Chapter 7

Raspberry: Bite worse than one would expect, ure small but fit perfectly in our mouths.

I'm sitting on the bed now, a towel draped over my wet locks.

I'm wrapped in three blankets, naked underneath…for having been far to lazy to change into some fresh clothes. My wet garments lay in a dripping heap by the door, reminding me of my embarrassing little moment dwelled upon me not even and hour ago.

One thing I never want to do again is try swimming when it's 30 fucking degrees out. Make a mental note to self…..

The room is warm around me, but I'm still shivering slightly. I never dreamed I could possibly feel as cold as I did walking back to this complex….it was like someone had dipped me into a freezer and made me a popsicle! I didn't think my balls would ever come back down…..

You didn't say one word to me the whole way home…this worries me slightly.

Are you angry with me?

Are you angry with yourself?

Are you embarrassed?

Are you hurt?

I look to my left and stare sadly at the closed bathroom door…..you've been in there for quite some time now. I really hope I didn't hurt your feelings…..and if I did I didn't really mean to. It was an accident…or more so of an involuntary reaction. I mean how do you think I was going to react! You kissed me! Out of nowhere! I….I panicked….I didn't know what else to do, except shove you away. Now I'm so scared that you hate me. Why it matters so much to me at the moment if you like me or not is beyond me…..I mean normally I don't give a shit. But now…..I…..I'm confused.

What if I had chosen to take a different approach to that sudden kiss of yours…taken it better. I mean really I only had three actions I could have taken against something like that:

1. Simply lean back and tell you I don't feel the same way (which I know in my heart isn't true at all…..so that approach just would have been a flat out lie)

2. Shove you away (My mistaken action that I now regret massively.)

3. Or Kiss you back.

I stop dead as the thought crosses my mind…..what if I had kissed you back. Grabbed your slender temples in my palms ever so delicately and let your hot mouth move against mine. Let your tongue slip past my softened lips and gently sucked on the little pink organ.

What if I had just make out with you instead?

Realization hits me hard…with the weight of a car it just drops right out of the sky and falls painfully on my little head. I…..I…I wish I would have kissed you back.

I want you to kiss me again.

But….what if I've already fucked up my chance, is it possible that my reaction has totally turned you off to me? I gulp at the thought…I think I've come to my harsh realty a little to late. The thought saddens me further than ever…

What if you don't want me anymore. Maybe your so offended that I pushed you into a fountain when you lowered all your pride just to give me that little token of affection that your disgusted by me now? I feel bad that I rejected it so harshly…and I feel it would be very awkward to suddenly just come up and tell you, "I want you" after a little charade like that.

I bite my thumb irritably…I wish you would have just asked me before hand. Then maybe I would have had some time to react differently…and not so…..impulsively. I'm kicking myself so hard for doing so….

I'm suddenly stricken from my swirling thoughts by the click of the bathroom door as it falls open. I hug my knees tighter to my chest and look at the floor…..I'm afraid to look at you. I'm ashamed. I'm embarrassed. I feel guilty. As the moments pass…..I find your just standing in the doorway, unmoving and not making the slightest attempt to approach me. Finally you take an act of movement and I see you coming across the room…you stop by me your eyes heavy and downcast.

"Are you warm enough?" You ask me softly as if trying to make small conversation.

I nod slowly and grip my bundle of blankets around me tighter, warming my bare flesh inside with my own trapped body heat. Nice and cozy….just like a happy little bug in a rug….

Except I'm not happy. Not by a long shot…..

You stand there unsurely, your eyes looking at the distant wall….blank of all emotion. It's a strange look for you, to be so empty….you remind me a little of myself. Maybe that's what's so strange about it. I know you want to say something, but your having trouble forcing the words up. Your thinking but your eyes hide your most precious thoughts, and for once….even I can't read you. I want you to say something so badly…..the silence is near killing me. It's heavy in my lungs, making it hard for me to breath. The longer this awkward silence lasts….the guiltier I become. The horrid feeling building up in me like some kind of beast…growing off my guilty emotions, feeding itself….growing…growing….growing.

You slowly sit down on the bed, the only thing keeping you from complete nudity being just a simple white robe. You lean your elbows on your knees and sigh heavily…..your going to say something soon. I can almost taste the coming words from your breath.

"Ryuuzaki…I…I….I'm really sorry." You whisper softly.

