IM SO PSYCHED FOR THE SEKAII MOVIE AND OVAAAAAAAA. I've been in such need for some Sekaiichi! The nontranslated raws aren't enoughhh. Happy release day Anyways… excited for this chapter because stuff happens . Firsy lemon in this story. Enjoyyyy! ~ZouChan desu~~~~~~~


"I was too embarrassed to tell you that I really love you! That I still do!" "Still do?"

The events from last night played around in my head. What have I gotten myself into? I told myself not to fall for him but at that sudden confession my head is spinning. I don't know what to do anymore… what should I do?

Oda Ritsu... I should probably tell him that name was fake. I think I owe him at least that.

Whenever I think of Takano my head gets fuzzy and memories of our past play through my head, the memories that I had buried deep into my mind. The memories from the happiest and most devastating point in my life. There were some bad memories but they were all I had. All that proved that I am still that same Ritsu from 10 years ago. Nothing can change that, even this screwed up personality I've acquired.

I didn't want to be like this. I put up this front to keep people from getting too close to me. I'm not proud of it but it's the only way I can live calmly. Sadly, this façade was starting to wear away. It all started when I met Takano Masamune again.

He had to show up in my life and give me an emotional roller coaster. No matter how much I avoided him he kept persisting, never giving up on me. For ten whole years we've been stuck. Stuck in that period of time where everything was fluffy and sparkly, yet dark and devastating. Sadly that was the highlight of my life.

I was getting ready for work when a million worries surfaced my mind. What should I say? How should I act? I was worried of making the wrong move... What am I doing worrying about others? I'll just live my life like I have. No worries right?

Oh the worries begin.


"Tell her it's off."

"Please wait! I can get the manuscript now! She'll meet me at the airport and we'll get it done!" I was running out of time and my heart was pounding in my chest.

"There's no time. Cut it."

"IF I SAY I'LL DO IT I WILL!" Everyone in the room was taken back from my yelling. It didn't matter, I needed to leave quickly.

"Go. In the worst case I'll take the blame. Now get going!" I was surprised but quickly started exiting the room.

"Yes!"

I ran through the building into the elevator. When I reached the lobby I ran out of the building to reach my flight.


The rest of the evening was rushed and exhausting. When I had finally gotten back to Marukawa I ran through the hall into the Emerald Department shoving a manuscript into Takano's hands.

"Sorry I'm late! There was bad traffic!"

"Is it complete? Did you do the final check?" He asked hurriedly.

"I checked it three times!" He handed it to the printer who ran out of the building. I stood there breathing heavily and quickly bowed to Yokozawa and Takano.

"My apologies for not watching over my author carefully. I'll make sure to never let it happen again!" I haven't been here long and I've already screwed up... What's wrong with me?

"Well it's all over now. I have work to do. See you Masamune." Yokozawa walked out giving me a quick glare. I sat in my seat, staring into my lap for a moment.

"Oi. I know what you're thinking, 'I screwed up' right?" How could he tell? "It's alright. It was one mess up. If you hold yourself against it you won't be able to move on. Just be careful from now on." How did he know exactly how I was felling?

"O-Oh thanks. I guess the only thing left for me to do is try again right...? I'll be going home now. Excuse m-"

"Onodera."
Let me leave. Don't make me face my problems. Let me run away. I'm a coward that only knows how to lie to myself.

"Onodera. We need to talk." Shit. I can't do this!

"Um... Takano-San could we talk later? I'd like to go home." Leave me alone please!

"Fine." Eh? That was easy.

We walked out of the department into the elevator. When we reached the lobby we walked out of the building and headed for the train station. The entire ride was silent with none of us making contact with the other.

We got out and walked to our apartment building, still silent. When we reached our floor I was about to take out my keys when a hand roughly grabbed my arm and dragged me next door. I was pulled into Takano's apartment and he locked the door.

"Hey! What the hell is the big idea?!"

"We need to talk and you keep running away!" He folded his arms and glared at me.

"We have nothing to talk about!" I spat out trying to hide my nervousness.

"ONODERA." W-What..? He raised his voice and frightened me.

"W-What…?" I took a step back.

"Are… Are we just gonna pretend that night never happened..? I want you to know that I was completely serious when I said I love you. I want… your answer." How am I supposed to know? Do I l-love Takano? N-No way definitely…

"H-How am I supposed to know how I feel right now… Even if you ask me… I-I" Wait, why do I need to explain myself to this guy… "I… I never said I was in love with you! Don't start getting ideas!" He stared at me for a moment that finally replied with,

"That's impossible. Because you're already starting to fall for me." He smirked and came close to me.

