*Disclaimer* I do not own Ouran High School Host Club nor do I own the characters :)

Sorry it took forever to update!! I was sickk then my niece had a seizure so I had to go to the hospital then, we had exams and I had to study like crazy... :( It sucks... Here are some chappies I made in spare time... To me they're pretty crappy... Not as crappy as this cough drop I suckin on though.. Bleh! OKay, so enjoy, read :) P.S. I probably made sum spellin errors in this so, yeah.. Sowwy! D:


(Monday) The next Morning...

Kaoru'sPOV:
I woke up with Hikaru's candy breath in my face. I smiled and closed my eyes just enjoying the moment... Hikaru suddenly gripped me around the waist and pulled me closer to him. I gasped and then relaxed... 'I must be dreaming!' I thought gulping. Then Hikaru whispered my name then Haruhi's. 'Maybe he's deciding who he wants?' I though trying to think positive. Hikarunuzzled his head in my neck and purred softly. 'Aww, he's never purred before..' I smiled. I closed my eyes and enjoyed Hikaru's presence. Then the phone rang... Hikaru jolted up and reached for his cell phone under his pillow. Turns out he answered my cell phone and when he answered whoever it was he instantly got upset and grumpy. Hikaru was like a child when it came down to things like these...

"It's for you..." He said narrowing his eyes, pouting then crossing his arms.

"O-Okay..." I whispered getting my phone from him. "Hello?" I whispered yawning into the phone.

"Mon Ami!" Tamaki yelled happily into the phone. "Can I give you a ride to school today?" He asked over-joyed. To be honest I really wanted to talk to Hikaru on the ride to school, but I couldn't ruin his happiness.

"Sure, sure. Why not?" I said giggling into the phone.

He giggled. "Thank you, Mon Ami!" I could tell he was smiling on the other line.

"Bye!" I said and shut the phone and placed it back under the pillow.

"What the hell did HE want?" Hikaru murmured.

"He wanted to know if he could pick me up for school..." I smiled. "He's so sweet..."

"I'm sweet too, you know!" Hikaru murmured then started mumbling randomly.

"Your not jealous, are you?" I asked innocently.

He looked at me shocked and blushed a bit. I blinked twice. Hikaru was so easy to read sometimes. I knew he was jealous from the start... At least, I wanted him to be jealous, then maybe he'd figure out he was in love with me. He'd probably end up confessing it to me sooner or later! Oh, well! I can dream can't I? That reminds me... I had dirty little fantasies of Tamaki, Hikaruand I... I shivered remembering them... 'Why must I be torn between two?' I asked myself sighing.

"N-no... I just don't understand why you hang out with him..." Hikaru said shrugging then sighing. "Why can't we just hang out like we used to?" He asked biting his bottom lip.

Good time to get all emotion....

"Well, when I want to hang your always with Haruhi... Know what I mean? It's like I don't even matter to you anymore... Do I matter to you?" I asked searching his eyes. His eyes widened as he stared into mine.

"Of course you matter to me! Your my brother, even closer than that!" He immediately placed his hands over his mouth. "Had breakfast yet? Think we should go ahead and get ready, you know change and all?" He laughed nervously.

Hikaru. Just. Said. I. Was. Closer. Than. His. Brother... I'm totally freaking out in the inside! What if he means like a best friend or something, though. He kept laughing nervously and I broke into laughter as his looked back and forth. He started chuckling and placed a his hand in mine. 'Finally things are going back to normal!' I thought gripping his hand tightly in mine. He kissed the top of my head and then ruffled my hair. I giggled and ruffled his hair back and he growled playfully. Strangely... He hasn't said a word about Haruhi lately...

"Seriously Kaoru... Maybe Tamaki, you and I can ride all together..." He said smiling angelically batting his eyelashes.

I giggled. This always got to me for some reason. I rolled my eyes and got up to stretch. After I stretched I went to our armoire and picked out a pair of skinny jeans and a orange t-shirt that read 'Twin Telepathy' on it and went ahead and picked out Hikaru's identical shirt. This week and last week were days we could wear what we wanted, but some other people didn't really care... I felt Hikaru's warm breath on the back of my neck and shivered... 'Oh how I missed that...' I thought leaning into his chest. He chuckled in my ear then grabbed his shirt from my hands. I narrowed my eyes. Typical Hikaru...

"You wanna shower first or what?" He asked smirking and examining my body fully.

