Disclaimer: Pretear belongs to Kaori Naruse and Junichi Satou. I won't ever own Hayate.

KeyQuis: Hayate's been giving me the evil eye ever since I wrote chapter 6...GEEZ! Aren't you glad I gave you the first kiss, you ungrateful bishie ? Onwards to the chapter 7 and stop threatening me at sword-point-I'm trying to finish this fanfiction as fast and best as I can. Yeah, this chapter...well, it's pretty much self-explanatory, but read it anyways . Sasame's song, Eternal Heart, finally has lyrics to it...took me a long time to think 'em up. Let's just read on and see how he sings his song again, shall we? Forewarning: this chapter will contain lovey-dovey content. It is Valentine's Day after all ...yeah right, KeyQuis. By the way, this is a long and IMPORTANT chapter.

Only You: A Confession and A Broken Heart

The cold season slowly retreated and made way for spring. Cherry blossoms started to open up and the cold winds were replaced by warm breezes. Several weeks passed for Himeno who happily enjoyed her life in her home town. She was reunited with her dear childhood friends and established a strong relationship with Sasame and Hayate, which was still growing. In her heart, Hayate was the best friend any person wished for.


"YAAA!" Himeno screamed as she lunged towards Hayate, who was poised to defend her assault. His quick block and swift side step caught her off guard and she helplessly fumbled forward, hitting the hard wood floor. "I thought you said that you were going to go easy on me. That really hurt, Hayate," Himeno said as she winced in pain and let go of her shinai to check her swollen palms. Being sprawled on the ground really sucked for Himeno, considering the countless times she had defeated her opponents in karate. It was her first in a long time.

"I'm sorry. I hope that you'll learn not to put so much power into your movements next time." Hayate helped her off the floor. "Let me see your palms." I have to admit, that was pretty funny. Watching her clumsy movements-so easy to read. "They're not that red. How about we end practice now and you can put some ice on that hand of yours?"

Almost two weeks of kendo had passed for Himeno already and she quickly picked up this new interest of hers. Himeno would vigorously practiced kendo with Hayate for an extra half hour or so after the actual practice ended. She wanted to compete in this year's regional tournament and she had to get better as soon as possible.

"Geez, I'm so sore today," Himeno grumbled. "You went extra hard on me this time." She rubbed her sore palms and aching shoulders. "I'll never get out of bed for sure."

"Well, the weekend starts tomorrow. You can sleep in and get a good rest before practice starts again," Hayate replied. He hoisted Himeno off the ground. "Hit the showers. I'll go get ice for you." Hayate started to take off his armor.

Who sleeps in on Valentine's Day? I have to go out with Sasame tomorrow and help him find the perfect gift. Doesn't Hayate even know the holidays? "Um, Hayate," Himeno began.

"What?" Hayate asked as he continued to untie the straps on his helmet.

"Do you...like girls?" Himeno nervously asked. "I mean. Is there a particular girl you want in this school?"

Hayate stared at her, terribly confused at what she just asked. What is she inferring? "Uh, no I don't," he said, still with his helmet on.

Himeno helped him remove the helmet. "You really don't like girls or something? You know you can talk to me if your love is unrequited. I mean, Sasame told me and-." Himeno dropped the helmet and shot a hand out to cover her mouth. Shoot, I wasn't supposed to say anything. Sasame is going to get mad at me, now that Hayate knows.

Hayate looked intensely at Himeno, who looked like she said a bit too much. "What about Sasame? What did he say to you?" Oh damnit. Don't tell me that he told you about his feelings already. Without thinking, he fiercely grabbed Himeno by the shoulders and forced her to look at him, eye to eye. "What did he say to you?"

Hayate looks so angry. His eyes are so scary. Did I offend him by asking? Himeno felt his hands tighten their hold on her.

"Answer me!" Hayate commanded, not knowing how much he frightened her with his strong presence.

"You're hurting me, Hayate," Himeno managed to cry out. "Let go of me." Tears started to flow from her cherry-red eyes. Instantly, Hayate released his forceful grasp.

Hayate took a step back from Himeno. My god, what have I done? I didn't mean to hurt her... Himeno's cheery face was replaced with one of pain and sadness. "Listen, I'm sorry Himeno. It's just that, uh never mind. Please stop crying," he pleaded with a hurting heart.

Himeno wasn't sure what had just happened. Her knees gave way and she fell to the floor, crying for an unknown reason. Her sobbing grew worse. What is this pain in my heart? What are you hiding from me...Hayate?

Seeing Himeno collapse and cry like that nearly gave Hayate a heart-attack. He rushed to her side. "Himeno! What's wrong? Are you okay? Himeno!" Please don't let this be my fault. Please don't let it be me. "Himeno, I'm sorry." He took her into his arms and started stroking her hair. "Please stop crying."

I can't stop the tears. I don't understand why I'm crying. Himeno felt her body being held against Hayate's. Warm, strong and...safe. Himeno's sobs died down and she managed to look up into Hayate's eyes. Hayate was worried for me...even though he scared me. I just don't get him.

