Chapter 7

~~~Tris~~~

He wrote this for me. I don't know what is going to happen next but sitting here watching him with that guitar in his hands is very sexy. The way he starts to manipulate the strings. Controlling each movement. It sounds so beautiful. Then he starts to sing.

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What would I do without your smart mouth?
Drawing me in, and you kicking me out
You've got my head spinning, no kidding, I can't pin you down
What's going on in that beautiful mind
I'm on your magical mystery ride
And I'm so dizzy, don't know what hit me, but I'll be alright

My head's under water
But I'm breathing fine
You're crazy and I'm out of my mind

'Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
'Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you, ohoh

How many times do I have to tell you
Even when you're crying you're beautiful too
The world is beating you down, I'm around through every mood
You're my downfall, you're my muse
My worst distraction, my rhythm and blues
I can't stop singing, it's ringing, in my head for you

My head's under water
But I'm breathing fine
You're crazy and I'm out of my mind

'Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
'Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you, ohoh

Give me all of you
Cards on the table, we're both showing hearts
Risking it all, though it's hard

'Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
'Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you

I give you all of me
And you give me all of you, ohoh

I can't hold back the tears. They are freely flowing down my face. Tobias' eyes just look into mine. Never breaking contact.

"You wrote that for me?"

"I did."

"You love me?"

"I do"

I glance away long enough to see Tobias setting the guitar down leaning it up against the side couch. I look back into his eyes. His dark blue eyes are now glassy. I just saw inside his heart. He wrote that song for me! I hear a few sniffles from behind me but all that matters right here and right now is sitting in front of me. I have to be near him I have to touch him. In a split second I am straddling his lap looking into his eyes. I'm breathless. He takes my breath away.

"I love you, too!" Our lips meet with the sound of a closing door. It is just us now.

"I didn't know how to tell you."

"That's the only way I would have wanted to be told."

"I love you, Tris."

"I love you, Tobias."

Tobias presses his lips to mine. Not like he did with Christina. It is obvious to me now that it was a game to him. His touch is gentle but deliberate. He picks me up from where we are sitting and I wrap my legs around his waist. Still kissing he lays me down onto our bed and we slide back together. It is like we are one being moving in sync with each other. Like magnets. He moves, I move. I move, he moves. My head is spinning. I have never been so sure about anything in my life. My fear is gone. It is replaced with love. I love him. I do.

"Tell me again, Tobias."

"Tris, I have loved you since the moment you landed in my net."

"I love you, Tobias. More than you will ever know!"

Our kisses become desperate. Suddenly I want all of him and I want to give my all to him. Running my hands up his back, under his shirt, I can feel the goose bumps I created. My eyelids feel heavy and I can hardly breathe. His hands on my body are like electric shock waves that travel from my head to my toes. I never want this feeling to end. I am selfish. I want more.

I sit up and with his help I remove his shirt. He looks at me as if he is asking if he can remove mine. I help him. Our eyes lock and our shallow but quick warm moist breaths merge. When he lays me down and presses his body to mine I can feel him harden with each touch. I gasp when I feel him press into me. He closes his eyes and lets a moan escape. I reach down and unbuckle his belt and the button on his pants. Tobias pushes himself onto his knees and slides his fingers from my stomach to my waist band. He slowly unbuttons my pants savoring each moment as if he were opening a present. My heart races even faster as he slides my pants off and I lay there in the bra and panties that I just bought. "God, you are so beautiful Tris." The light from the living room shines through the crack in the door. I can see each indention of his muscles. I have to touch him. I want to and need to touch him. Almost eye to eye I am on my knees too in front of him on the bed. He kisses me and I run my hands from his shoulders down his chest. My eye lids become heavier as he kisses my neck and runs his lips gently over the ravens on my collar. His hands pause at the clasp of my bra. "Please" is all I can muster up to say. The cool air and warm breath collide across my chest. Tobias takes one breast in his hand and kisses the other. His lips part and I can feel his tongue circle my nipple. Slowly he takes it into his mouth and gently sucks. My lips part and I moan. I will myself not to but