Your voice is meek and unsure…..not so pompous as usual, and really….this worries. You seem stripped of all your pride…..and for once, you're the one hurting, and not me. It's irking to see you this way. Such a proud little bastard such as yourself rarely lets emotion get the better of him. But they've got you now don't they? They've got you in a choke hold and your barely gasping for air…..It makes me feel bad for you. To see you so low.

I don't know how to answer you though…..so I just sit there in silence. Which really is very rude in itself…I'm probably making you feel worse by doing so….but I cant help it. I'm tongue tied and speechless…

"I…..I don't know what exactly came over me…" You add on to your earlier comment as if trying desperately to get me to answer you.

But the conversation remains one sided….my tongue swelling worse in my mouth forcing silence upon me even more.

I feel so sorry for you…..I can tell you aren't mad. Your hurt…your….sad. And I know what that feels like. To hurt. To ache inside until it's almost unbearable. I know what it's like to feel like the biggest loser on the face of the planet, I know what it feels like to be beat down. I know what it feels like to have your pride stripped away, it hurts as if it's the very skin on your back. I know what it feels like….to feel small.

I look at the floor, blankly and deep in thought.

"No…..no Light. You don't need to apologize, you were acting on human impulse. It's only natural. I on the other hand…..should be the one apologizing. I shouldn't have reacted the way I did. I….was just caught off guard. And I'm sorry." I say never even gracing you a glance.

God those words feel so alien on my own tongue. "I'm sorry". How long has it been since I've said that sentence and really meant it? Too long to remember obviously….They left a strange taste in my mouth. Tangy….but almost bitter sweet. It made me want to gag.

You raise your eyes brightly and look at me as I continue to look at the floor as if it's the greatest thing my blank eyes have ever beheld. Your eyes are warm on me. Warming and I feel the emotion sinking back into you….your pride returning to your swelling veins.

"You're…apologizing?…..But….I umm…" You stutter dumbly.

Jeez is it really that shocking for me to apologize? I'm human too you know…..

"Yes. I'm sorry for getting you all wet." I say quickly.

I'm getting annoyed of this conversation very fast….

"I…..it's just I thought, you….would…oh never mind." You whisper turning your face away and shaking your head.

You are perturbed, and it bothers me to know that your upset….therefore I strive to make it better.

"Thought I would what?" I say rubbing my thumb over the bottom of my lip slowly.

You sigh loudly, I know you don't want to say what's on your mind. Your embarrassed…I think. Either that or your afraid you will feel foolish if you speak what's in your head. You shift uneasily on the bed.

"I thought…..you would react differently." You whisper your voice trembling slightly.

It's only then that I realize…your really upset about this. You've got it in your head that I DON'T like you, which isn't exactly true. But anyway…you're upset about it. All because I rejected your first kiss to me. And I feel horrible for it…

I turn my head to look at you and I find the sight to be very painful to observe.

You look like a kicked child, your cheeks red with a soft hint of blush, small tears in the corners of your eyes, your mouth clenched tightly closed. You want to cry….I can see it in your face….and I feel like a monster. What have I done…..I never wanted to hurt you. I….I…I…I want to love you. Your hurt, and all I find that I want to do is hold you in my arms like a baby, and make it all better. Fix what's been done, and right what's been wronged. I lower my eyes slowly.

I reach my pale hand out slowly, my body slightly turned toward you….and softly touch your cheek. You look at me, shocked by the touch, your sepia eyes wide as swimming pools. My gaze is soft, and I try to make my face match it's simplicity. I want you to know….that I care.

"Ryuuzaki?….L?" You whisper your voice hushed in the silence of the room.

I blink slowly….and bring my finger to my lips.

"Shhh….." I whisper to you.

I then slowly lean in close to you, the tangle of blankets falling in a subtle pool around my waist. You don't seem to be breathing….or at least, not that I can tell.

I place my palms on either side of you temples, feeling the soft candy colored locks beneath my palms and finger pads. You feel heavenly….I comb my fingers though your hair gently. I feel like I'm petting a collie, your hair is so soft….so luscious, like feathers…or tissue. My face is close to yours now, I can feel the heat from your cheeks on my own. Our foreheads touch, both still slightly wet with water. Mine wet with cold fountain water, yours wet with warm shower water.

I feel you sigh against me, heavy and drawn out…..deep.

