This chapter is inspired by the song: Disturbia sung by Rihanna.
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Previously in Mockingjay or Mutt? In Katniss's POV:
I start to put up a fight saying that I don't want to leave, but before I can get free the soldier Gale spoke to earlier sticks a needle into my arm labeled "Sedation". I immediately black out.
Katniss POV
I lay in a gray room strapped to the most uncomfortable hospital bed, fearing for my life. Peeta came to visit me earlier and I was so scared that he would try to kill me. But weirdly enough, he didn't except when I yelled at him he ran out...crying. I am very confused at the moment, I don't know who to trust, what to do, or how to act. The doctors here say that Peeta is kind and that he loves me to much to hurt me, but if he loves me why did he kill Prim and Rue?
My thoughts are interrupted when Gale enters silently and hesitantly. The look on his face is fear, I think he thinks that I am going to hurt him, but I can't if my arms are strapped to this thing that they call a bed. Gale stops walking when he is about five feet from me, and he crosses his muscular arms over his chest.
"Hey Catnip, how's it going?" Gale asks as his voice cracks.
"Well, I think I'm physco, because I don't know who to trust or what's real," I say in barely a whisper.
"Is it your memories?"
"Yes, I can't tell what's real, not real, or a hallucintation." I say speaking what's on my mind to Gale, a person I think I can trust.
"Well, do you remember any of those days in the woods with me?"
It's as if a switch is flipped in my mind, because several memories of hunting come flooding back to me. Even a few of my father and I in the woods when I was a young child. Most, but not all memories of the woods are back, even one where I am in an unfamiliar forest, and think it's my first hunger game's arena.
"I...I can remember a few days, but not a lot," I whisper.
"That's great Katniss! Anything else?"
"I...There is this one memory, it's faint, but it's there," I say as I try to recall the faint memory.
"What memory is it," Gale asks, coming closer and grabbing my hands.
"I..I am walking through an unfamiliar forest, and I am looking for someone...I think it's Peeta."
"Katniss, do you think it's real?" Gale asks hesitantly.
I do think it's real, because it's not shiny. It's not like perfectly etched into my memory. A part of me still wants to take over and say that it's fake, but I am fighting it. Gale seems to sense a change in my mentality, and he releases my hands and steps back a few steps.
"I...I...I think so, but Gale?"
"Yes Catnip?" Gale asks as he relaxes a bit.
"Is there a way I can recover all of my memories?"
"Um...the doctor's don't know for sure, but they think a few treatments could work. So they want you to do some testing," Gale says nervously, as if he thinks that I will freak out.
"I'll...I'll do it. Bring on the testing," I say loudly, knowing that whoever is watching can hear me.
Gale immediately exits the room and after he leaves a doctor and two guards enter. The doctor introduces himself as and he says his job is to turn me from a "mutt" into the mockingjay. Oh dear gosh, this is going to be a long day, I think to myself as the first round of testing commences.
Hey Guys! Sorry I couldn't update, I have tons of homework and activities. So I will only be able to update on weekends or days when school's out, but reviews encourage me to write faster...
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