his touch is like nothing I have ever felt before. Our eyes meet and I see a deep hunger in his eyes. Desire and purpose. His eyes burning into my soul. I reach for his zipper and his hand lands on mine. "Are you sure?" he asks. "I have never been so sure about anything in my life. I want you." I unzip his pants and slowly slide them down. He helps me get them off and his lips meet mine. My eye lids get heavier and I have to lie down. He must feel it too as he slowly lays me down. The only thing separating us now is a thin layer of deep red lace. My eyes close tightly when I feel him hard and pressing up against me. He takes my hand and slides it down to him. I wrap my hand around him and he gives that deep throaty moan. "This is what you do to me." He whispers. I feel myself grow wetter. My body is pleading with me. I slide his hand over the lace that covers the most secret part of me. "Do you feel what you do to me, Tobias?" His breath hitches and his eyes close. "I need you." He says with a quiver in his voice and his hard length pressing up against my panties. It feels so good. "Take me." I say. He pulls my panties down and drops them to the floor. He is just outside my entrance. I am scared but his eyes pull me back in. Holding himself he rubs the top of himself over my slick entrance and up to what I now know is my clit. Slowly he circles himself around and around. My back arches and I grab the sheets in my fist. Moans escape my lips with sharp exhales. He moves back to my entrance and I part for him. I feel him gently push and I think I am going to explode. I want him so bad right now. I want all of him. My hips push toward him. Hovering over my face his breath sharp as he goes just centimeters farther. My breath hitches. I wouldn't say it is painful but a mix of pleasure and pain. "Be brave, Tris." He whispers. With that he slides into me further and further. He lets out a long throaty sigh and I take a deep inhale. Tobias is now inside me. All off him. Our bodies become tangle and he moves in and out of me. I can feel each muscle ripple beneath my fingers. In and out, our bodies rock. It hasn't been but ten minutes and I feel something building inside me. It is growing stronger and stronger. My body arches and I can't hold back my moans. My head tingles and my hands dig into his arms. "Let go, Tris. Let it happen." He says. Thrusting harder and faster into me I can't keep control. My moaning getting louder and my body shaking. I feel every sensation at once. Electric shooting through my body and a tidal wave flowing through every nerve in me. I push myself into him and pull him closer. It has taken over my body. "Oh god, Tobias"

My body shudders beneath him. I am finally able to open my eyes and see him smiling down at me. "That is the effect I want to have on you." He says. "I love what you do to me." I reply. He is still slowly moving in and out of me. The sensation lingers and every inch of my skin is alive. Tobias leans down and kisses me and starts to thrust faster and faster. I grab his hips and pull him into me. "It's time to see what I can do to you." I say rolling him to his back. This is the first time I get to see all of him. He is beautiful. Pulling one leg over him, he positions himself to enter me again. I lower myself on him. Oh god, he feels even bigger than before. I don't know what to do but my body takes over. I start to rock against his hips. His strong hands are on either leg guiding me. I lean down and kiss him. His tongue runs across my bottom lip and I open to let him enter. My pace quickens and I start to go up and down again and again. His hands roam my body and find my breasts. His right hand travels down and his thumb finds my clit. "OH, god!" He circles it again and again. I feel it start to grow. That sensation that left me not long ago is building back up inside. I sit back up and place my hands behind me on his thighs. My head tips back and my hair clings to my moist body. "Mmm, god, Tris." Tobias's breaths become closer and closer together. I can feel the muscles in his legs tense. His moans become harsher like grunts. "Fuck!" he says. His voice is all I need. The electric shoots through my veins and the tidal wave surges through every nerve in my body. His hands grasp my hip and pull me down hard onto him. He fills me completely, holding me against him as his body stiffens and he groans my name. We gasp for air and I fall to his chest. We are both breathless and sweaty. He kisses my forehead and we just lay there. His arms stay wrapped around me as we try to catch our breath. I can feel his heart pounding on my chest. I am sure he can feel mine. "I love you." He says. "I love you." I say. Silent moments pass by as we lay there together.

"Tris, I think we did good for our first time." He chuckles.

"Tobias, I think we did amazing." I smile against him.

"I love you, Six"

I give a small giggle, as much of a giggle as my exhausted body will allow.

"I love you, Four"