And I slowly press our lips together. Your warm pillows softly squeezed together with mine, creating a heat that is like nothing else. A spark of some sort electricity that has not yet been explored, nor discovered. As soon as I do it…I can't believe that I really did. I slowly pull back from you. My lips still tingling with the soft warmth of yours. I look at you and blink slowly…..and gently feel my lower lip with my thumb. Why do you taste so fucking good? Better than any cake I've ever tasted, better than any candy that's passed my tongue….better than sweet…it's just, something else. Heavenly sweet. Your eyes are like two shocked saucers in your sockets, wide in disbelief and wonder. I gently twist a strand of your hair in my fingers, twirling it and playing with it….and we just sit there staring at each other. The hand cuffs lay in a little heap on the floor by the door, right where I left them…..so there's no barriers. Nothing holding us together, yet here we are…entwined. Not against our will, but out of want. I want you, you want me. Your cheeks are hinted in a bright pink hue, you remind me of a school girl when you blush. You finally come out of your shock induced coma and you slowly run one hand down my naked chest…..feeling my sinewy flesh beneath. I find I like it when you touch me, those soft long fingers swifting across me like snakes. I sigh sharply as you do so. I raise my eyes to look at you once more.

"Is that more of the reaction you had, had in mind Light-kun?" I whisper softly, my eyes half lidded as I look at your blushing face.

You blink stupidly and open your mouth slightly, as if your about to say something…..

"Don't talk…..just kiss me again!" You demand grabbing me and bringing me once more to your hungry lips.

I normally don't let you bark orders at me like I'm a dog, but this order…seems to meet more with my thought stream at the moment…..so I just go with it. Your mouth moves against mine slowly at first…..timidly, and unsure…but as you find you like it more and more with every second, you get far more confident. I can't help but want to show you I'm not one to be messed with, that I'm just as powerful as you. I'm a worthy opponent. You push harder and I push back.

I slide my arms around your shoulders….underneath your robe so I can feel the warm flesh beneath. So I can feel you….and only you. You move your head sideways a bit and suck gently on my bottom lip, your lips starving for mine. Desperate to be fed, you need more. I feel the hot tip of your tongue pushing demandingly against the front of my lips, suggesting you want entrance to me. No no no…I won't have this, you taking control of the kiss? I don't think so. I grip your back hard, biting my chewed nails into the perfect flesh, making you gasp. Just what I wanted…I take the second that your lips are slightly parted and force my tongue into your wet mouth. I hear you moan into me, and I love it. My serpentine tongue glides into your hot, wet, mouth and begins it's exploration. I slide it against the wall of your mouth, tasting your warm salvia mixing with my own. Each one tasting different, mine sort of like a banana flavoring maybe? And yours, hmm…something like a chocolate mocha coffee. But both sweet and delicious all the same.

I run my wet pink organ along each of your teeth, every single one….and I feel your submissive tongue coming to tickle the underside of my own. I immediately push harder into you, and come to torment your tongue harshly with mine. I curl it around yours, entwining the soft anatomies together like a Christmas bow. Your mouth is so hot, so wet, so delicious. I can't help but to force you into a kiss that seems to last for all of an eternity. Your hot mouth on mine…..fuck…I can't think of anything else but this skilled mouth of yours. I want it all over me…..I want your tongue on my skin…everywhere.

I gently suck on your moist tongue and I hear you sigh loudly, your hands resting on my chest spreading their warmth to my skin like a disease. You then suddenly pull your head away from me…..I forgot you need to breath. Heh heh…..

You gasp for air, your lungs heaving…suggesting your having a hard time breathing anyway…

I softly nip at your reddened lips and you erg me on by pushing toward me…wanting more. I grab your bottom lip in my teeth, and pull on it slightly, not enough for pain, but just enough to make your eyelids begin to fall heavily over your eyes. I tease your poor lips until there slightly swollen with all the attention. And I gently blow my hot breath across them….making you shudder. If only the task force could see us now.

Their two great leaders practically eating each other mouths out like we've been lovers for years. What would your father say? He almost had a conniption fit when we discovered you reading porn in your spare time, if he saw this, he might have a heart attack on spot. What would your little "girlfriend" Misa think? Shed probably cry and make a huge scene. I could just picture it…..

Her walking in on us in the heat of the moment, screaming her head off, and you trying desperately to explain.