"Thank goodness you stopped crying. Had me scared half to death with that sobbing of yours," Hayate said quietly. He quickly remembered that incident during lunch time when Himeno had told him the truth about her circumstances. She was crying...all because of me. Guilt swept over Hayate. "Sorry, Himeno. I'm a horrible best friend."

Himeno saw the sincerity in his deep blue eyes. "It was my fault for making you mad in the first place. I'm the one who's horrible. I just wanted to know whether or not you celebrated Valentine's Day. That's all."

OH, SO THAT'S IT! She had Valentine's Day in her mind. Man, am I dense. Did I fail to recognize the Valentine decorations up in the school? Hayate recalled faint visions of pink, white and red blur around the school Yeah, I forgot it was that time of year again. Sheesh, I've been studying too hard and practicing kendo way too much. Wait...how can that be a bad thing? Hayate confused himself in his own thoughts.

"Honestly, I forgot it was Valentine's Day. So that's...tomorrow?" Hayate marveled at the revelation. OMG! IT"S TOMORROW!

"Whoa...you forgot?" Himeno began laughing hysterically. "I can't believe it. You really are anti-social," she joked and poked him in the chest.

"Hey, I resent that," Hayate began to argue. "I'm just too busy to remember." He grabbed her poking hand, unaware how close they were until now. Himeno was resting comfortably in his arms. His heart started thud painfully against his ribcage.

This is so awesome. Hayate actually lightened up. His hysterical face was funny. Himeno smiled widely at Hayate. "You should stay that way."

"Huh?" Hayate asked, still holding onto her hand. "What way?" She's so close...too close for comfort. Her eyes are so big and beautiful. And I want that smile for myself.

"Geez, you are dense." Himeno leaned her head closer in, their noses almost touching. "Stay more opened up. Pokerfaces aren't healthy. It was nice to see some emotion on your face. Smile for me, Hayate." As your best friend, I want to see you smiling, instead of hiding. He blushed at her comment.

I think my body temperature is 38 degrees and rising. Why does she have to be so close? And why does she have to be so innocent about the whole situation? Hayate took control over his moment's blush and smiled for her.

Himeno's mind went blank. That smile belonged in a class of awe all by itself. Hayate blushed...again. She felt her heart begin to pick up pace. No...this can't be happening. It's like I'm falling in love with Hayate. Suddenly, Himeno became aware everything. She was lying securely in his arms, with her face literally touching his. No, Hayate doesn't have feelings for girls and I'm just his best friend. Himeno hastily got herself out of Hayate's arms and stood up. "I think I'll shower now. And forget the ice, I'll be fine." She scurried into the change room, not daring to look back.

Hayate wordlessly packed up his armor and headed to the showers. Her lips were so close to mine.


Himeno took a very quick shower, knowing she would take a nice warm bath at home. She sat on the benches, waiting for Hayate to finish. Within a matter of weeks, she knew that this town was home. Sasame. Hayate. Himeno didn't like comparing people, but she couldn't help herself this time. I really like being around Sasame. And I love spending time with Hayate like this. Hayate has already reconciled with me and we're good friends now. Sasame...I blush like crazy when I'm around him. Sasame...I like him a lot. Nice, friendly, a real gentleman, but I'm not going to confess when I know he's got someone else in mind. Hmm, Hayate is kind of like a big brother I can turn to. Plus, there's no way he'd ever have feelings for me. Himeno let out a small yawn. Guess I can nap up before heading home. She stretched herself along the bench and closed her eyes. It'd be nice if one of them loved me.


Hayate walked out and saw Himeno sleeping on one of the benches. Guess I overdid it on the practice today. He strolled over to the sleeping maiden and etched her peaceful and cute face in his mind. Not everyday does a guy get to see a girl asleep like that. She's smiling too. I wonder what she's dreaming about. Hayate knelt down to get a closer look. He had fallen in love with Himeno all over again, but this time it was serious. Or who's she's dreaming about. Hayate continued to gaze lovingly at her face. He didn't give a care about the world. She was here with him. The earlier incident was now history. He leaned in closer and her flower fragranced hair intoxicated his sense of smell. God she smells so wonderful. Her lips moved and murmured an all too familiar name. Sasame. I lost. Himeno's lips curled up into a childish smile. She's dreaming of Sasame. Hayate brushed her thick bangs up and placed a chaste kiss on her forehead.

"I love you, Himeno," Hayate said in a wispy breath, knowing she wouldn't hear his words even if he said them out loud. She's asleep, it'll be all right. Just once more. Hayate claimed Himeno's second kiss and would have left his lips against hers if he didn't feel her shift her head. His dearest remained sleeping, dreaming of her prince.


Himeno watched nervously as Sasame walked over to her, with a bouquet of red roses in his hands.