Quickly, I blushed and nodded my head. He laughed and said 'Okay.' I went in the bathroom with my towel and everything and took a quick shower. After the shower, I wrapped myself up in a towel and went into our room. Hikaru was by our door smiling. He went in and I didn't see him till Tamaki arrived. Tamaki was wearing nice black pants with a blue shirt with green stripes on it. He was popping a piece of gum in his mouth and playing with his thumbs. I giggled and he escorted me to the limo... He bowed and helped me in and we laughed.

"Oh, we gotta wait for Hikaru!" I said quickly Tamaki sighed and nodded.

He got in beside me and en-twinned our fingers. I gulped. After a minute or two Hikaru finally sat down beside me and en-twinned our fingers. Hikaru scooted as close as possible to me and I laid on his shoulder. I heard Tamaki whimper and I sighed. Hikaru was warm, Tamaki was feeling a bit cold. I really hope this didn't hurt his feelings. Hikaru kissed my head and I just barely saw him glaring at Tamaki. Tamaki scowled then watched out the window... 'This is gonna be a long day..' I thought closing my eyes.


Kaoru'sPOV:
Well, Hikaru and Haruhi weren't being all lovey dovey today and I was sorta afraid, but happy in a way. I wanted Hikaru to be happy and if he wasn't I sorta blamed myself for ruining his happiness. Hikaru and Haruhi talked just not all 'we should go out at 10' or 'I-I think I love you?' I sighed and examined my Hikaru. He wasn't smiling and neither was Haruhi...

Hikaru looked over at me then went back to talking to Haruhi. He smiled and she did too. They started talking all lovey dovey and I rolled my eyes. Haruhi blushed as Hikaru tickled her under her chin then looked back to me. It looked like he was trying to make me jealous, but with Hikaru you could never really be sure about what he's thinking about...

I tapped Hikaru on the shoulder. "Hikaru... Wanna hang later?" I asked and he smiled and nodded.

"Haruhi, I'll talk to you later, okay?" Hikaru told Haruhi then she smiled then Hikaru whispered something in her ear then she frowned then slightly smiled.

Blinking and tilting my head, I stared at their little exchange in wonder....

"Hikaru... Your keeping something from me, aren't you?" I asked and he looked down in embarrassment I knew that face....

"Yes, no? I could be!" He said with a sneaky smirk,

"Whatever..." I mumbled. "Tamaki's gonna hang with us to, okay?" I whispered making him frown.

With that, class started and we were in for an hour of boringness... I listened boredly to the teacher as he went on about... You know... I wasn't really listening I was idly tapping my pencil on my desk. Staring off into space, I thought about Hikaru's embarrassment earlier. 'How is this evening gonna go when the guy I love is in a bad mood and the guy I like is awkward...' I though biting on my bottom lip and continuing to idly tap my pencil...

Classes were over and the 'Host Club' was in need of cash. So, our plans for today had to wait till later. Kyouya set Haruhi with Hikaru again with Tamaki and I together. I didn't really mind though... Tamaki was pretty cool, I couldn't really complain... Plus, when you have a super crush on him, it really doesn't matter at all!

"Oh, mon ami!" Tamaki said twirling around like a ballerina. "Come, come!" He said posing in a ballerina pose. I smiled.

"Kay! Coming!" I answered. I turned around and Hikaru was right in-front of me. I blushed and he crossed his arms.

"Kao... Can Tamaki, you and I sorta... All be together today? Haruhi said she wants to leave early..." Hikaru said laughing nervously pulling at his shirt collar.

"O-Okay..." I said with a blush. "Come on, then.." I said grabbing his hand and walking over to the now frowning Tamaki.

We sat down with me in the middle. Hikaru was on my left with Tamaki on my right. I sighed and looked at them both. Hikaru took my hand in his while Tamaki took my other in his, too. I frowned and looked at Hikaru he smiled and kissed my cheek sweetly. We watched as girl filed in and gazed curiously at Hikaru, Tamaki and I. I gulped and adjusted my collar. The girls smiled and said their 'hellos' and waited for out 'act'. I looked at the guys and they smiled.

"So, Kaoru... Remember last night when you slept in my bed and cuddled up as close as you could to me, because you were scared of the lightning?" Hikaru started laughing then I pouted.

Tamaki whimpered and I heard him sigh. This was probably taking a toll on him... I gulped. I knew he liked me... Alot! And I-I knew that...Hikaru knows too, but I don't understand why he's purposely trying to make Tamaki feel bad about himself. I loved Hikaru, even when he'd act childishly like he is right now. I like Tamaki, but if he's trying to win me over... He needs to do better than that... 'Did I mention how sexy Hikaru looked today?' Okay... that's besides the point... I think I need to say something!