"Why Light! Do you love that pervert more than me Light!" I could hear her yelling at you.

I can't help but to giggle at the thought. I'd love that…I hate her anyway, so stealing her little man toy…is great revenge in itself.

I extend my tongue from my lips ever so slowly, and slide it up your flushed cheek.

I suddenly feel your thin arms slipping around my slightly awkwardly turned waist. And you begin pulling me closer to you…..I want to be closer to you. I slowly get up on my knees, forgetting that I was completely naked beneath the blankets and crawl up onto your lap. I don't even realize I'm bare as I spread my legs over your hips and rest my feet on the bed, still licking you and sliding my tongue over you. But…..you obviously do.

Your eyes are wide and hungry as you let them roam down my exposed body, my eyes still closed as I'm busying my tongue with you.

"Oh Ryuuzaki….." You whisper breathlessly as you tighten your arms grip around me.

I open my eyes lazily at the sound of you voice, and look at your face. But your eyes won't meet mine…they continue to stare downward relentlessly. I cock an eyebrow at you and look down as well. It's only then that I realize my lack of clothes.

"Well…would you look at that. I forgot to put clothes on…" I whisper a little surprised myself, that I'd forgotten about my naked state.

I guess I was just so wrapped up in you that it just slipped my mind.

I hear you breathe out loudly and your fingers slowly begin to knead the skin of my back, down my spine….sliding to my rear where you gently grope and squeeze. I gasp and lean harder into you. I never would have thought, when I got up this morning that this would happen. That I'd be sitting here naked in your lap, kissing your neck like a love sick puppy, you grabbing my ass like a hungry pervert.

You continue to stare at my nakedness and really I'm starting to find it somewhat annoying, am I really that interesting!?

"Raito-kun likes what he sees?" I ask you suddenly, and you look up sharply.

You smile awkwardly and blush worse. I can tell you weren't meaning to stare so much now, but you just couldn't help yourself.

"I…..oh…it's just….well…." You stutter embarrassed.

I kiss your nose softly, like a mother might her son and look tantalizingly at you.

"Just what?" I whisper to you.

You sigh against my chest and your eyes flutter at the sound of my voice.

"You're….oh your so big….much bigger than I ever would have thought Ryuuzaki" You whisper to me breathily.

Ah, so that's the reasoning for your involuntary staring? My penis size? Well…..I guess I've never really noticed before, but I'm not exactly lacking. I simply smile at you and nip your chin.

"You like it?" I ask you my eyes slitted and fierce.

You groan in reply and nod your head quickly, being at a loss for words I'm guessing. Well I must say I'm flattered in a way…..I feel my pride swell slightly and it beckons a sly little grin to my lips.

"Mmmm…..tug on it Raito-kun…..it will get bigger." I whisper in your ear, letting my tongue gently run up the rim.

I almost can't believe what's coming out of my mouth, it's so…..slutty. But I find I like the taste of the words on my tongue. I like talking dirty to you…..because no matter how wrong it is, somehow, it feels right. You shudder at the naughty little whisperings in your sensitive ear drum and I like to see you in need. Needy of me.

I slowly let my explorative fingers to the front of your robe, and find the bow that's tying it together. I undo it slowly….torturing you as much as possible. You squirm a little and whimper as I undo your robe and slowly open it up. I slide it off your shoulders, and look down your perfect body so hot and bothered, and I find your already hard. The site I must admit….is surely something to behold.

Your thick shaft stands proudly amongst curly hazel pubes, your tip angry and swollen, your more perfect than I ever would have imagined. I lean on my knees and observe you diligently, just soaking in your glory and beauty. Your so pretty it's almost painful to look at….skin perfectly sun kissed to a sleek tan, stomach and chest toned well, legs full of thin muscle….oh god I must have you tonight. Your leaning slightly backward now, your arms rested on the bed for support. You then slowly look at me, your smooth coffee eyes half lidded and pleading. I lean over you like a lion to it's prey and slowly kiss and suck on your left nipple. I take it into my hot lips and tease it until it's pert and hard. As I do so I'm successfully dragging short gasps and moans from your lungs. I grin with satisfaction as I know that I've got you eating from the palm of my hand. Is this what it feels like to have so much power you don't know what to do with it? Maybe….but I know very well what I'll do with this power I've sucked from you…I'm going to make you mine. And your going to like it.

You pant against my chest, your hard length wagging shamelessly in front of your flushed body.