"Himeno." Sasame spoke her name with his beautiful voice. "I love you. Will you be my valentine?" He wrapped his arms securely around her waist. His lavender eyes trapped her in their vision.

"I love you too, Sasame," answered Himeno and she wrapped her arms around his neck, pulling his head closer to her own.

He smiled and kissed her softly. Himeno's eyes fluttered shut. I'm dreaming. When Himeno opened her eyes, she found herself staring into a pair of deep blue eyes. Hayate? Himeno broke out of the embrace, shocked at what happened. She took a step back.

"Himeno, I love you." Hayate smiled at her as those words escaped his lips.


"Waaah!" Himeno tumbled off the bench and landed on something soft. Her eyes tried to adjust their focus.

Her sudden awakening caught Hayate totally off guard. He decided to let lie down, beside the bench and watch her sleeping face on an angle from below. No, he wasn't being a stalker, just a secret admirer.

When Himeno's vision snapped together, she saw the same pair of deep blue eyes. "Ha..Haya..te?" She blurted out in his face, feeling like a complete idiot. She quickly got up, leaving him on the ground.

"Ouch..." Hayate peered up at Himeno's bewildered face. Why is she looking at me like that? Her eyes are filled with confusion. "You alright there? Gave me a scare when you fell on me."

This can't be happening. Has to be the damn hormones. Must be hormones! "Uh, sorry. I fell asleep and yeah, let's go home now." Himeno nervously grabbed her belongings and headed out the door. Yeah, I fell asleep, dreamt of Sasame kissing me and woke up to find you, Hayate.


Baka. I'm such a baka! Himeno scolded herself for acting weird, especially in front of Hayate. She couldn't stop thinking about the dream. The walk home was nerve-wrecking and she didn't know what kind of conversation to start.

"Did you have a nice nap?" Hayate asked, breaking the unnerving tension between them. He was feeling confused about the whole thing, about her in general. Well, maybe it's a valentine thing. People start acting strange.

"I did," Himeno answered forwardly. She tried hard to push the dream aside.

"You were sleeping so peacefully. I didn't want to wake you up. I did give you an extra tough workout tonight."

"Yeah, I can't believe I can still walk." Himeno continued to look straight ahead, avoiding any eye contact.

Hayate ran and stopped in front of her. "Are you busy tomorrow, Himeno?"

"Eh? Why?"

"I was wondering if you'd like to go out for dinner with me," Hayate replied, trying not to sound nervous and make it seem like a date.

Himeno stared blankly at him.

"Seeing how you've worked so hard at kendo for the past 2 weeks, I think you deserve a treat." Hayate smiled softly, "I'd like to celebrate Valentine's Day with my best friend." You made that sound so cheesy, you idiot.

Himeno continued to stare blankly, with her mouth opened in shock.

Great, she's not answering. Hayate slightly panicked. "Uh, listen Himeno, I feel bad for what happened earlier on this day. How about accepting it as an apology?" Hayate received her response.

"But...I thought...you...never mind," Himeno stuttered out. Hey, wait a minute. Himeno's brain started to process in all of the Hayate's words. Hayate wants to celebrate Valentine's Day with me? That's so COOL!...and un-Hayate-like. WHO CARES! "Of course! I'd be delighted to have dinner with you, Hayate," answered Himeno, beaming a smile . Hmm, shopping with Sasame shouldn't be that long. I can make it back on time. "It's a date then!" Himeno declared, snapping out of her previous sullen mood. She watched Hayate's face turn rosy red. Kawaii.

"It's a dinner," Hayate corrected, " A simple dinner." The colour of his cheeks remained the same.

Himeno let out a small frown, then a giggle before childishly grabbing his arm. "Fine, fine. I'll accept your apology." But it's so funny to nice to see you blush. "I'm going on a dinner date tomorrow." She looked up to find the rosy cheeks darken.

Why the #$% am I blushing so hard? "Fine! Call it whatever you want," Hayate muttered, admitting defeat. Himeno joyfully continued holding his arm.

There was a brief moment to solitude. "I'm sorry, Hayate. For upsetting you back there," Himeno said in a small apologetic voice.

"Forget it."


"I'm going out to buy a gift for Himeno tomorrow," Sasame said to Hayate who was lazily reading a book on his bed. "It is Valentine's Day after all, if you didn't notice." Sasame left out the small detail about Himeno going with him.

Hayate perked his head up, disengaging himself from his novel. He faced his brother. "And you're going to confess after you give it to her?"

"Of course. There's no way she'll reject me either, " Sasame answered, full of confidence.

"And what makes you so sure of yourself?" Hayate inquired, feeling rather suspicious. What have you planned this time?

"She told me herself," Sasame said nonchalantly. "She told me that she'll say yes, Hayate," he continued, not telling him the absolute direct truth. "Himeno chose me this time."

OMG! That's probably what Himeno was about to tell me back there in kendo practice. Sasame told her... Damn, I'm too late. "Well, Himeno has agreed to join me for dinner tomorrow," Hayate responded. "So don't think that you get her all to yourself tomorrow." Hayate glared at his brother.

