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"I don't like it either. Not as good as the real thing. " I said with a chuckle she looks up at me and smiles a bright beautiful smile and I'm happy to see my Sookie smile and will do everything to keep that smile on her face.
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Chapter7:Pam Cares too
Sookie's POV
Pam walked me out to a light blue minivan and helped me get settled into the front seat, then was in the driver's seat in the blink of an eye and started driving out.
"Can I be honest with you Sookie?" Pam asked breaking the silence.
"Yea, sure Pam." I said looking down at my hands.
"I have been in a similar situation before I was turned, actually Eric turned me after killing my attackers over 200 years ago. I had snuck out of my house to meet a boy I liked but wasn't allowed to be with because he didn't have the right blood line. It sounds stupid now how things were in those days. When I was returning home after my secret rendezvous through the woods and ran into a group of men outlaws apparently. They saw me alone and attacked me I was raped by the 5 men they stabbed me and a man slit my throat so I would stop my screaming I was deadly injured. I was dying as I saw Eric ripped my attackers limb from limb. Eric offered me life when I was dying and I accepted." Pam told her story while looking out of the window. I felt her pain and shed tears for the life she lost because of those men.
"I'm so sorry Pam." I said through my tears.
"I lived well sort of and so did you Sookie. Not many could overcome it but I have and so will you." She said still not meeting my eye.
We arrived at a beautiful simple 1 story house it was too dark to see it clearly but it looked simple and the area around was quiet it seemed like a peaceful neighborhood she helped me inside the house the living room was simple mocha walls and dark leather sofa's in front of a massive entertainment center. She took off her shoes and instructed me to remove mine then led me into huge a dark room and turned on the light and there dead center was the largest bed I have ever seen covered in black silk sheets and a black comforter folded neatly on the bottom. The headboard was dark wood carved with detailed images of ships and seas. Huh? It was very intresting. I kept looking around saw a dresser, night tables, a hutch in front of where the window was supposed to be. The room was beautiful classy and manly and there were three other doors in it that I assumed were closets and the bathroom. It screamed Eric. Pam came back into the room and I never even realized she had left, I felt slightly embarrassed.
"Here are some clothes to sleep in, I would never allow you to sleep in those rags you call clothing Sookie. You should burn all those clothes, they are horrible." I smiled up at her and she motioned to door on her left which she opened and turned on to reaveal the most beautiful bathroom I have ever seen it had a bathtub that looks like it could fit 4 people, a shower equally as large.
I shed my bloodied clothes and looked at myself in the mirror. I looked into my own eyes and I didn't see the me that I always saw and I felt dead inside. I saw the girl that was lost and empty, I saw uncle Bartlett on top of me ripping off my shirt. I shivered and shook away all thoughts I turned on the water in the shower and doused myself under the many shower heads. I tried to wash away my sins with the hottest water I could handle using Eric's soap to scrub away my shame with a washcloth until my skin felt raw. I sat down on the floor of the shower letting the hot water wash over me while I hugged my knees to my chest. I didn't even notice the door opened I didn't realize I wasn't alone until I felt small cool arms wrap around me in a hug. I looked up into Pam's face in surprise. She was shedding blood tears for me. I lifted my hand and wiped them off as the water poured over her.
"Pam you're getting wet." I said confused as fuck as why she in the shower with me.
"It's only water little one, plus it's only my Fangtasia outfit it's not important to me." She said with a smirk. Then she lifted me up in her arms and put me on the floor outside of the shower. She shed her clothes with vampire speed and wrapped herself in a white fluffy towel. Then shut off the water and dried me up with another white towel and dried me fast, she slipped some cotton panties on me and slipped a baby pink long silk gown. She sat me on the counter and blow dried my hair. I was being pampered and cared for in a way I have never been before.
"So are you ready to talk about it?" She asked looking at me with concern in her eyes.
"Not right now Pam, at least not yet." I said holding back tears and gave her a small smile. "When I am you'll be the first one I go to. I promise. "She patted my hand softly.
"Let's get you a true blood like the doctor said then." She took me the living room and I sat on the sofa. "Would you like it hot or cold?" She asked from the kitchen.
"I'd rather have it cold because it'd be weird hot too much like real blood." I said scrunching my nose and she laughed came out and handed me the blood.
"I'm going to clean up the bathroom then take a shower. Are you okay here?" She asked with a smile.
"Yeah I'm fine I'll just wait on Eric." I said with a smile she nodded and walked off.
I sat on the couch staring at the bottle of blood in my hands. So this is what vampires eat huh? I sniffed the bottle and brought it to my lips and took a swallow it took all of my will power to keep it down. Once I swallowed I looked down at it and grimaced.
"This thing is disgusting." I said out loud to myself then jumped when I heard him.
"I don't like it either. Not as good as the real thing." He said with a chuckle and I couldn't help but smile up at him.
"Yeah but you're conditioned to like it." I joked.
"I guess that's true but you had no problem liking mine." He said with a devilish smirk and I couldn't help but blush. He was right but I couldn't let him have the last word.
"Maybe it was the vintage." I said with a small smile and he busted out laughing a deep chuckle and I couldn't help yawn because I was getting pretty tired.
"I think we should get you to bed lover, you seem really tired it has been a long night." He said and lifted me into his arms and took me to the room and lay me on the bed then sped into the bathroom and I heard the shower run. I got myself more comfortable stretching out the comforter above the sheet and getting under them by the time I was done Eric came out freshly showered wearing only black drawstring pajama bottoms and my mouth fell open. If he was hot with clothes the man was a freaking gift from God topless. His chisled chest, six pack standing proudly the v that I peeked slightly above the pajama pants. He got into the bed with me and held me close to him inhaling my scent. I felt comfortable and safe in his arms no one could harm me. He didn't even move his hands from slightly above my waist he wasn't being inappropriate just cuddling me close and I shed a tear at his innocent touch.
"Sleep, Lover I'm here just try and rest my dear." He said pressing a kiss into my hair and pressed his hand into mine and squeezed lightly and kept holding my hand. My breathing even out and I closed my eyes, so I fell asleep holding hands with a vampire.
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