I suddenly feel your engorged cock push into my flaccid length and my breath hitches up in my chest. Oh it felt so good…and without me realizing it, you notice my reaction to the touch. You suddenly lean upward, onto your knees too, meeting with my stance. Were nose to nose now….and I can't help but think…what are you doing?

You rub my hips with your thumbs and your gently begin rubbing your guilty need up and down mine. I practically fall over as you do so, but you catch me quickly. I just couldn't control my body, my legs just gave out…..I lean on you for support, because even with my little moment of collapse, you don't stop. It's un-like anything I've felt before. Your head is warm against the sensitive skin of my cock, leaking warm tears of pre-cum down me. The fluids are warm on me, rolling down my shaft like little streams. It's to much to bear….I gasp into your neck and moan into your collar.

Before long I feel my own cock swelling to match yours. What a pair…..

We stare at each other in wonder, simply taking in our separate bodies and our newly acquired erections. I look over you, your light brown pubic hairs, your proud erection, yours slightly smaller than my own. Your groin dips perfectly into a nice V as it trails off into your private areas.

You look over me, my black pubic hairs surrounding my own shameless erection, thick and long. Over my own groin, though it's not quite as toned as your own, it's still beautiful. The flesh slightly pale with the lack of sunlight…milky and delicious looking.

I see you longing for me.

You see me longing for you.

My fear of being naked has faded quickly into the background…..and really…I feel. Whole. It's not scary to be naked in front of you, because your bare too, but I feel like you aren't judging me actually. I feel, safe, and I feel good even as I kneel naked and needy before you. Because you are just the same as me. We….are equal.

You lean in close to me…..and you kiss my cheek softly, your hand coming to rest on my pale shoulder.

"Oh Ryuuzaki…..your magnificent…." You whisper to me in that honey sweet voice of yours.

That mellow, syrupy voice that makes me want to be your whore. That voice that makes me melt. I wrap my arms around your neck and hang them loosely there. My wild locks gently tickling against your cheekbone.

I like it when you talk to me like that….

"Tell me more…" I whisper to you .

Your naughty fingers slowly run down the length of my chest, taking in my every curve and feature. You grin into my soft hair and nuzzle me softly.

"From the first time I saw you…I just couldn't take my eyes off you. I was star struck. And all I thought to myself, is oh what a painfully gorgeous man. The way you sat in your desk chair, legs folded up, it was torturous. It always tempted me to just go over, open up your legs roughly, invade your chair, and fill you with me. Do you so rough in your chair…." You pant to me.

I love the sound of your voice talking dirty to me. It's like a drug…and I want more. My heroin….Is you….and I need to shoot up bad.

"Ah! Oh more Raito….I like it!" I say breathlessly.

Your fingers play over my naval, and follow the happy trail down into my groin, where you sink your fingers into my thick curls. All I can think…..is….oh yes.

"The way you always have your little thumb innocently pressed into your lips. I want to just rip I out and force my dick in instead…..make you suck my cock so hard…" You growl at me.

I giggle at the thought, your cute when your trying to be sexual. But I hope you know….you aren't going to be top. Oh hell no. That's my job, you said so yourself…but I'll just let you get your fill of power for now. Besides I can't lie…I like it.

I lean back and you look into my eyes. You can see it in my eyes…you know that I'm wild. I'm a beast,…..an animal. And I'm going to fucking tear you apart little Light Yagami.

Always such a good boy. Daddy's little boy. Mommy's little son. Sisters loving brother. Clean cut, never a hair out of place. Smart to add, and witty no doubt. Not tonight. I'm going to rip you up one side and down the other.

I'm going to turn good little boy into a fucking slut garden. I'm going to make you sore, and you'll like it. I grin at you wildly, a toothy smile spread like fire across my cheeks. And I see it in your eyes, your scared. Those unshakable sepia orbs….they quake now.

You tenderly run your thumb down my cock, slipping it in-between the slit at the top, wet with hot pre-cum. I huff into your collar and nip it gently.

I'm the boy that will become a king…and you will fall to your knees tonight.

If you are the great Kira that I suspect you to be….this is all so wrong. But in a sick sense….so very ironic. I, the one and only L…will have brought Kira to his knees, and fucked him like a slave. I push the nasty thought out of my head and turn my intentions back to how good it feels when you rub my dick.