"Dinner? What's the occasion?" Damnit, I already booked a nice italian dinner for Himeno and me. Hayate can't have her.

"What's the occasion? Valentine celebration between best friends. Got a problem?," retorted Hayate in a harsh tone. So why would Himeno call it a dinner date if she wants Sasame? What the heck is going on here? Something doesn't feel right and I know it's not me. And Sasame's not going to share his plans with me so...fsh.

Sasame pondered for a moment and decided to annoy his brother. "You're not jealous of me are you? You're really going to let me have her?"

"Me jealous of you? When hell freezes over." Hayate hated it when Sasame annoyed him on purpose. "And I already said you could for the n-th time. Won't you let me read in peace? Hayate flopped back on his bed and picked up where he left off. Do you get a thrill from making me angry all the time? Geez. Hayate let out a secret smile behind his book. At least I got to have her first kiss.


"Where are you off to this morning?" Mr. Awayuki asked after giving Himeno her healthy serving of pancakes. "Awfully dressed up, aren't we?" He watched his daughter slightly blush.

"I'm going out with Sasame today. Valentine shopping, dad." Himeno wolfed down her first pancake.

"Sasame? A date with Sasame?"

Himeno shook her head. "No, dad. Sasame wanted my help to pick out the perfect gift for his unrequited love."

"That's all?" Mr. Awayuki filled his own plate with pancakes. I'm pretty sure it's going to be more than that.

"Yep." Himeno chowed down the rest of her food.

Mr. Awayuki sat down. "What about Hayate? How are things going with him? You seem to get along fine with Sasame. How are things like with Hayate?"

"Oh yeah, I forgot to tell you, dad." Himeno took a large gulp of milk before finishing. "Hayate and I are best friends, like we were in the past."

"Eh? Best friends already?" But...you really have forgotten. I'm so sorry, Himeno. "That's great, honey. I'm glad that you're making yourself at home." I'm so sorry, Himeno. I took you away from your happiness.

"Yeah, it really is great, dad. And Hayate is taking me out for dinner tonight as a Valentine celebration." Himeno paused. "Even though I have no idea what restaurant we're going to. I'm pretty sure it won't be a chinese one." It'd be real nice if it was a dinner date, Hayate. Himeno excused herself from the table. She heard the awaiting doorbell ring. "Breakfast was awesome, dad. I'll probably have lunch with Sasame and don't worry about dinner. I'll be going now."

"Have fun Himeno and take care."

"I will."


"You look gorgeous today, Himeno. Perfectly dressed for the occasion" Sasame complimented the young girl. Wow, she looks really cute today.

"Gee thanks, Sasame. You look pretty well-suited yourself." Himeno stopped herself from blushing. I can't. Sasame's in love with someone else. "Ready to go?"

"You bet." Sasame extended his hand. "May I?"

"Um, it's okay. I don't want to make her jealous." Himeno nervously played with the hem of her skirt.

Sasame laughed. "It's alright. She doesn't even know about my feelings yet. Plus I'd feel awful if I didn't take such a fine lady by the hand." He smiled.

Why is he so good with words? Himeno couldn't stop the rising blush. She gave him her hand and they walked to the shopping district.


Himeno kissed him tenderly. Her lips pressed softly against his own. Hayate had his arms wrapped tightly around her waist. He heard her muffle out between the kiss, "I love you, Hayate."

RINGGGGG! (alarm clock goes off)

Damnit. Hayate blindly hit the alarm off. He rolled groggily in his bed and groaned in disappointment. Ever since that rainy day, all I've dreamed of is Himeno kissing me back. I feel like a sick, twisted obsessor. He sat up and opened the blinds, letting light fall on his bed. He noticed that Sasame was gone. Hayate's plan for the day was simple: breakfast, homework, lunch, study and finally dinner. Come to think of it, I haven't even decided on the restaurant...I just know it's not going to be chinese. "Guess I'll go to my favourite sushi place." He changed into his indoor weekend slacker's outfit, a grey T-shirt and matching sweat pants, then went downstairs for breakfast.

"Good morning, Hayate. I made your favourite, apple oatmeal and blueberry muffin."

Hayate wasted no time and finished the meal quickly. "Thanks mom. I'll be upstairs as usual." Hayate started to leave the kitchen.

"Wait, can you run an errand for me? I need you to return those revised drafts to Mr. Awayuki and he has something for you to get for me. I have to head down to the post office and pick up a parcel your dad sent." Mrs. Leafe pointed to the brief case of papers on the counter.

"Sure, mom."

"Thanks. I also have to go to the head office and pick up some stuff for this week's paperwork."

Hayate walked his mom to the door. She did in-home secretarial work for the Life Apple Inc..

"Have fun with Himeno on your dinner." She went in her car and drove off.

I will. And I got an excuse to visit Himeno too. Hayate left for the house next door soon after.