"Hi-Hikaru... Shh... Remember our deal? You said you wouldn't tell anyone..." I whispered wiping away a tear and turning around to Tamaki.

"My dear, your the beautiful merman that's brought light into my lair... I would never hurt you as so, my prince..." Tamaki said blushing. He took my hand and kissed it then tilted my chin up, gazing into my eyes.

The girls squealed and 'I can't take it!' and 'a love triangle! how romantic!'. It was an interesting twist wasn't it? I mean seriously 3 hot looking guys fighting over each other, because they're jealous of each other? Then, I heard a certain motor start up and my eyes widened. I looked around and saw Renge coming up from the ground on his little set thing... Sorta weird!

"Ohohohohohohohohoh!" She laughed twirling around on her stage.

"What the hell?" I heard Hikaru murmur. I giggled then he looked at me and smiled.

"A pair of twins and a lonely prince stuck in a love triangle of good looks and overwhelming emotions..." Renge said talking into her microphone. "Our Ouran boy's are falling in love, but who will win over our beloved Kaoru?" She said with hearts growing in her eyes just like the other girls'.

She did her freaky laugh again then twirled back into the ground. I slapped my head and then groaned. 'Could this day get any worse!?' I thought mentally slapping myself. I sighed and looked around at Tamaki and Hikaru. Hikaru was reaching for my hand. Mine met his anxiously. He took me into his arms and cradled me into his chest. I inhaled his sweet scent and snuggled in comfortably. This is what is was like before Haruhi came into the picture...

Hikaru murmured sweet nothings into my ear and I yawned as he cradled me tightly into his chest. I heard crying and I pulled back from Hikaru and looked around. Tamaki was running out the door with massive sobs coming from his throat. My throat went dry as I looked from the girls, to Hikaru to the running Tamaki. The girl looked anxiously at me awaiting my next move. 'They still think we're acting' I thought gulping. I looked up at Hikaru quickly, he was looking guilty then he grabbed my hand then ran to follow Tamaki.

"Look! I-I'm sorry I've been such an asshole, Kaoru..." Hikaru said running towards Tamaki.

"I-It's okay..." I whispered then he looked down at me and frowned. He ran a bit faster.

"I mean it, though. I just couldn't accept you with Tamaki... I-I was j-j... Jealous, okay!" He said getting all emotional... 'The old Hikaru's back...' I thought with a small smile despite what was going on.

"I accept your apology." I whispered. "I knew you were jealous and I just rubbed it in your face like that.." I told him gulping. "So, so sorry, Hika..." I said gripping his hand tightly.

"Look. We'll apologize later... We gotta apologize to that idiot... I knew you were jealous of Haruhi, too by the way. I mean it was so obvious... I mean I like her, but not as much as I-I...Never mind.." He whispered. I was so anxious to hear what he was trying to say, but I could wait...

"Hikaru! He's right there!" I said yelling and pointing to Tamaki.

"Dammit Kaoru! Go get him!" Hikaru said letting go of my hand then stopping in his place.

I gulped and ran faster. I ended up tripping on someones binder and falling all over Tamaki. I heard Hikaru's laughter. It got closer and closer. Tamaki wouldn't look at me, instead, he kept his eyes closed. Pouting, I gently pulled his tie. Looking back at Hikaru, I shrugged. Hikaru smiled then starting tickled him. Tamaki giggled then started biting his bottom lip. He couldn't hold it then, he burst out into laughter. I wiped away his tears with my finger and he opened his eyes. He smiled at me then noticed Hikaru. He frowned so did Hikaru.

"I-I'm s-so-sor..." Hikaru took a deep breath. "I'm sorry!" He said moving to sit against a wall.

He's so emotional...

"It's okay, Mon Ami... I-I just had a blond moment, I guess.." Tamaki shrugged. "When in Rome do as the Romans do, I always say!" Tamaki giggled. "I'm sorry too, I guess." Tamaki sighed.

"For what!?" Hikaru and I said in unison.. 'Thats the first thing we've sing together in awhile!' I thought smiling.

Tamaki smiled. "K-Kaoru... I like you... non! I love you.." Tamaki mumbled blushing.