Our lips find each others again and were entwined in another heated kiss…..I push against you hard and you loose your balance suddenly, and we both tumble onto the floor, taking some of the blankets with us as we fall. I shove you down into the wood floor, and you wince a little as your shoulder blades dig painfully into the hard flooring. I brush your hair out of your bothered face and kiss you hard. You arch your back and rub cocks with me again as I kiss you long and rough.

I draw back so slowly it's painful, a little line of saliva tailing from my extended tongue as it leaves the depths of your mouth.

I cannot stand it any longer. I don't just want you anymore, I need you. I grab both your knees and push them up and out, pressing them into your chest, and your eyes widen at the movement.

"W-wait…Ryuuzaki….I have l-lube in my drawer please go get it." You say through panting breaths.

I nod and slowly stand up, leaving you on the floor looking somewhat like a crab the way your legs are drawn up. I snicker at the thought as I leap across the bed skillfully and lean over the drawer, searching for the lube. I finally find the small bottle and grab it successfully. I fly back across the bed and you welcome me back onto you thankfully.

I undo the lid and squirt some of the cold jelly onto my hand. I lubricate two of my long slender fingers slowly and you watch me with drooping love drunk eyes.

I let my wet fingers dance around the rim of your opening, and as a hit sensitive nerves you can't help but to gasp and grunt. I push my finger into you slightly, as if I were ringing a doorbell….and you lean your head back to moan. You look like such a slut….and I love it more than simple words can explain. I let my first finger enter your hot body, and you hiss a little now, and I'm sure your beginning to feel the slight pain. Which brings me to the wondering….are you a virgin?

"First time?" I whisper softly as my second finger begins to slide past your opening.

You look down at me with pained and pleased eyes.

"Y-yes…you?" You whisper slightly.

I nod. Because it is only true….no matter how sad it must sound. A 24 year old virgin…..never have I been with a woman, nor a man…..this is to be my first. But to my irking you don't seem too surprised when I say yes.

"Why did you expect me to be?" I snap moving my fingers within you gently.

You only smile at me, that cheeky little grin that reminds me somewhat of a chipmunk.

"Well...you have to admit you don't get out much, so i just supposed the answer was no." You say clinically.

I just sigh in reply...

"I guess Raito-kun does have a point." I grumble.

I do admit I would have thought you, being the pretty boy you are, would at least have fucked Misa. Or one of your many little girl pets…I'm guessing not though.

"Are you sure about that?" I ask again.

You nod as your body shudders, you erection getting slightly impatient with you now.

"Y-yes! I…..I've never had sex before….now c'mon Ryuuzaki…please…." You pant to me….begging?

Wow, I've never thought of you as a beggar….but I guess being in the state you are, you can't do much but beg.

"Not even a girl?" I push again.

You groan frustrated and bothered as your cock pulses harshly.

"N-no! Not even a girl….Ryuuzaki! PLEASE! Oh please your so fucking hot…..I want you inside me!" You yell at me drunkenly.

I scissor my fingers inside your tightness and open you up gently, dragging approving hisses and gasps from your tortured form beneath me. I like it when you call me hot….it has some sort of nice…ring to it. Devious, slutty, nasty, dirty, and sexy…..mmm I like it. I lick my lips in anticipation, and watch you plead and beg. Then suddenly the tip of my finger runs across your prostate, causing you to buck in sudden pleasure, sinking my fingers far into you.

"HAA!" You gasp as you try to get my finger to hit the spot again, but I quickly pull my fingers out completly.

You look up at me fiercely.

"Ryuuzaki…..ugh….why did you stop!" You complain.

Wow…your quite unruly and impatient when aroused. I mean normally your irritably impatient anyway…but more so now than ever!

"I don't want you to come to early." I say to you simply.

You sigh in protest and watch me intently as I pump more lube into my hand and begin anointing myself. I hiss as the cool lube slides up my painfully engorged cock….but continue to slick myself patiently. I want to do a god job, and hurt you as little as possible….

I take your legs and lift one into the air letting you rest it over my shoulder, and you open them wider, wrapping the other around my hip. I feel like were one…not yet conjoined yet so close…..ever so close.

I grasp my swollen penis and push my cum-slick tip against your puckered entrance and I hear you take a deep breath and hold it. I then push slowly into you, you cry out in pain and bite your lip. I look at you quickly, afraid I've hurt you too bad.