"Good morning, Mr. Awayuki. My mom told me to bring you this." Hayate held up the briefcase.

"Hayate? You've really grown up, haven't you?" Mr. Awayuki exclaimed, surprised at the tall and well built young man. "Why don't you come in?"

"Err...sure, sir." Hayate took a nervous step in the house. He scared me...at least I'm in Himeno's house. Wonder if she's awake yet? "Is Himeno awake yet?" he asked.

"Himeno? She went out into town with Sasame earlier on. Didn't you know about it?" Mr. Awayuki asked and looked at Hayate's face of disbelief. "He picked her up this morning, about an hour or two ago."

She what? He what? WENT OUT! "What the heck? Neither of told me," gasped Hayate. THIS SUCKS!...Oh man.

"Come and sit down. I want to talk to you about something."

Hayate did so absentmindedly. He sat on the sofa Mr. Awayuki guided him to. I don't believe this...I feel betrayed. Sasame must have told her not to tell me. Ah...damnit. Hayate's conscience started nagging at him. Who's the idiot who allowed his brother to have the one he loves? Hayate was infuriated and disheartened. SHADDUP! It's not like I had a chance with Himeno anyways, so why bother getting upset? No matter how hard he tried, he couldn't reason with his emotions and he hated it. Hayate buried his face in his hands. Why...why can't I just give up? Why can't I let go of my feelings.

Mr. Awayuki noticed the very distressed young man sitting on the couch. He recalled the conversations with Mrs. Leafe regarding Hayate. I'm sorry, Hayate. It's all my fault. I took Himeno away from you.

"You still love Himeno?" Mr. Awayuki asked.

Hayate snapped up. "Wh..What?" Before he had the chance to open his mouth and ask, Mr. Awayuki answered his question.

"Your mom told me everything. I know all about the both of you." After all, you were the reason why Himeno forgot everything.

Hayate stared at him with his deep blue eyes. I can't believe mom told him. "So you know everything about us...," he said in a low whisper.

"Yes. Everything." And more... "Would you like to tell me why you handed her to Sasame, so it seems right now?" Mr. Awayuki rested himself on his recliner. "How about some tea while we're at it?"

"Alright," Hayate replied. "We can talk over tea."

Hayate was extremely anxious to talk with Mr. Awayuki. He wanted answers. He wanted to know why his mother told Mr. Awayuki everything. Hayate looked around the living room. It lacked the floral display it once had. All the flowers are gone.

"Here you go, sakura tea." Mr. Awayuki placed the fine china cup in front of his guest. "And I have some cinnamon biscuits if you want any."

"Tea is fine." Hayate took a sip. "Can you tell me why my mom told you everything?"

"Because you love my daughter. I can tell. I am a master romance novelist," Mr. Awayuki answered, smiling at the blushing boy.

"That doesn't explain why." Hayate opposed. Because I love Himeno?...

"That explains everything. Your mom was worried and told me everything when I last contacted her. We had a nice chat about the both of you," Mr. Awayuki started munching on a biscuit. "And I know that your feelings haven't changed since then and they've probably grown since her return."

Hayate remained silent, utterly speechless, astounded by the fact that Mr. Awayuki hit the mark.

"So why did you give her over?" He waited for Hayate's answer. "Why let the love of your life go to Sasame?"

"What's wrong with Sasame?" Hayate asked stupidly. God, you should strike my idiocy down right now.

"What's wrong with yourself, Hayate?" I want my daughter to be happy again.

It was almost like a heated argument between a father and his future son-in-law.

"Nothing! Nothing's wrong with me!" Hayate yelled back. "It's Himeno! She chose Sasame this time! And because I love her, I'm letting her go!" His voice resonated louder than the talk with Sasame. "It's because I love her," Hayate ended quietly, holding back tears of pain.

"Himeno chose Sasame?" Mr. Awayuki looked puzzled. "Himeno never mentioned that to me. She told me how much she liked the both of you, but never one more that the other. Sure she thinks of you as a best friend, but that doesn't mean she won't develop fuzzy feelings for you. I know a girl's heart, Hayate. She loves you as more than a friend even though she doesn't know it." Mr. Awayuki rose from his recliner and took a seat next to Hayate, who was intensely staring at him.

"I don't know. I wasn't the nicest person to her when she came back." Hayate said, not knowing what else to say in his defense. "Maybe Sasame is the one for her."

"You honestly think so? I've met Sasame and there's no doubt that he's a charming, young man. Perfect mannerisms and good looking. The type to get any girl he wants." Mr. Awayuki narrowed his eyes on Hayate. "But I don't think he's the one for my precious daughter. I think you are."

Instantly, Hayate's anger rose. "I don't care what you think. Himeno is the one who decides for herself who will be the one! And Himeno has chosen Sasame. If anything should happen, I will stay by her side." Damnit, it's like he knew it all along. I've been played. The revelation hit Hayate hard. "And it's because I love her. I'll always love Himeno," Hayate declared with confidence. "You knew that all along didn't you, Mr. Awayuki?"

