was just looking so peacefull.

I stared at him a bit as he continued sleeping, motionless, and that what I was doing last night. I admit that might sound creepy and it didn't help in any way that I was pinning over him before I even knew that he actually liked boys or not! But just looking at him sleeping bestowed a sheet of tranquility over me as if the sole reason for my existense was to see Nico happy and peacefull and I realised that it actually was.

"Nico?" I asked and got nothing in response. I frowned, it wasn't like Nico to not be alert and I knew he was alright with the amount of sunlight coming from the windows and the light from the lamps but he also needed to eat food and I didn't want to start an IV on him just yet.

I went thought every check I usually do and started repeating them when I heard a voice.

"I would know from his breathing that he is not dead but I don't know what your infirmary protocol is so... I don't know exactly." I looked over the side to see Jason Grace leaning against the wall looking calm as I had ever seen him.

I laughed but continued doing it till I finished it and then turned to him to look at him as I did when he would unnecessarily drop in the infirmary earlier. He smiled.

"I heard from Annabeth that you are Nico's doctor and taking good care of him. So I came myself to find out." Jason said smirking. I groaned and put my head in my hands.

"You know what?" I asked to which he arched an eyebrow. "Kayla! Confiscate Jason's weapons!" I shouted and Jason flinched from the sudden outburst. Kayla came, a bubblegum between her teeth and quickly took every weapon Jason had.

Which were one gladius, and two extra knives.

"Now you don't scare me. Well actually I am not scared by anyone now." I said sweetly. He stared at me shocked a bit and I sat down again on my chair to write something on Nico's papers.

"Really? I could conjure up electricity, you know that right?" He asked a smirk back on his face and I rolled my eyes.

"I know and I am still scared by nobody." I say.

"Not even me?" A voice asks from a direction I wasn't expecting. I look over to see no other than Percy Jackson walking inside the infirmary.

"Not even you Percy." I say without any thought. Jason snorts in disbelief and I roll my eyes again.

"Why, may I ask?" He says grabbing another chair and sitting in front of me. Jason pouts for some seconds as to why that idea didn't come in his head earlier because no more seats were available.

"Well, let's see," I said thoughtful, "I was a man stuck between a dagger and Annabeth Chase, then I was given a threat by Hazel that my mind would be her play thing and I will be the Guinea pig to test whatever she will come up with, then I was given a death glare and threath which was very straightforward by Praetor Reyna and so personally I am not scared by mere boys now." I said, words coming out in a flow.

After my speach Jason was doubling on the floor with laughter and Percy had a confused expression on his face.

"Dude what did you do?" He asked and I sighed. "Anyways, I would never threaten you, I owe you for saving Annabeth's life in the Titan war." He said grinning and I smiled.

"And you also owe me for breaking the plumbing system in my infirmary for the last time you were here." I reminded him and he made a guilty face.

"Hey! That is what he did on Argo II and Leo was so pissed off about that..." He started to say but despair was clear in his face when he took Leo's name.

He sighed and me and Percy watched in anguish. I started to say something to console him but he put a brave look on his face and gave me a strained smile.

"I got to see if Piper had her lunch and Will I ship it!" He said and left. I was blushing and embarrassed and Percy again had no idea what just happened.

I asked myself, when did he actually had an idea ever?

"That Leo is the one who died right? I am sorry but I have been in the infirmary for last 5 days so I don't really know." I said sad. Percy nodded grimly, I knew he experienced many deaths and so have I, so I knew he was keeping in the tears.