"Is Light-kun ok?" I whisper my voice quivering.

You nod quickly and I slowly press in further…getting another cry of anguish from you. Again….this worries me.

"Are you sure?" I ask you again.

I can hardly mutter out a single sentence now…..god your so tight. Your silken walls squeezing around my large penis…the urge to fuck you hard and fast keeps nipping at me…but I know I can't. I'll hurt to too much.

"YES! Ohhhh …uhnnnn…" You mumble panting.

I sink myself deeper into your hungry body until I'm fully sheathed within you. You're so hot, so tight, so moist…..so fuck-able. I can hardly stand the anticipation as I sit motionlessly awaiting you to become used to my fat penis filling you. Your face becomes slightly relaxed after a while…and I take this as my cue. I begin to thrust into you, slowly and steadily, your face contorts into an expression of stress, anguish and pleasure.

"Ughnn…uhhh.." You mutter breathily.

I grip your heels in my hands and I can't help myself….I'm thrusting harder…and harder, it's so tight. I love the tight feeling of you around me, gripping me, squeezing me. By now I'm drenched in a thick coat of sweat, my hair is wild from you playing with it and running your fingers through it. My body is hot, as is yours…..it's almost unbearable.

And suddenly, my cock touches the sensitive bundle of nerves deep within your body. You cry out in ecstasy and buck your hips into me, scaring me slightly with the sudden movement.

"AH! UGHNN YES! RIGHT THERE L! THERE! AGAIN!" You yell your eyes squeezed shut, little tears in the corners of them, as I do you harder and harder.

I never would have thought of you as such a whore…but then again I've never seen you like this either…..your so attractive like this. I do as you demand, pushing myself into your weakness so I can hear your moans that sound as sweet as a song bird.

"Mhmmmm! Raito! Oh you feel so hot inside!" I mutter, but it comes out as more of a grunt than a sentence.

You're writhing beneath me now…..not struggling, but bucking and arching for more, trying to fill yourself with more of me. I feel the heat in my groin coiling up like a new spring…..you arch up your back and push up into me.

"OH you're an ANIMAL!" You yell slurred and drunkenly.

Your body lurches against mine tortured and needing, and you moan like a raped virgin, and I know your close. I shudder against you….I'm close too. I throw my head back and open my mouth in a long moan.

"Yeeeeesssss!" I hiss thickly as I reach down and grab your cock in my fist.

You yelp and mewl as I pump you hard, relentlessly, and you love every second of it. I want you to come with me…..I want to climax with you…together.

"AHHHHHHHH RYUUZAKI!" You moan loudly.

Your body tenses up and your hot juices are suddenly spattered between us, dampening both our torsos in fresh cum. My fist is drenched in the steamy semen and I can't help but love the feeling. I reach up and clutch your hips, spreading cum from my hand all over your right one. And with that…I come too, in a rush of glory and pleasure, my hot seed filling the insides of your body thickly. I shudder and shake as I come and mewl sickly into the air. I slowly pull myself from your clutches, sperm soaked and already slightly softening, and droop over you on my hands and knees. You wilt beneath me, panting and flushed, sweat beads glistening on your forehead. Both of us just stay there on the cum spattered floor, gasping and used….and there can't help but be a feeling of utter satisfaction. My arms wobble as I hover above you, and suddenly thy just give out, and I fall onto your chest.

You snicker and gently wrap your arms around me, your breath still coming in short gasps.

You bury your face in my messy hair and breath in deeply….I lay my head on your chest and feel my eyes threatening to close.

I'm so tired…

You rub my shoulder softly and I sigh.

"Lets get to bed." You whisper, your voice finally returning to you, thus showing your back in control.

I nod against you and I slowly get up on shaky, unstable legs. I crawl up into the warm sheets and plunk myself down on the mattress. And not moments later, you join me as you lay beside me. I turn over to look at your pretty face once again….just to look into those candy eyes and see you smile back at me. I lay on my side and look at you tiredly.

You…..Light Yagami.

You…..my enemy.

You…..my partner in crime.

You…my lover.

I scoot closer to you and cuddle into your sweat and cum ridden chest. And you take me into your arms, it feels like home.

You then suddenly smile at me. And chuckle slightly.

I cock my head at you curiously.

You lean over and kiss my cheek lovingly.

"I told you, you would be top." You say to me cheekil