Mr. Awayuki chuckled and nodded in response. "A novelist like myself writes crazier complications than this. Plus I'm familiar with guys like you." He watched Hayate blush in embarrassment. Yep, you definitely are the one, whether you'll believe it or not. He decided to not tell Hayate about that tragic day.

Great...I confessed everything to her father. "You're not going to tell Himeno what I said, are you?" Hayate inquired with a usual pokerface.

"Of course not! What type of man do you think I am?" Mr. Awayuki laughed the question off. "What about the dinner? Himeno did tell me this morning about having dinner with you. I bet she has no clue that Sasame is going to confess to her today and most likely ask her out for dinner." He smiled at Hayate. "You better not let that happen because I'm rooting for you." He watched Hayate's pokerface break.

"I'll try my best, sir." Hayate got up. "I think I'll go back home now and finish up my homework and study. Thank you for the tea and your time." He bowed and went to the door. Mr. Awayuki handed him a package for his mother.

"Good Luck, Hayate!"

"Thanks." I'll need it.


Himeno picked up the plain silver ring. It'll be perfect for her. "Hey Sasame, I think I found what you've been looking for."

Sasame immediately stopped looking at the mini crystal figurines and walked over to Himeno. "What is it?" She held up a silver ring.

"If you engrave Eternal Heart on the inside of it and give it to her after you sing your song, I'm sure she'll love it. It's perfect. Simple and romantic." Himeno paused and asked, "Do you know what ring size she is?"

Perfect. Sasame took Himeno's left hand and brought it up for both of them to see. "I think it's about your size. If it fits you, it'll fit her."

"You sure about that?" Himeno gave him a quizzical look. "You ever held her hand before?"

"Yeah, just a few times."

"Alright, if you say so," Himeno replied with doubt. "Don't blame me if the ring falls off her finger because it's too large. My fingers are more muscular that most girls so I really hope you know what you're doing, Sasame."

"It'll be fine, trust me." Sasame smiled.

"Whatever you say." With that, Himeno asked the dealer to engrave the ring. She didn't notice that her heart didn't skip from Sasame's smile, a first.

"Since it's Valentine's Day, I'll do my best job on it. It'll be done in 15 minutes. Would you mind waiting?" the dealer asked.

"No problem. Thank you for your service, sir," Sasame replied politely.

The dealer went to the back of store and into his working room. Sasame and Himeno decided to browse some more in the store. Himeno admired the all the cute figurines that Sasame was looking at earlier on. A certain crystal pendant caught Sasame's eye.

Wow, that's a really beautiful piece of work. Too bad it's so expensive. The price tag was a real wallet killer. Probably take my entire year's worth of allowance to get that. Maybe next year. Sasame turned his eye's attention to Himeno. I guess she's worth it.

The wait ended. The dealer placed the ring in a white velvet ring box and wrapped it up with a red ribbon. He smiled as Sasame paid for it. "It's a great present. Just make sure you give it to her perfectly."

Sasame nodded in thanks and left the store, knowing that he would return to it sometime in the future.

Himeno looked at her watch. It was almost one in the afternoon and she didn't eat lunch yet. Her tummy let out a very noticeable growl.

"Oh sorry, we should go for lunch now. I know this great italian restaurant we could go to. I'll treat you in thanks for all your help," Sasame quickly responded when he heard the obscure sound.

"Heh, guess I'm hungry already. Me and my high metabolism." The next growl sounded like low rolling thunder. Himeno faintly smiled, "Lead the way to food, Sasame."

Sasame laughed. "It's not too far from here, don't worry. I made reservations so we won't have to wait in line."

"You think of everything," Himeno complimented, thinking how Hayate didn't even suggest a restaurant for tonight's dinner. Her tummy growled all the way to the restaurant.


Hayate finished making his lunch. He wanted to make sushi rolls, but ended up mixing all the ingredients into a bowl of rice. He called it 'sushi-the lazy way.' Hayate quietly ate his lunch, dismissing the fact that he was eating alone. He missed having company; the feeling contrasted with all those times on the roof where the three of them had lunch. Hayate knew Sasame took Himeno out to an italian restaurant. Where else would he take her? Hayate continued and finished his lunch in silence. At least I'll get to have dinner with her. Hayate returned to his room to study.


Himeno ordered a large plate of spaghetti with cream sauce and everything in it. Sasame ordered his favourite plate, large fettuccini with chicken and shrimps in with the house's special tomato sauce. Everything was going according to plan. The piano on the stage, near their reserved was set for his arrival. When the food arrived, Himeno forced herself to eat slowly and carefully because she didn't want to embarrass Sasame and herself in this luxurious place. The last thing she needed was a stain on her white dress.

