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ToSet: sorry that made you cry: [guess that means you really won't like this chapter N (): hehe there will be some bashing VERY soon Zakudeath: [that will be hard...I'm more of a short chapter writer so that I could get to the point and torture readers ^^ hahah jk jk shmoobunny182: oh dear, I'm so happy that someone from last year is reviewing again, I was afraid you all gave up! ;_; but umm...the answer is no for now sasunarusan: hehe thanks you ^////^ skyglazingMaro: it's kind of horrible xD
xxuxxdxx: yee this is a chapter with cutting...also Naruto is gonna be all emo and pessimistic
Naruto: D: yee short chapter too....
xxuxxdxx: yeah, it's gonna be like 100 or so....
Naruto: She no owns me
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Recap:
"Naruto, wait!" Shikamaru lunged for me, missing. "Wait don't go!"
I just looked at him with the most expressionless eyes I could muster and shrugged his hands off. "Good bye, Nara. Have a nice life."
My friends hated me, Kyuubi was gone, and I was silently breaking inside.
Could this get any worse?
Chapter Seven:
After today, there are two more days until I see him. To tell the truth, I was looking forward to seeing him, but not anymore. I mean, he probably started the whole argument.
The argument...I still can't wrap my head around the fact that my best friend evicted me from being his Best Man at his wedding. What had I done wrong? Was it because I missed his planning sessions? All I knew is that I can't take all this stress anymore!
I was currently laying face down on my bed, half-naked and dripping wet from a burning hot shower. Somehow I had welcomed the pain, relishing in the slight burns and red skin all over my body. The physical pain had softened the emotional pain that was racking in my body. I don't think I can deal with this pain for much longer...
With a small gasp I shot out of bed, the realization sinking in. After all...the marks on my wrists were proof enough that I had figured out how to dull the emotional pain.
I struggled to get on my feet and leaned towards my chest of drawers. "It's somewhere here..." I muttered to myself, rummaging through the junk. My beautiful, wonderful friend was hiding in one of the drawers.
Sticking out between two pairs of shorts was my friend, Aaron. Triumphant, I pulled him out, nearing falling to my ass as I toppled over.
I wonder if you've realized, or maybe noticed, that not only is my dear friend Aaron a knife, but I'm also terribly drunk.
Hehe, that's not a very good combination, is it? Not that it matters...my friends all hate me, it's very apparent by now. I might as well end this pathetic existence; let them get what they want. Hah! They won't be so snobby when they're standing above my grave, crying their ugly eyes out.
Wait...I can't...what about Tsunade? And Kyuubi? ....Kyuubi...Might as well actually do it then, since I have no chance whatsoever to rescue my dear elder brother. Should I just do this? Should I end my life?
I stretched out my arm and held the knife in my right hand tremblingly. Slowly, I braced myself for the first cut. I watched in horrid fascination as the knife slid into my tanned skin. Small drops of crimson blood, smelling of cold iron, slid from the cut, at first small, then huge. I smiled darkly at the streams of blood, knowing that this sensation is probably my most favourite of them all.
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