I saw Hikaru sigh then he saw me looking. He smiled at me then frowned. I blinked twice then looked at Tamaki... He said he loved me... I-I don't think I love him though... He was sweet, butHikaru was the one I craved, the one I needed. Tamaki's just a want compared to Hikaru, the need. I looked down on Tamaki and we looked into each others eyes. His were hopeful and it made me feel sorta bad? I didn't want to hurt him...

"Kaoru..." I heard Hikaru whimper. 'Either way.. I'd end up hurting them both..' I sighed.

"M-Mon amour?" Tamaki asked. With his features glowing. Hikaru was smiling, but not in confidence.

Tamaki wrapped his arms around my waist, I shivered. I bit my tongue and looked at Hikaru once more. He looked so, so fragile and breakable... I couldn't hurt him... Tamaki whimper. I looked at him. He pouted.

"I-I gotta go... Okay!" I said getting off of Tamaki.

I got up and ran. Ran to where you might ask? Well, I was lucky enough to catch Mori and Honey just before they left for home. Honey was happy to see me and Mori.. Well, Mori is Mori... Quiet.. Not talkative... He just nodded. Honey was giggling and talking excessively, but I ignored him. I didn't mean to though. I was just upset...


Kaoru'sPOV:
Honey giggled then grabbed my hand. He pulled me into his house and went straight into the kitchen. He hopped on counter and giggled. I smiled. I couldn't help, but to. He was so adorable even if he is 17 year old 3rd year. He held Usa-Chan tightly in his arms while staring at me.

"Kao-Chan! Where did Tama-Chan, Hika-Chan and you go at the 'Host Club?!" He asked blinking 3times.

"Oh! You noticed...?" He giggled cutely then nodded. "Well, we went to talk in the... the..." Think Kaoru! Say something random! "The bathroom!" I said smiling sheepishly. "Tamaki got his zipper stuck and Hikaru and I had to help him unzip it?" I tilted my head then smiled.

"Oh.. Kao-Chan and Hika-Chan are so sweet! What was that Usa-Chan?" Honey-Senpai said leaning his ear down to Usa-Chan's mouth. "Oh! You think Kao-Chan deserves some delicious cake!?" Honey said giggling.

Mori walked up behind me. "Yeah..." He said boredly.

"Err, no thanks Honey-Senpai..." I murmured.

"Is Kao-Chan, okay?" Honey whispered pouting. I nodded. "Are you sure?" He asked blinking twice,

"Yeah.. Can I sleep here for tonight?" I asked and he nodded.

"Takashi!" Honey said giggling. "We've having a sleep-over!" He ran over to Mori and jumped on his shoulder. Mori stared boredly at who knows what and said 'yeah.'

I shivered.

"I'll be in bed...." I whispered to Mori and Honey.

"Okay, Kao-Chan!" Honey said smiling with little flowers flying around his face.

"Nice way to start the break from school...." I mumbled waving to Honey and Mori.

Slowly, I walked upstairs into an empty bedroom and laid my stuff down. I walked to the bed and collapsed onto it. I took off my jacket and tie and un-buttoned my shirt. Also, I un-buttoned my pants and threw them across the room. I laid in my boxers and turned on my side. I studied the pink walls and bunnies on the wall and smiled. It felt sorta homey in here. Despite all the cutesy, pink bunnies it was pretty comfortable....

After awhile of thinking about the day, I yawned. It was still pretty early for me to go to sleep. Strangely, I felt tired. Maybe a long day like this one was supposed to tire me out. I stretched and pulled the pink covers up around me. I snuggled in and smiled. Atleast I don't have to deal with Hikaru right about now. He would never have me sleep. He'd be talking and apologizing like crazy... Not like he really needed to. Didn't really annoy me, but it did sorta did make me upset, sorta. I loved him, then. I love him, now. He's mine, mine, forever! I guess I don't mind sharing... And as for Tamaki. He'd always be there for me. I smiled. He was always so sweet to me, even when I exploded on him in the past...

Snuggling up to the soft pillow, I finally closed my eyes and drifted slowly to sleep. I thought about what love really was and how I loved Hikaru and only liked Tamaki. If Hikaru didn't want me, I could have Tamaki. He'd have to deal with my broken heart, but after, he could be my prince. But, Hikaru will always be my king, the king of my heart. The only one that has access to it. He has the key to open it and take or put what he wants into it. I smiled and rolled over to my opposite side.

"Mine... My boys..." I murmured in my sleep. I smiled.


Was it good, bad, suckish? Horrible? Idk! You tell me... :( Review please and thankies! And in two chapters sum yaoi happens so, be prepared...