Hey guys, I'm so sorry that it has been a while since I updated last. A lot of stuff has been going on but I finally sat down and wrote the rest of this chapter out. I hope you enjoy it! It is always helpful if you guys comment and such :) It helps me decide what direction the story should go!

Also this chapter is kind of shorter than I hoped it would be but at least its an update! :) xxoo


"Brittany.. where are you? I can't see you but I can hear you.. Brittany, baby please, answer me..!"

There was no answer from her lover. For what seemed like an eternity, Santana continued to try and gain Brittany's attention, but in never worked. Eventually her lovers voice became softer and far away.

"Brittany, don't leave me, I'm right here, please don't go.. baby I need you.. Please.." Santana called at the top of her lungs, but in turn there was no response.

The blonde had left the room but to Santana it felt like a million miles away. She wanted so badly to get up and run into her lovers arms but she couldn't. Something was holding her back. Her body remained in the hospital bed but her mind was in a completely different place. She couldn't escape, she didn't know how.

Right before the accident.

"SANTANA!" She looked over to the other lane and a truck was headed straight for them. Before she could even blink, it hit her. The car was smashed to pieces and Brittany sits broken up in the passenger seat.

It was like her soul had been torn from her body. Left alone, lifeless and dead. Unknowing, she started to sit up and walk out of the car.

The brunette look over the entire scene, how the truck impacted the car and the paramedics running to her car. She heard Brittany trying to talk, she was pulled back to the car. The paramedics were pulling her body out of the car and into an ambulance. Before she knew it, she was being pulled with. The ambulance left and she was pulled back into her body. Santana was being revived but she still couldn't move her once lifeless body.

The paramedics continued to work on her, trying to stabilize her but it wasn't working. After reaching the hospital, Santana almost left her body once more until the doctors were able to keep her vitals up to the minimum. She was barely attached but she felt the hurt and pain from the injuries.

Santana tried to relax in her body, hoping it would allow her to wake up. Eventually she closed her eyes but she didn't wake up. Everything was black with a soft distant yellow light. Santana started walking towards it but it never got closer. She tried to run but it seemed to be in the same place.

The light stayed in the same place until she heard something. "It's me, Brittany." The light started to drift towards her. She tried calling out to the light.

"Brittany? Is that you baby? I can't see you, where are you?" Santana started to run towards the light yet again, it was coming closer and closer. In the distance she heard hushed words that sounded like Brittany's voice. She could only make out a short phrase.

"San… I love you with my whole heart.." After she heard it, Santana closed her eyes and tried her hardest to wake up. She could almost feel her body starting to, but it was only for a split second.

She kept trying to wake up, over and over again, feeling as if she was getting closer each time but never actually waking up. The light started to fade away.

"Brittany? Come back! Please baby, I need you, please don't leave me…"

Santana ran after the light but it was disappearing. She reached out to grab for it but it was gone.

"Brittany…"

Brittany's voice went away with the light and she didn't know if she would ever come back.

Santana fell to what seemed to be the ground. She couldn't tell since everything was darkness. Tears fell from her eyes, just wanting her lover to come back and take her away from this emptiness.


The nurse came back to check Santana's vitals only to find that she had tear streaks running down the sides of her face.

"Whatever is going on in your head, I hope you find your way darling." The nurse grabbed a tissue from the box on the table across the room. Gently, she wiped the remainder of tears away, wondering how the hell this is happening. She has never seen anything like this before but they've only had a few coma patients in the time she has worked there. Most of them were unable to wake up.


"I hope you find your way darling…" Santana heard a woman's voice that she's never heard before. She looked up and but saw nothing. Santana wiped her tears away and got up. She started to walk, trying to figure out a way to get out of here.

As Santana is walking, she thinks about the first time she met Brittany. In that moment she opened her eyes and saw it playing over again.

It was her freshman year. Santana had stayed after school to try out for the Cheerio's, hoping she would succeed. All she ever wanted was to be popular and being a cheerleader would do that for her. There were a group of girls standing around waiting to be called into the gym to try out.

A tall blonde girl was leaning up against the wall talking to one of the other girls. Santana instantly thought she was beautiful, she definitely looked like a dancer. She hoped if she got in, that the girl would be on the team as well.

The girl she was talking to was called up next so they said their good lucks to each other and parted. The girl looked over and noticed Santana looking at her. She instantly looked away, feeling a slight burning of embarrassment in her cheeks. The blonde girl giggled and walked over to Santana.

"Hey, I'm Brittany. What's your name?" Her voice was bubbly and happy.

"I-I.. Santana.." She felt even more embarrassed that she couldn't even speak.

Brittany giggled again and held out her hand. Santana looked down and took it in hers. "It's very nice to meet you Santana." Brittany spoke very sweetly. Santana thought this girl was the most beautiful girl in the world. She never thought about girls in that way but Brittany was different.

"It's um.. Nice to meet you too, Brittany." Santana attempted to smile. Before another word could be spoken between the girls, Brittany's name was called. They let go of each other's hands and Brittany gave her a big shinning smile.

"Good luck Brittany." Santana's voice was soft but Brittany smiled.

"Thanks. I wish you good luck as well, Santana." With that, the blonde girl walked into the gym.

The memory faded away a little too quickly. Santana closed her eyes again.

"Brittany, I'm going to wake up. Just wait and see. When I do, I'm going to tell you how much I love you and that I will never let you go."

Santana continued walking and remembering all the good times she had with the blonde. She was determined to find her way to her lover. Nothing could stop her…


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