Himeno felt a bit jealous. She liked Sasame, but when he told her that he had an unrequited love, she stopped herself from falling in love. Instead, she began feeling attraction for Hayate, who clearly showed no interest in the female population. She felt despicable. Shopping with Sasame had been so much fun, almost like a date rather than a simple outing. Dinner with Hayate would be what? He certainly did not call it a date. As Himeno continued eating, she didn't notice that all of the thinking had wrecked the usual cheerful mood she carried. Maybe I'm just desperate for love. I'm fooling myself. Maybe I should have told dad more. Sasame's voice broke her train of thoughts.

"Himeno? Is something wrong? You're not smiling."

Himeno looked up and saw a worried face. "I'm just a little tired, that's all," she lied. "And I still have lots to do when I get home. And I still have to go out for dinner tonight with Hayate." Oops, that wasn't suppose to come out. "Hayate wants to take me out as a congratulations for surviving two weeks of kendo under his training. He thought today was a good day for it," Himeno added, trying to cover up her mistake.

Sasame felt suspicious. He told me it was a valentine celebration. What are the both of you hiding from me? Sasame didn't stop to think about all the stuff he was hiding from Hayate. Great, I guess I get to only have lunch with her. At least I'll be the first to confess.

Himeno continued on with her lunch, glad that Sasame didn't ask any questions. Something didn't feel right and Himeno knew it was herself. She didn't realize that Sasame finished the fettuccini and had excused himself from the table. A familiar melody woke her from her thoughts. Isn't this...Sasame's Song. Himeno's eyes went to the piano first, then the pianist. Sasame?

"This song is for you, Himeno. Cheer up." Sasame began his song.

It's not happily ever after

You're always elsewhere and I'm always here

I make a wish on a lucky star

For my unrequited feelings sealed in my eternal heart

Himeno's eyes flew wide open and her mouth opened. This can't be true. Sasame eyes were full of sadness as he continued singing. His emotion, I can feel it.

Once upon a time, in a chapter of my life

You wrote the beginning of my love

Without rhyme or reason, I just loved you

But you called me friend in your heart

By now, the whole restaurant was silent. All eyes were on that handsome young boy playing on the piano and all ears were listening to his song. Even passersby stopped to listen to the beautiful melody coming from inside the restaurant. Himeno felt the tears rush out from her eyes once again and she tried to brush them aside. He's singing to me. How did I miss it? I am his unrequited love...but how? A little voice in the back of her head told her, "It doesn't matter...the one he loves is you." Himeno smiled brightly at him, tears still flowing from her eyes.

I never made a promise I didn't keep

Ever faithful by your side

The moonlight sadly shines on

The unspoken words, silent in my eternal heart

Himeno lost herself in the sweet melody. I can hardly believe it. Oh Sasame, if you just told me earlier...then you wouldn't have suffered so much.

If by the miracle of love, your smile belongs to me

If I could be yours, if you would only choose me

In this fairytale, I'll be the loyal knight devoted to his princess's call

If I could be yours, if you would only choose me

Sasame gazed lovingly at his crying love. He knew that they were tears of joy running down her face. I promise I'll be good to her, Hayate. He gave her his best smile as he proceeded to finish his song.

It's not happily ever after

I would ask you to be mine if I had the chance

Your heart beats for another

My wish on a falling star is for the chance

To open my eternal heart

All eyes were on that young girl crying up on the stage. Everybody knew what was to be expected and they cheered for the talented youth on stage in their hearts.

Sasame rose from his seat and headed to Himeno, who couldn't stop crying. He embraced her in his arms, on stage and in front of everyone. He took out the white box from his shirt.

"Himeno. I loved you back when we were kids and I still do now," Sasame whispered in her ear. "I don't know what your feelings are for me, but would you like to be my Valentine?"

Himeno nodded in reply. "Of course I would!" Her face flustered up into a bright red beet when Sasame released his hold and knelt down in front of her, with the ring box in his hand. Himeno could only smile and giggle at his next move.

"Then I, Sasame, will take Himeno as my Valentine." He slipped the silver ring onto her left middle finger, a perfect fit. He would have gotten up if Himeno didn't tackle him to the ground with her hug.

Cheers rang out in the restaurant. Elderly couples smiled at the two youths on stage. Older men whistled at the young man's victory. All the women wished that their first proposal was just as romantic. It was a lunch hour to remember for everyone. People could even hear cheering coming from the outside.

Eventually, Himeno got off of Sasame, whose glasses became tilted and hair slightly disheveled. She smiled. Everything seems so right... She didn't pay attention to the part of her saying that it didn't feel all too right.

Sasame walked her back to their table. "I know that you have plans tonight with Hayate, but could you possibly cancel your dinner and join me back her tonight?" Sasame asked sheepishly, "I planned the whole day out, but if you can't it's okay. Some other time is alright as well." He waited for her response.

Cancel dinner with Hayate?...But I already, well I guess I could since Hayate didn't plan on it being much more than a celebration between best friends...yeah, I don't think he'll mind. Hayate will understand. "I'll try. I'm pretty sure Hayate will understand. I'll ask him when we get back," Himeno replied with a weak smile on her tear stained face.

