A/N: Sorry it's taken me sooo long! Work has become so hectic it feels like I'm always there. I want to say thank you to all the people who have reviewed and that wished my dad well, he doing good after the surgery. So here is the next chapter I hope it lives up to the anticipation!!
Also to give warning there is some sexual content in the beginning of this chapter, you have been warned!:)
"Feels good doesn't it Greg? To give in to desire?"
Greg had a hard time grasping this was actually happening that Nick was pressed up against him as they devoured each other's lips and the fact that they were completely naked, save for boxers of course.
"God…" Nick gasped as he pulled away his errection painfully obvious in his flimsy boxers. "Greg…oh God…"
"Can't stop." Greg panted.
"Don't want you to, but we ah need…" his words faltered off as Greg grasped his cock firmly, he threw his head back in ecstasy.
"Is that what you need Nick?"
"Yes…God yes…." He latched his lips back onto Gregs and pushed him down on the bed, still not remembering how they made it from the barn to his room, but the softness was welcome. They fell in a tangle of limbs, pushing each other's boxers off gasping at the contact of finally having skin on skin.
"Now tell me Greggy, when did a sin ever feel this good?" But he paid no mind to his other self as he let Nick take him to oblivion.
The first thing heard was the slam of a car door which caused him to wake up instantly in a panic.
"Greg, you have to get up." But Greg didn't respond to snuggled deeper into Nick's side. "Greg please…" He shook him gently causing Greg's eyes to snap open.
"What's going on?"
"They're back."
"Shit." He cursed and sat right up in hurry to find his clothes. He paused for a second staring at Nick wishing it didn't have to be this way.
"What?"
"Is it wrong that I don't want to leave?"
"Very wrong, but God so right." And then they tempted getting caught by leaning in for a kiss of lust and promise not knowing if they'd ever get to savor each other again before Greg left.
"Greg? Nick are you here?" Ashley's voice echoed through the hall and Greg knew he had to leave.
"Until we meet again." He whispered in Nick's ear and then he was gone. Nick collapsed back down on his bed; he was in so deep now he knew he'd never be able to dig himself back out even if he wanted to.
Greg made it into Ashley's room seconds before she opened the door and he couldn't believe how close they were to almost getting caught.
"You're just now getting up?"
"Yeah I was tired." He yawned.
"Well get dressed Darcy is downstairs."
"Darcy?"
"Yes Darcy my cousin who I went to pick up."
"Oh right." He nodded. "Go on I'll be right down."
"Are you ok?"
"Yes, I'm fine, believe me."
"Ok." She said as she leaned into kiss him softly. "Hurry."
"I will." He watched her go then touched his lips where she had just kissed him realizing that after kissing Nick Ashley had no effect on him he closed his eyes and wondered just how far this could go on before everything came crashing down around him.
"Gregory you didn't."
"Don't lecture me Sara."
"Of course I'm going to lecture you; you call me saying you cheated on your girlfriend with her brother of all people! That deserves a lecture Greg."
"I don't need if from you Sara."
"What else do you want me to say? That I'm happy that you ruined your relationship with Ashley? That I'll be sending you a congratulatory bouquet? Is that what you wanted Greg?"
"No Sara that's not what I wanted, Jesus you don't have to be a bitch."
"I'm the bitch says the man who slept with his girlfriend's brother."
"You know what Sara I don't know why I called you."
"I don't know why you did either because you already know how I feel about this."
"Fine I won't bother you anymore, I know what I did was wrong Sara, but I called you because you're my best friend."
"Just because I'm your best friend doesn't mean I agree with what you did."
"I know Sara, I know, but I thought you'd be able to help me stop it."
"Stop what?"
"This because I don't know if I can Sara…" he broke off into an almost sob. "I'm falling in love with him."
"What?"
"I'm falling in love with him and it's not going away."
"Greg…"
"I never meant to hurt her Sara, I never wanted to, but there's this feeling, this connection I have with Nick it's like nothing I've ever felt before not even with Ashley."
"I'm sorry Greg." She whispered. "But I can't tell you what to do."
"I know you can't… God I should have just stayed home like I wanted to."
"Maybe you should have."
"And regretted it for the rest of my life."
"But you'd still have Ashley."
"Yeah." He murmured not sounding as if that was the life he wanted now. "Yeah I would."
Nick was pacing and Warrick knew that whenever Nick paced it couldn't be good.
"Come on spit it out."
"I slept with Greg."
"Greg? Greg as in your sister's boyfriend Greg?"
"Yes the very same."
"Nick you idiot! This is your sister we're talking about not some stranger!"
"I know, I know but it wasn't like I was the only one involved."
"It wasn't supposed to happen at all Nick, you were supposed to let it go."
"I tried to let it go, I tried to let it go with some stranger at the bar, but he crept into my mind, I've tried Warrick."
"Then try harder Nick."
"Maybe I don't want to anymore, I liked the way it felt, giving into sin."
"You liked that this is going to ruin your sister in the long run?"