"And it is my fault he died." A voice said and I hated how I exactly knew whose it was, just a bit, because there was actually no limits how much feeling I had for him.

~~~~~ P.O.V Change! ~~~~~~~~

Nico's P.O.V

I opened my eyes and silently cursed on the bright light focused on my face. It was a bit too bright for my liking and was causing seeing pain in my eyes. After many minutes of battling the light and opening my eyes, I could see that I was back in the infirmary. I sighed but nobody heard me, I was back in the infirmary meant that Will had found me and had took me back... carrying me.

I unintentionally blushed violently at that thought of Will carrying me, my body close to his. I sighed again this time to stop the hormonal thoughts. Then I tried to hear what was going around me. I heard faint voices even though I could see that three people was in close proximity. Then I waited for the ringing in ears to fade till I could clearly hear voices of Jason, Will and Percy. I frowned and tried to find a reason why all three were talking beside my bed. I figured that Jason had come to check up on me, Will had never left my side after he healed me and Percy wanted to talk to me.

"Leo is the one who died right? I am sorry but I have been in the infirmary for the last 5 years so I don't really know." I heard Will said and I was thrown back to when Octavipn had his cape stuck to the onager and I let it happen. I still haven't talked to will about that because I was scared that if I brought it up he would realize what kind of freak I must have been.

But I couldn't stall it any furthermore. So I told what I and I thought Will felt.

"And it is my fault he died." I said glumly and sitting up.

Will turned his face towards me and I got jealous at how good he looked all the time. Wait... What?

"Nico come on, it is not fault. There were three people there and nobody did anything!" Will said exasperated.

"But I let it happen as I could he was going to die and someone with him. I could have prevented it." I argued back.

"Some things are bound to happen. You can't control everything and maybe things will turn out okay at the end. Not everything is your fault. And if it is the acceptance counts. " He explained gently and there was a mysterious warmth blooming inside my chest.

"Oh, if you think so, then I think that will be correct." I said which resulted in Will smiling brightly at me. And even though I was surrounded by lamps radiating light at me I appreciated his smile.

"Um guys. Not interrupting anything but I need to talk with you Nico," Percy Jackson said. Me and Will both turned towards him to listen what he had to say. He grew uncomfortable under our gazes and I was laughing internally.

"Um, alone." He said when me and Will made no move of going away.

"Oh, Right!" Will exclaimed and went away waving to both me and Percy. Percy sighed and I frowned at him, because actually I wanted to talk more with Will not Percy. Percy was just opening his mouth when I yelped as I saw Will's head between the curtains.

"I just remembered. Nico don't come out the sheets and believe me when I say that if you do you won't have your reputation anymore," He said in a serious tone and then he smiled like the idiot he was. "Bye!" Then he was gone again.

I patted my legs and almost started screaming curses on Will because I was only wearing my boxers and nothing else. I looked at Percy and decided it would be better if I remained under the sheets.

"So... what do you want to talk about Percy?" I asked nonchalantly. Percy grabbed a chair and sat down in front of me preparing for a long talk.

"I wanted to apologize for everything. This time with all my heart and everything I have." Percy said and surprisingly there were tears in his eyes. I myself was surprised because I hadn't expected that.

"I... Why?" I sputtered out. He became more sad and for some reason my heart didn't squeeze like it used to do earlier. I knew that I actually just had a crush on Percy and it was nothing but I didn't expect to feelings to just stop so abruptly.

"For Bianca. For Not trying to understand what happened to you after you ran away. For thinking that you had a crush on Annabeth..." He confessed. "What?" I asked he made a guilty face.

"For trying to kill you when you sent me to Hades' jail, for not caring when you went away again, for thinking of killing you when you didn't tell me who you were in Camp Jupiter, for making you promise me to lead the argo II to Epirus, for everything and for not actually asking you what the problem was." He said the words coming out in a rush. He took a deep breath when he finished and I found out that I was crying.

"It is okay," I choked out, he hugged me and when I calmed down I was the who pulled away.

"I forgive you because," I smiled. "Accepting is important." He nodded and then he was going, saying an excuse that he wanted to check up on Chiron and ask him some thing. I let him go because I finally realising that I was over the feelings I had for him.

As soon as Percy went out Will came skipping back. He seemed to be in a good mood but all I wanted to do was to murder him for taking my pants.

"If you are wondering about your jeans, there were not letting us heal you so um, I had to took them off..." He trailed of and I gave the best death glare I could manage, he just rubbed the back of his beck in embarrassment and I couldn't believe him. I was the one who was under the sheets only in boxers and he was the one getting embarrassed.

"Well, now can you give them back?" I asked sweetly but was actually trying to hold the anger back.

"Sure!" He said getting the hint that I was pissed off and coming back with my jeans. After giving me my jeans back he turned around so that I could change in them. When I was done he sat at the edge of my bed. I really wanted to scream and let out my pent up annoyance at him but when I saw how he was I felt really strange.

He looked as if he had been drained and there were shadows under his eyes. I figured he hadn't even eaten anything because he was taking care of me. And then I realized Will Solace just saved my life, I should owe him big time. But then I remembered why I had shadow traveled in the first place. Those five words were swimming in my mind haunting me.

Fragile. Broke down. Needs Care.

And they were being repeated like a ghastly jukebox who only had the most horrible tunes. I gritted my teeth from keeping the words from haunting me again. Will sighed and my eyes flittled to his face, he really looked distraught and I had overwhelming urge of making him come back to his cheerfulness.

"So..." He started, "Why did you run away?"