"Sorry for making you cry so much. I guess I overdid it this second time around." YEA! Looks like I do get Himeno all to myself today. "We can talk more over dinner. I have so much to tell you." Finally, you are mine.

All Himeno could do was smile. I really have come home now, dad...mom.


Hayate heard the doorbell ring. Who could that be? Sasame has keys and mom will be back late tonight. He hastily went downstairs, feeling rather pissed off for being interrupted in his studying. His attitude changed when he saw Himeno standing in front of the door.

"What are you doing here? It's not dinnertime already is it?" Hayate asked. Her eyes look puffy...like she was crying hard. "You've been crying! What happened? If it's Sasame, I'll kill him," Hayate hastily said worriedly. "Where is that jerk brother of mine?"

"No, no. I'm okay. It is Sasame, but don't kill him. Sasame's at my house, talking with my dad." Himeno was shocked to see Hayate act so protective of her. Wow, he even noticed that I was crying. "I just wanted to talk to you about something. Can I come in?"

Hayate let her in and they took a seat in the living room. Why do I have the strangest feeling that something is not right here?... He faced Himeno.

Himeno told him everything from the start of the day. "And now I'm going to ask you if it's alright with you if I go out for dinner with Sasame tonight, Hayate." She bit her lips, nervous for the reply.

Hayate rose from his seat and walked out to the edge of the living room, almost in the foyer. "It's alright. I totally understand. We can do dinner some other time. I'm fine with the whole thing." Hayate said it with his head turned away from hers. I will not cry, dammit. I won't cry again. "Don't worry about anything. Just have fun with Sasame." He heard Himeno walk over to him. "Because you love Himeno." Hayate pulled his pokerface together and faced her. He managed a small smile to prove that he was alright with the sudden change of plans.

"Thanks, Hayate. You're the best." Himeno hugged Hayate for the first time. "I'll make it up to you, I promise," she whispered loud enough for him to hear. "That's all I wanted to say. I'll be going now." She showed herself out of the house.

Hayate continued to smile weakly at her, hiding his true feelings from her. She doesn't have to know anything about us...not anymore. He watched her wave a happy good bye. Just be happy.

Himeno walked back to her house. He was smiling at me, but he looked so sad. It's not fair. Those deep blue eyes won't tell me anything. She walked into the living room and saw her dad happily chatting with Sasame. I'm so sorry. Himeno let a single tear of sorrow roll down her cheek.


Hayate made himself another 'sushi-the lazy way' meal for dinner. He didn't feel like stomaching anything, but he knew he had to eat something for the sake of his body. Food doesn't taste good when you're not feeling good at heart. After the talk with Himeno, Hayate didn't feel like doing anything at all except sulk a bit. The words on the textbook didn't make any sense anymore and he'd probably drown himself in the shower from absentmindedness. Hayate longed for the day to end, for the new week to begin.

I should really stop it. Sasame's won. Hayate laid on his bed and stared up at the ceiling. I'm older now, I'm mature...I should be able to handle this. Life isn't going to end because I gave her to Sasame...she's happier with him. He adverted his eyes to the flower pot. The tulip stood firm. At least I got you by my side. He closed his eyes. Who am I kidding? You're always be by my side, tulip. He felt himself slowly falling asleep. Geez, I can sleep without a shower, but I gotta brush my teeth at least. Hayate quickly cleaned up himself in the bathroom and changed into his sleeping attire. He turned off the lights and shifted into a comfy position in his bed. It hurts...it's hurting again. Hayate let the sadness reign freely in his heart, hoping it would go away in the morning. I'm just her best friend. She's happy with that. His conscience spoke out. But you're not. Hayate closed his eyes and fell asleep, comforted by the looming darkness of night. I'll be fine. I'm a strong person. He let a single tear of emptiness flow down to his pillow.


Author's Notes: OMG, it felt like forever writing this one chapt. Now I'm too tired to finish the illustrations for this chapter. Errm, yeah, this chapt was filled to an utmost degree; as much as I wanted to go into details about the dinner with Sasame, I thought it was nice to end it with Hayate. Okies about this chapt., sappy? cheesy? Sasame's too romantic? Sad?. Well, I'll be writing a final total A/N on the whole story when the last chapt comes out so no need for explanations yet. I thought it would be funny if Hayate had a thing for kissing sleeping girls (in anime and elsewhere). And Sasame, well...he's a nice guy. Extra comments to add in:(1) No, I've never been confessed to before and that stunt Sasame pulled was purely out of my fangirl imagination, (2) Yes, Himeno is quite the naive girl, but it's for the story to make some sense. (3) Too long to handle? Next birthday chapt will be much shorter in length. (4) So was this a SxH or HxH story? Continue to wait and find out. I apologize for any grammar errors, t'was hard to go through it with tired eyes and fingers. For those who want a title preview of the rest of the story, go the fanfiction section of my site (click on my name and then the homepage). Till next time everyone =).