Disclaimer – Not mine, never will be, but how I wish I owned Sam and Dean.
A/N – This is my first Supernatural fic so please be gentle, constructive criticism is welcome but please no flames.
This story is set sometime during season 1, so John is still alive.
Warnings- probably some swearing, and mentions of abuse it later chapters but not too graphic. And of course the usual violence that comes along with writing a Supernatural fic.
Summary – A hunt reveals secrets that were never meant to be revealed. When secrets are discovered will the Winchesters ever be the same again? will Dean ever be able to look up to his father again? angsty!sam, angsty!dean, hurt!sam, mean!john.
I Never Knew
Previously
"Wrong! You should learn to listen Dean, I said full name, you only gave me her first and second name." The Demon replied, smirking at Dean. "But, because I'm in such a good mood, I'm going to give you another chance, tell me Dean, what is Jessica Moore, Sam's cute little dead girlfriend's, middle name?"
Dean gulped and shot a quick glance over at Sam in panic, he didn't know the answer!
Chapter 6
Dean searched his brain, trying to remember if he'd ever even heard Jessica's middle name before, he couldn't think of anything, there was nothing for it but to guess...
Dean swallowed once, praying that he'd get it right, he opened his mouth and spoke,
"Jessica Anne Moore?"
There was silence for a moment, and Dean began to feel some relief, thinking that the demon must be angry that he'd got the first question right and he didn't know what to say.
That was until the demon laughed a horrible twisted, menacing laugh, causing Dean to feel his face drain of colour, and struggle against the invisible bonds holding him to the wall, knowing Sam was going to get hurt, and there was nothing he could do to stop it.
"Tut tut tut Dean, wrong answer, the correct answer would have been Jessica Lee Moore, I'm afraid this means Sam must be punished for your errors." The Demon said, the tone of his voice letting Dean know that the Demon was going to enjoy hurting Sam some more.
"Tell you what Dean, I'm gonna let you decide what punishment your brother gets! I'll give you a choice of 3! How does that sound?"
"Not particularly great considering I know for a fact, none of these options are going to be good ones!" Dean shouted, furious.
The demon just laughed, reveling in Deans anger and pain.
"Option 1: I'll give him 30 whippings with this handy spiky belt - for maximum pain, of course." The demon said with an evil smirk.
"Option 2: I'll slam a hammer down on his hand 3 times."
"Or option 3: You can give him 30 whippings with your belt."
"So which one will you choose Dean?"
The demon laughed long and hard as he heard Dean's angry growl.
Dean just stood in horror, having no idea which option to choose
Which one would cause Sam the least pain?
Dean went over his options, if he chose the first option, he knew the Demon would use maximum force, and who knew how strong this demon was!? No! he couldn't choose that one.
Option 2, same concept! the demon would probably smash Sam's hand to pieces with the first strike! And Sam's hand might never go back to normal after that. Dean didn't think he could deal with the sound of the hammer smashing down on Sam's hand anyway, hearing the shattering of his bones... It made him shiver just thinking about it. No, he couldn't choose that option either.
That left option 3,
But could he do it?
Could he purposely inflict pain on his little brother?
After all Sam had been through with their dad?
Sam could totally withdraw into himself!
This could completely break him!
He might think Dean hated him too!
But if he chose this option, he could hold back a bit...
Cause Sam a little less pain than if it was the demon inflicting it...
But could he do it?
TBC
A/N - Sorry the chapter's so short, as I said before, I am very short on time, I actually have a G.C.S.E this week! I should really be revising, but I saw how long I had left this story and didn't want people to think I've abandoned it. I will once again try to post the next chapter as soon as possible, but again, it may take a while. Thanks to all the people who have read and reviewed my story!
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