"No…I…damn." Nick shook his head. "Fuck you're right, this can't go any further."
"No it can't, she's you sister man."
"I know she is." He sighed. "I just…I felt things with him I've felt before not even with Jeremy and I have this need to be with him."
"Then you need to get it rid of the need."
"That's just it Warrick, I don't think I can."
Greg was restless, Ashley was sound asleep beside him and he stared at her face, and the only thing he saw was how much he wanted to be with Nick at the very moment. He closed his eyes and willed the feeling to go away. But as time ticked on the need and want for Nick was growing and he found himself slipping silently out of the bed. This was surely going to get him caught, but as he neared Nick's room he found he didn't care.
Nick lied awake on his bed he knew sleep was far away because every time he closed his eyes all he saw was Greg. He sat up and looked at the clock 3:15am was blinking back at him and growled in frustration, there was only one thing he knew to do. He stood up walking toward the door; he only hoped Ashley was still a sound sleeper.
Greg heard a door creek open and he froze, oh shit.
"Greg is that you?"
"Nick?"
"Yeah."
"Oh thank God." He breathed a sigh of relief.
"Come with me to my room." Nick whispered. "Before we run out of time."
"Ok." Greg nodded. Nick grabbed Greg's hand pulling him into the dark shutting the door and locking it. Once he was sure it was locked he shoved Greg against it plundering his mouth like it was his last drop of water.
"Oh God Greg…" he gasped. "I craved this all day."
"Me too…oh god…" he gasped as Nick's hand wondered their way down south. "Me too."
"We shouldn't be doing this…" Nick whispered as he slowly slid Greg's sweatpants down.
"No we shouldn't…but don't stop, please don't stop." And he claimed Nick's lips again as they fell back against the bed. They were into deep now and both knew they couldn't go back not now, not ever.
Ashley stirred slightly reaching out to grab Greg but all she came in contact was air. She sat up and flipped on the light, she was alone. She figured he just went to the bathroom, but the way he had been acting she wasn't so sure, he was hiding something and she knew it. She wouldn't be so bothered, but her own sister had brought the subject up and now it was all she could think about.
"Ashley can I ask you a question?"
"Sure Mary anything."
"How is your relationship with Greg going really?"
"It's fine Mary, why the fifth degree?"
"He just seems different from the other guys you've dated."
"And you don't know him like I do Mary, he's a great guy."
"Does he make you happy?"
"Very."
"He just seems very aloof."
"I'll admit he hasn't been himself since we got here, he's not used to such a big family."
"It's odd though."
"What's odd?"
"He and Nick seem have gotten pretty close over the short time they've known each other."
"So, nothing odd about that."
"It took Nick almost two years to warm up to Richard and he's warmed up to Greg in less than three days."
"So they get along, that's great."
"Nick's always been over protective of us girls Ashley, but with Greg it's different."
"Don't telling you're suggesting…"
"Suggesting what?"
"That Nick is attracted to Greg." Mary didn't want to add that she had seen signs from Greg too, but she was sure that in the end Ashley was going to be the one who got hurt.
"I'm just saying."
"Well don't, Nick's my brother and he wouldn't do that to me."
"That's the thing, you can't stop attraction."
"Just stop it Mary, I don't know why you even brought it up."
"I just don't want you to get hurt."
"I'm not going to; Greg loves me and would never do anything to hurt me." Mary bit her lip, she didn't want to say anything more upset Ashley further.
Now as she lay awake she thought of her conversation with Mary, what it could possibly mean. She shook her head, Mary was being silly and Greg was just in the bathroom, he'd be back soon she was sure of it.
"Greg?" The voice was soft and he could imagine hearing that voice whisper in his ear for the rest of his life.
"Go back to sleep Nick."
"But you have to get back before…"
"Shhh baby, we've got time." Greg felt Nick kiss his neck and he wished he didn't have to leave these arms and go back to the life he didn't want anymore.
"I wish we had more." Nick whispered back burying his face into the crook of Greg's neck. "You have to go soon; Ashley will know you're gone."
"I know." Greg sighed. "Nick?"
"Yeah?"
"I…." he stopped knowing that if he said the words he was feeling there really would be no going back.
"Don't say anything…let's just be together just like we are." Greg didn't respond and just let himself fall a little deeper into Nick and a little deeper in love.
Greg crept back into Ashley's room after sharing a long kiss goodbye with Nick and just seeing her beautiful face made him feel horrible at what he was doing to her. He slipped into bed hoping he didn't wake her.
"Where did you go?"
"Bathroom."
"You were in there for a long time."
"I wasn't feeling well."
"You could have came and got me."
"It's fine, just go back to sleep." He curled his arm around her waist, and it wasn't the same it didn't feel right when he knew it should.
"I'd wish you'd talk to me Greg."
"I'm fine I told you." He pulled her closer to him. "Go to sleep." Ashley didn't respond just closed her eyes and let the tears fall to her cheeks.
