Elena's pov

i just left the cemetery just 5 minutes ago klaus's house is not far from the cemetery so it's a short walk to his house but still this is Mystic Falls we are talking about here. I can't believe I am about to tell klaus how my depression started and how bad it really is. I just don't know how he will react not even my so called friends knew about my depression. I just hope it won't make Klaus hate me for not telling him sooner. I just wish I knew what to do to make this better I don't know how to it goes up and down. I would die if I lost Klaus I love him so much. Finally after 25 minutes of walking I am at klaus's mansion. I walk into the door and see klaus sitting on the couch.

No pov

"hey baby can I talk to you?" "Yea sure Elena what's up?" "there is something I half to tell you." "Okay you know you can tell me anything." "Right." "So anyways I've been struggling since my parents accident with depression and no one knows about it because no one has ever really cared enough to pay very close attention to it." "Wow okay when did this all start?"

"i walk into my bedroom right after I got back from the morge after looking at my parents bodies. It was so hard I wish I knew how I survived the crash. I wish I had died with them I was never meant to be here I was meant to be with them. I need them so bad right now. I just don't want to live right now I just want to crawl in a hole and die. 2 months after my parents died I walk into the school and Caroline is all happy and I cannot deal with it. I put makeup on my cuts to hide it. I make it threw that day then I meet Stephan and 3 weeks into us dating I started going up a little in weight. So I ate very little around him then it would get to the point where I would make myself throw up and I have been doing it to this day. I'm sorry I did not tell you sooner."

klaus pov

I had no idea how bad this was I put my hand out to her and she takes it I flip it over to see her cuts and some are so deep compared to others and I can't believe that she did this I can't believe no body knew about this. My Elena was crying out for help. No one was there for her not her friends not her boyfriend at the time. This is so crazy I want them all dead for not being better friends to her. I keep thinking of Why my Rascle Flatts to think that it could have been at her funeral is just so hard for me to believe. I want to help her the best I can I want to help her get through this.

"I love you Elena and I want to help you." "I'm willing to turn if you help me fight this." "I am willing to help you Elena."