"What the hell do you-" He got right in front of me and kissed me lightly on the lips. W-What?! My face flushed at the sudden contact. He broke apart and brought his lips to my ear and softly whispered.

"Isn't that right, Onodera?" He had this cheesy grin on his face that almost made me scream. What goes on in this punk's head?

"Y-You asshole… Damn it…" He gave me a satisfied smirk and continued to kiss me, slowly taking me in the direction of the bedroom. He opened the door and placed me slowly on the bed. He got on top of me and proceeded to slowly take off my shirt while nipping at my neck.

"Oi… slow down… damn" He was the same as back then. Every time he touched my skin it left a burning sensation. He set off small fires on my skin, spreading over my entire until I was engulfed in the flames. My arms weren't working to push him away and my body endured the pleasure while I was fighting my want.

"Onodera, I love you… so much." He worked down my pants and my underwear with them, leaving me with a chilled feeling.

He brought his hand down my chest and then started moving it up and down my member. He received a moan from me that encouraged him to go faster. He pumped furiously causing my moans to go out of control. No one has made me feel like this for so long…

He brought his mouth to my member and took it into his mouth, engulfing it like a sugary sweet. I gasped at the wet sensation but the pleasure was intoxicating. It made me want more…

"Takano… h-hurry… I want.." My raspy breath came out quickly.

"What do you want? Ritsu… do you want me?" My patience was started to fade away.

"D-Dumbass… you know what I m-mean…" He switched the position to adjust to enter me.

"What ever you want… my Prince Ritsu." My face reddened. P-Prince? Ugh this is way too much for me.

He put his finger in, with the help of a little lubricant. He slowly added more digits until he was ready to enter me. He brought his stone hard erection to my hole and slowly entered me. The sensation made my skin crawl and my toes bend, but I felt so alive and perfect.

"A-Ahh Takano..." He was in fully and my moans echoed through the bedroom. It was as if the person next to me stripped away all the insecurities about myself and the flaws that hurt me.

He looks at my bare self, taking in all I had to offer. This person that can love me even when I'm the way I am. He's one in 7 billion. I had fallen in love with this person, I gave all of myself to this person. Am I willing to do so again? Can I even love someone?

He brought our bodies together over and over, letting us feel the sensation of being one. He rammed into me several times before I was ready to let loose. I was in a desperate need to release.

"I-I'm c-coming…" He sped up his pace, sweat making his body shine as he repeatedly entered me.

"Me too… Ritsu… Ahh.." I blasted out onto the white sheets. Takano came inside me, filling me and steadily dripping out. He pulled out and we both lied down, completely exhausted. He pulled me into his chest, wrapping his arms around me.

"Ritsu… I'm sorry…for everything. I'm sorry I caused you so much grief…" He looked genuinely looked upset which pained me to see. I slowly hugged him back, hiding my flushed face in his chest. "O-Onodera?"

"I'm sorry too… for leaving like that… sorry." I thought back to how I refused to go to school the next day, he probably freaked out when I wasn't there. I dug my head even deeper into his chest.

The last thing I heard before I fell asleep was a light chuckle flowed by someone squeezing me against them. I slipped into slumber land.


"Oi. Wake up, I made breakfast." I flickered my eyes open to the sight of Takano standing in front of the bed. I was confused for a second as to where I was but I quickly remembered. The thought of last night stained my cheeks with red.

"I'm up. I'm up." I was about to get up when I realized that I had no clothes on. I scanned the room for my clothing when I heard Takano speak with a smirk evident in his voice.

"If your looking for your clothes I put them in the wash. You can just wear my pajamas…" He started quietly laughing to himself. This bastard! He's trying to put me into the 'Wearing myboyfriends oversized clothes' scene! AHH Well fuck it! It's cold in here I need clothes!

"Fine! Just get me some clothes! I'm freezing!" He threw me some clothes and I watched him just stand in the same place. THIS PUNK. "GET OUT PERVERT!" I threw a pillow at him and he started leaving, laughing the entire time.

I put on the clothes that were clearly WAY to big for me and went into his bathroom to wash my face. My skin was surprisingly shiny…

I opened up his bedroom door and started to make my way to the kitchen.

Just what have I gotten myself into?


Long chapter! Man… I spent a longass time on this one… I guess it turned out good xD Thanks for the support and once again SO SUPER PSYCHED FOR THE SEKAII MOVIE!